Today "Love Our enemies" 3/30/12

03/30/12

Love Our enemies

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:33:18 AM

Good morning. The night was busy but Once again I have no idea what it was about. Lots of different realities.

The color on One of My monitors changed itSelf. I can't get it back to the way it was. Means something.

I'm starting My day watching the next episode of “Touch”. Too many commercials. After not watching TV for several years, I'm not used to commercials which are a big reason I stopped watching TV. But this series is worth it.

I just read another article encouraging Us to love those who We see as holding power over Us, the world leaders etc. that We may see as “bad guys” or whatever term We apply. I Am delighted that this is being stated. I think it is sooooo important. Imagine what Our world would be like if after/during the French Revolution love and forgiveness had reigned. This is how We can start a new world and have lasting change.

I think I may have real-eyesed what the trouble was with My monitor, the cable might be loose. I knew that if I let go, the answer/solution if there is One and/or it is needed would come to Me.

I tightened the cable and am going back to dream.

Just as I was coming out of dream I had the image of a large group of Us (many different races and species) doing something together. It was hard to identify because it was new(ish). It was actually a combination of several things, All done in dance and celebration. It was dancing, tending crops, feeding Our neighbors and much joy and connection.

I watched another episode of “Once Upon a Time”. I like the concept more than I Am enjoying the shows.

The chatroom was fairly busy and We had some good discussion and then it was time to dream.

Today "Remember who We are" 3/29/12

03/29/12

Remember who We are

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:05:24 AM

Good morning. Busy night, I hope I can get some of it typed up. I got most of night school put into words. I know I missed some. There was more about remembering who We are and love being the key.

I just a great story http://joeeigo.wordpress.com/about-being-a-star-seed/ it points out (among other things) the importance of remembering who We are.

Had some great conversation in the chat room, so nice to find more and more like minded people and get some fresh input.

Once again finding more confirmation in what I'm reading.

Not much else to report. I know I spent time elsewhere but still not able to really put that into words.

Night School "We are so much more" 3-29-2012

03/29/12

We are so much more

(From night school last night)

My night was filled with expansion. I get it now why I have been unable to focus the last few days and/or bring very much from My dreams into waking. There is just too much. There is too much happening and what I Am being shown is beyond Our/My current comprehension. So, it feels like it is being broken down into smaller pieces and even that is mind boggling. As The Reconnections are so fond of saying: “We are so much more than We ever dreamed possible”. http://www.reconnections.net/index2.htm

I Am experiencing many different versions of MySelf. I see/feel how many castaways and rejects I really have. How many people are there on the planet? And that is just those living on this planet. Is it any One-der that We return to limitation every morning? As Jack Nicholson said sooooo well: “You can't handle the truth”. However, that doesn't mean that the truth should be kept from Us. And that is a lot of what last night was about too.

Here is the thing: most of Us have no idea (not a clue) that We gave away Our power. The Reconnections call this Our vacation in limitation. “They” also say that “they” are All those parts of OurSelves that We had to forget about in order to become human. I think that is the crux of things. We forgot sooooo much and We just can not imagine that We could be ALL those things, much less do All those things. Add to that the concept that We do it All “at the same time” in All those different places which are actually All the same place. I think You might be starting to get a tiny inkling of what I have been experiencing.

Yet, We come back to One reality and no matter how much We want to and try to expand beyond that, Our programming still kicks Us back into limitation and the belief that there is only One possibility for anything and everything. When We begin to expand beyond that in the slightest way, it feels very odd and out of place. Only because it is.

As We begin to awaken to the idea that there is something wrong with Our world, that We may just possibly be racing (at break neck speed) towards a brick wall, Our first reaction is blame. “Who did this to Us?” It is a rare soul who says: “I did this FOR MySelf”. But, that is exactly what happened and IS happening. After All these many lifetimes of playing separation/limitation We are living the cumulative results. I started to say the final results, but I theel that would be inaccurate (from an infinity perspective anyway).

Please (also) remember that even though there are a growing number of Us who see this impending brick wall there are a vast number of the masses who have no idea that anything is wrong.

I can not begin to describe what it is like to travel around the globe and/or to back off into space and get an accurate sampling of All the different perspectives in the minds of several billion people. Now try to imagine really getting it that “they” are All Me. WOW.

