07/30/12

Insights

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:41:54 AM

Good morning. We feel a bit different this morning and not sure how to describe it. We had a hard time getting to sleep and Once We did We seem to have slept very deep. We just barely remember any dreaming. Some kind of shift. Perhaps this is more adjusting to being in multi-worlds. It feels a bit like it might be that. It could also be the beginning of seeing through the matrix. These tow things would be similar and related but not exactly the same thing.

Mostly overcast today with some clearing and Our physical energy and focus and way less than yesterday. Our equilibrium is affected again. Will be interesting to see how We proceed.

Interesting, as I started puttering outside I remembered things from dream (or between dream and waking) that would make some projects and activities easier and more enjoyable. More than doing these things the connection and overlap between doing things around home and the dream world seems very important. More about walking in multi-worlds. We are no longer bound to One “OR” the other (if We ever were). We live and dream in both/All. This is part of and connected to stepping out of and rewiring and rebooting the matrix. We are returning the matrix to its original purpose. The matrix is Our connection and NOT Our controller.

Interesting, as We work on Our projects (trying to remember it is play with Our projects) We find that We are learning about OurSelf and life. Finally getting it that there is more to this than the doing and the recreation and keeping Us entertained. There is reflection and introspection IF We allow it.

We finished One paint project and were unhappy to find that the color We chose accidentally matched closer than intended to another color that We had used. However, when We stepped back We could see a theme developing. No clue where exactly that will go, it is developing itSelf. We used the last of that paint on One side of an old door that We intend to use to designate a portal somewhere. Really liking the way this is coming and felt very inspired. Originally We had planned to use the old door on the fort/treehouse (and these colors would tie in there) but We get the theeling that it belongs some where else. Thinking We will use deadfall for the portal at the fort and that will actually be the third in a path. The middle One is designated by a still standing dead tree that We are waiting until We had finished the painting (that We did today) to arrange and decorate. We are feeling the magik.

Another part of reprogramming the matrix.