Yes, there are people in control and power who implemented and used that control and power to virtually (at the very least) enslave Us. At this juncture I see two choices (and I Am sure there are more which I Am missing): We can blame or We can take responsibility. When We say: “Who did this TO Me?” We perpetuate the game of separation/limitation. There is really nothing wrong with that choice (except it is NOT what I want to experience). When We say: “I have done and am doing this FOR Me” then We can begin to heal and move beyond (or at least change the rules) of the game of separation/limitation. At this point (in order to move on) We have to admit and accept that: “they” ARE ME.

This is not and will not be (probably for a long, long time) a popular option.

There are many of Us (who real-eyes that something is wrong) who want trials and justice and retribution. That is more separation/limitation.

I visited a reality where I have a strong voice and I informed people that these trials need to be trials of reconciliation. Not popular at All. We, the masses, the One's who gave away Our power and submitted to outside control are just as GUILTY as any leader or monster. I know there are many arguments and rationalizations against this and maybe even “proof” that I Am wrong. That too is okay. We each get to choose what reality We live in.

I talked to some advanced beans (either galactics or ass-ended masters or ???????) and “they” asked: “should We hide this from the people, maybe tell “them” later”?

I had only One response: “That is exactly what got Us to where We are right now.”

At this point I would like to emphasize that this is not “THE” way or “THE” reality, it is only One of an infinite number of possibilities. I was shown and experienced many others. This is only the little piece I experienced last night.

The question of forgiveness came up. The response was: “When You/We forgive YourSelf and Your others, then You see that there was nothing to forgive.”

We ARE building a new world, a new Earth. Gaia is giving birth to a new Gaia. What choices will each of Us make?

Today "Another day between worlds" 3/28/12

03/28/12

Another day between worlds

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:59:01 AM

Good morning. Another dreamy day. The night was full of dreams, and I remember some important parts but can't (don't want to) concentrate enough yet to type it up. Something is going on and I'm guessing I will know more better when I get through it.

Watched an interesting video by Dr. Stephen Geer or Greer. Very interesting, more confirmation.

One thing I Am seeing is slightly different versions of what is going on in Our world. The first way I account for this is that there are different/multiple realities that are very close yet different. It is easy for anyOne to slip/slide from One reality to another with or without noticing. There is One common factor that I look for. It is found in some and lacking in others. It is love. Does the article focus on love, care, giving, connection, peace and equality or are these factors missing.

It is a fairly common human proclivity to look for the differences and fight over “them”. We know how to do this well and We have a lot of practice. As long as We think there is only One absolute reality and everything happens inside that and is subject to that it is very easy to find differences because of the actual multiple realities that are sooooo similar. When We begin looking for similarities and love, then We can begin to build something rather than continuing to tear everything down.

I had an interesting thought: “Heart centered technology”.

I also had the strong feeling that My life will be very different at this time next year, probably long before that.

I feel like there was some sort of shift or download or something or something else that culminated (at least for Me personally) during the day.

Today "Dreaming" 3/27/12

03/27/12

Dreaming

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:20:09 AM

Good morning. I continue to adjust to being in multiple realities at the same time. Again today My dreams are extending into My waking. I can feel the existence of the energyship around Me as I begin My day. Perhaps it is imagination, perhaps it is real-eye-sation.

The night was filled with experiencing and observing Our current transition. The term “lightship” came up and it evolved into “energyship”. I have a clear image of this energyship in My mind even now.

I thought I would have something to say, but I really am way too much into experiencing to type.

Went back to dream a couple of times, maybe on My way back soon. I spent the day going back to dream.

Finished watching “Boy Wonder”, spent a little time in chat and off to dream.

Today "Days becoming an extension of My dreams" 3/26/12

03/26/12

Days becoming an extension of My dreams

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:01:23 AM

Good morning. This morning I feel like I'm working on the Earth/world changes. I like that. It feels like today My day is an extension of My dreams. I really like that. It occurred to Me that I actually spend many of My days (or much of some days) participating in multi-realities without really noticing this. I think that is how I often seem to lose or miss a large section(s) of My day.

Today, I Am sensing what I Am doing beyond the realm of limitation 3D even while I seem to be sitting at this computer reading and typing. I Am doing those things AND I Am doing more.

This kind of brings up the question of realities and dimensions. I do believe there are many, many realities within each dimension. So, then is/are this/these other versions of Me in 3D or beyond? Well, I guess My answer is: “Yes”. It is kind of like trying to define infinity. I do theel that 4D and 5D and beyond include 3D. I also theel (from experience) that many of these other realities are very similar (in many ways) to this 3D. There are also many differences. I think the differences are mainly in that this is limitation 3D and those are expanded 3D. “They” could easily be in 5D since 5D includes 3D. In fact, this limitation 3D could even be within 5D.

Remember that a definition (by definition) limits. Infinity can not be limited. 5D (while it may be limited) is still far beyond Our limitation 3D language.

I continue to read messages that confirm what I have said and/or dreamt. There is sooooo much coming out saying: “love”. Many sources confirming that there is much to be done and it is things like being happy, being grateful, being love. We still tend to relate: “much to do” with work and effort. That is sooooo old energy and old paradigm. There is much to love and be. We can't just let it happen, We have to be it happening. We can NOT make it happen or force it or even do enough action. There is not enough action anywhere to create with ease and joy and love. We can play. That is now Our most needed and success-full action. It is time to whistle while We play.

I did a little more re-arranging (more setting up) to make My laptop more easily usable. I added a keyboard and sorted the wires etc. I feel like I Am setting up My control station.

I continue to loose time during My day. I know that I Am walking between worlds.

The chat room was fairly quiet when I checked in.

Time for more dreaming, dreaming while in bed that is.

Morning Review "Councilor to peasants and kings" 3/26/12

03/26/12

Councilor to peasants and kings.

Morning Review (as I was waking)

I had that thought about MySelf many years ago. Of course, I felt I was being grandiose and I certainly have never been able to even imagine how that could be/happen in this life. Until now.

My dreams were All over the place All through the night. I visited many different parts of the world working on homes for the homeless. I noticed that in many areas, because of the temperate weather, “they” didn't really need shelter but it was more of a place of community. It does seem that everyOne likes to feel “at home” somewhere.

There was a friend who turned out to be a murderer and who was very passive and cooperative about being taken to the police.

There was much that is beyond translating into words.

Towards the end of the night, I was an adviser to the President. It felt like he was actually more than President of the U.S. I tried examining his position further but it was beyond My reach. However it was very clear that I was One of a group of advisers. I did feel very comfortable in My position and with this President being a true representative of the people. Not a puppet or rich overseer or such.

We were discussing items like peace and feeding people, growing crops, revitalizing the earth and playing. I do remember that when We were working on a beginning plan for rebuilding We decided the first thing to do was for everyOne to take a day off. This was met with much laughter. Not derisive or scoffing laughter, deep, appreciative, belly laughs. There has been a definite shift in Our mindset.

It seems the first practice We established (as a custom if You will) was to begin with a day (or several) to play. After taking the time to play, then it can be time to begin planning and doing what needs doing. It was accepted that We could learn to get these things done and be play-full at the same time. It is a new world.

Today "Another day dreaming" 3/25/12

03/25/12

Another day dreaming

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:05:47 AM

Good morning. I really like the way Morning Review went this morning. I Am encouraged.

I'm watching the pilot of “Once Upon a Time”. I really love the concept.

I returned to dream. It felt good. I tried to get up a couple of times but felt I was getting downloads and upgrades and needed to stay. I don't know exactly what it's about but I know it's good and important.

I'm gonna watch another episode of Once Upon a Time.

I've read a couple of articles that suggest that We (the people) diverted or eased the earthquakes that could have happened last week. I feel that MY dream and post about this dream played a part.

I just about caught up on email and watched the beginning of the movie “Boy Wonder” and then it's off to dream.

Today "Split Attention" 3/24/12

03/24/12

Split Attention

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:07:01 AM

Good morning. Lots of dreams last night, but at this point I can barely focus enough to type this.

The theme was about coming out of slavery.

I went back to dream and there was more about coming out of slavery, being free and remembering who We really are and waking. SomeOne was set free and it was reported as a kidnapping. There has been more re-uniting with My rejects and castaways. I had no idea there were so many.

Getting through lots of email. A lot of interesting stuff, and some not so.

All-most time to get ready to go to town and visit friends etc. See You when I return.

I returned, I think.

I found that My attention is very split between here and there. It can be disconcerting at first.

I did a little email and spent a little time in chat and then dreams called.

Morning Review "Popcorn and Gold" 3/25/12

03/25/12

Popcorn and Gold

Morning Review (as I was waking)

Another busy night with little memory. However, I did get it why, at least partially.

As I woke I remembered some scenes from “Touch” where Jake is trying to leave messages with his popcorn. I had a flash of someOne stealing gold from Me and/or someOne else and then felt “them” stealing Jake's popcorn. Now I don't know if You have ever seen or been in a scene where something like this happened with an autistic child but “tantrum” is such a mild word for what ensues. Really, it is much worse to take popcorn (or any object of current focus) from an autist than it is to take gold from a king. It seems silly to Us. It is sooooo easy to make more popcorn. Well, the attachment to money and gold seems just as silly to an autist.

Now, I'm giggling to visions of an A-dult screaming: “He stole My popcorn”. Or: “Your honor, I demand retribution. He stole My popcorn”. Yet, We see nothing silly or foolish about demanding justice if someOne steals Our credit card or money or gold or jewelry. “But that's different!!!!!”. Is it?

I had visions of Our world changing a lot and fast (relatively). It was a bit like a movie on fast forward. I think this is some of what I have been dreaming the last few nights and it really is hard to bring into waking. I have been aware (had feelings hanging on in waking) about how much work and change there is ahead simply in terms of the human psyche. It has begun, I know that and there is much in store. I use the word work and even that is becoming very outmoded. Perhaps it would be more appropriate to say there is much patience ahead. It isn't really like any work We are familiar with, it is about being and letting others see Our being (Our love) and allowing “them” to follow suit, or not.

We can show people this way but We can NOT force anyOne to follow. There are many ways and many choices and each One must be allowed and honored. A world that is free, totally free and founded on sharing and caring, an economy of giving requires a complete change in Our mental mindset. This change has to be completely voluntary. The days of: “This is what is best for You” or “Trust Me, I know what is best” or “Follow the leader” are over. Of course there are also people who choose to continue to play follow the leader and that choice is honored also.

“How is this possible”?

In All honesty, I have no idea. Maybe that is why I haven't been remembering My dreams the last few nights.

I guess the word “utopian” would apply.

I see much change ahead and I really don't see how it can be possible, but I know that it is. It is not only possible it is happening. There must be a lot of change in thinking in a lot of people. It has begun.

Those of Us who work with hearts and minds (dreams, telepathy, etc.) can send these thoughts and love energy out to the mass consciousness. This has an affect even if We don't see it right away. It takes time and patience and repetition because it is All about choice. Each person gets to decide for “themSelf” what and how much “they” wish to believe. This can be frustrating for those of Us who hold the vision of this new Earth, but isn't it what We really want? Isn't that worth waiting for.

So, the next time You think You don't have enough popcorn in Your bank account, remember that Our world is changing, right before Our eyes. It may seem slow, but it also seems fast. There are opportunities that lie ahead which are sooooo vast that even if You did dream of “them” You can NOT remember “them” upon waking.

Today "A little bit busy" 3/24/12

03/23/12

A little bit busy

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:45:12 AM

Good morning. I Am getting more familiar with being in two (or more) worlds as I begin My day. I like that.

I Am surprised that the first episode of Touch is All-ready available. I didn't expect to be able to watch it until next week. Time....................

Today I hope to catch up on emails (at least somewhat), go to the spring for water and replace the drawstring on My bamboo curtain over My front window. I do truly appreciate having it over the window when the sun is blazing through in the evenings but I really do like the clearer view with it raised most of the day. This will be a priority even thought it is still 10 below. Hopefully as the sun gets around it will get above 0. Also want to thank the woman who said she saw Me on the ship. I really do appreciate that support.

I just real-eyesed that I also need to fill My heating oil tank today too. Busy day, I'd better watch “Touch”.

I got My water, filled the oil tank and restrung the bamboo shade. I downloaded the first video for Permaculture: http://www.permaculture-media-download.com/2011/09/introduction-to-permaculture-40-hours.html while I was restringing the shade and am watching it now. It looks really interesting. Kinda long but I can pause each vid and take breaks. Short attention span You know.

Don't think I will come anywhere close to catching up on email. I did watch the first episode of “Touch” earlier, really enjoyed it.

Dinner and “True Blood”.

I did some email, the chat room was quiet so I didn't hang out there.

Dream time.

Morning Review "Growing" 3/23/12

03/23/12

Growing

Morning Review (as I was waking)

I know the night was filled with dreams and I enjoyed “them”. I don't remember much of anything clearly, but Once again “they” were fun, recreational and instructional. At least this time I do remember somewhat of what “they” were about also.

There was a lot of preparation around the choices and changes We are going through. It is no longer something that is approaching, it is here and now. There was something about weight loss and being the cold person I was????????? This thing about the cold person was somehow positive. I'm clueless.

I Am being shaped and molded and I Am a participant in this makeover. Just had an interesting thought: “Extreme Makeover: Planet edition” or “Personal edition”. Well, that is certainly where and when We are.

I was hoping that by typing some of this up it might jog My memory but so far not much. I do remember that I visited the relief effort which has now progressed into a rebuilding effort. We are beginning to lay the foundations for Our new earth. In areas of famine We are planting viable crops with viable methods. I Am One-DA-ring if this is the terraforming I have heard others refer to? In impoverished areas We are doing whatever is needed to improve the conditions. Again, this is not One size fits All.

It seems I did focus more on areas where life is “easier”. Here, many of Us are able to begin paying One on One attention to each other and especially to the children. I was working in centers which are being set up to replace the schools. The Ones that I was at are voluntary attendance. That alone is a major step forward. And (of course) the order of the day is PLAY.

It's hard to describe (at this point) the vision I hold about education for the children of the world. We can not (YET) imagine that children actually know what “they” need to know. It is hard to “get it” that We actually untaught Our children up until now. First We taught “them” that “they” were unworthy and wrong and did NOT know anything. Then We educated “them” in limitation. We taught “them” about a world that does not actually exist. We gave “them” what “they” knew was an imaginary world and told “them” that what is real is only “their” imagination and NOT real.

We spent years and gargantuan efforts teaching “them” to be what “they” are NOT. Then We wonder why “they” are angry and rebel.

The new system is just beginning, in fact it may still only be a concept in this reality. There is much that must be embraced as a society before We can make real progress.

Once again, We MUST begin with and as love in order to create effective change.

Today "Getting routered" 3/22/12

03/22/12

Getting routered

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:34:10 AM

Good morning. Certainly in two worlds again, I like it but it does require paying more attention to what I do in the physical.

I know that My night was full of dreams, both recreational and educational and I knew as I was waking that I was not able (at this time) to translate any of it into words. So, today I Am spending as much time as I can being aware of multi-realities.

I just had a flash about Our programming to keep Us in line, in the game. This is not about blaming anyOne, I agreed to play, I was One of the designers. But a lot of (All of??) the doubts and fears I have (which coming up) are placed in My mind to keep Me from getting out of the game or even moving to another level. I'll be damned if We didn't do a very good job of designing this game as escape proof. At least, escape proof until a person is fully ready.

I spent most of My day straightening up All the wires for My computer and making room for the router etc. It took a few times and installing an update to get everything working right but it seems that now it's a go. I'm trying to get the pilot of “Touch” to play. I may be trying to do too much with this connection. We'll see, trial by error. It just hit Me some of the metaphors in All this. It does seem that the computers and modem and router All need some wake-up time whenever I restart the system.

I watched another episode of Awake and True Blood and finally got to watch the pilot for Touch.

I spent a little time in chat and heard about another online TV show that sounds great: Once Upon a Time. I tried to access it and had too much trouble, brain dead after All the computer stuff I did today.

The sun was sooooo bright through My front window that I dropped the bamboo shade outside, when I went to raise it the drawstring broke. The extreme weather here is hard on those types of things. I will try to replace with heavier cord or light rope tomorrow.

One of the women in chat said that she has been seeing Me on-board the ship with her. I told her I was not surprised. More than that tho it was very good to hear that someOne else is aware of Me being on the ship(s). It is confirmation and as We move into these unknown and uncertain times and realms, support and confirmation are important.

Off to dream land.

Today "I got lost in My journeys it seems" 3/21/12

03/21/12

I got lost in My journeys it seems

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:07:38 AM

Good morning. A very interesting morning. I'm taking it very easy, very gentle and definitely very drifty.

Having some interesting thoughts and insights. I see that some will go about changing the world from the outside, laws and such and hopefully that will be part of the transition not the final result. I'm sure there will be worlds where All the positive changes will occur, but only on the outside (at least for the main part) and that will certainly take that world down the same old path. Some of these worlds will probably coexist with worlds where the change begins on the inside and works its way out. I do hope I spend more time in the inside out worlds than the outside in worlds.

I want to live in a world where the children lead the way and play is the order of the day, every day. I know many (especially A-dults) in Our society do not see any way that play, play, play can work, work, work but it is My vision, My heart cry. I think this is One of the fundamental changed that must occur in order for real lasting change to take place.

I got night school typed up. Some very good stuff in there. I'm going to listen to a webinar, not sure exactly how that will go for Me. After that I will be going to town to do laundry etc. I mostly enjoyed the webinar even tho the voice didn't jell with Me.

I was pleasantly surprised that My new router had arrived at the post office. I had a nice hot tub and got some grocery shopping done.

I had dinner and fell into 3 episodes of “True Blood”. After that it was time to dream.

Night School "Playing" 3-21-2012

03/21/12

Playing

(From night school last night)

We spent All of the class time playing. I knew this was important and not just recess. Recess is important too, but this was definitely class time.

WE have got to lighten up and learn to play. Play is the most fundamental form of learning. This is where We learn about love, by playing together. This is where We learn about each other, by playing together. This is where We learn about the importance of diversity, by playing together. This is where We learn that each One of Us is playing Our part, Our role, by playing together.

The world that I wish to create, the world which I feel is real change and progress is a world founded first and foremost in love. It is a world where We play first and ask questions later. It is a world where We real-eyes that WE ARE creators. We have, truly have everything that We can possibly think We need.

Is this too farfetched to ever be real?

We think not.

I also saw worlds where the changes were All on the outside. Some of these worlds eventually collapsed in ruin, others were destroyed and still others evolved just as We are currently experiencing. The cycle is somewhat like infinity and eternity. Imagine that.

There are worlds where We play and it's not just the children who play. There are worlds full of lost boys and worlds where girls spend the day having tea and worlds where girls get muddy and boys bake muffins. There are worlds where All of this is mixed up like a frog in a blender. There are worlds where We transition from where We are now to heart centered living and freedom. There are worlds where someOne waves “their” magik wand and “POOF” everything is magically delicious.

We played and danced and laughed through and around and amongst All of these worlds.

I got to see how when I see a world, I still automatically think that this is THE way it is or will be. I get caught up in it, buy in to it and forget that there is MORE. I forget that long ago in a galaxy far, far away I asked for it ALL. I want to be aware of and experience everything. At least, I want samples and free taste tests of each and every version. I also know where I want to live as My main focus and that is the world about love. I want to live in a world of sharing and caring with an economy of giving. When I glimpse people (and the masses still seem to fit this shoe) changing the world only from the outside, I get very sad. It often takes a journey into dream to remind Me that I live in a world that is in transition. I Am surrounded by loving playful beans and selves who sometimes have to send Me into dreamland to remind Me that “they” are real.

I do NOT know exactly how this transition will go. It isn't written yet. It will go in every way imaginable and then some, of this I Am certain. Where will I place My cabin, My living villa, My space ship?

What I feel ahead for Me is a world that evolves into a world of love. I know with certainty that there are (and will be) alternate worlds evolving and coexisting side by side. Every moment We get to decide and choose what world We are experiencing in every moment.

Today "Choices and decisions" 3/20/12

03/20/12

Choices and decisions

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:54:32 AM

Good morning. Once again, as I wake I can tell I Am in multi-realities. I also get it that what have seemed like computer difficulties the last few days are because of being in different worlds. Worlds that are sooooo similar that “they” seem to be the same ol' familiar reality but nothing works quite the same. Sounds like the making for a great Twilight Zone, maybe it All-ready is.

I got night school typed up and I hope it proof read before I drift back into dream. Heading that way fast. I One-der what it is I need to dream?

Interesting dreams. The relief effort is going so well that We have gone on to empowering the people. What exactly does this mean? It is different for each person. This is the part where it gets a little tricky because of individual choice. Yes, there has All-ways been choice but when We give a starving person a loaf of bread and clean water, chances are quite good “they” will accept it. Not too often do “they” ask for a different type of bread or maybe margarine instead of butter. When We are in an impoverished area where “they” All-ready have some food and water and We give “them” money, “they” rarely ask for it in a different denomination.

When We move on to deeper subjects, We run into more resist-dance and more choices being made. That is exactly as it should be. We give gifts of love, what is done with the gift is up to each person. We offer empowerment, if another choice is made, that is perfectly fine.

We are building a new world. This is not a One size fits All world. This is not a world where I know what is best for You. Each and every person is given the choices and opportunities and honored for “their” decisions. These are matters of the heart. When no One is hungry or sleeping out in the cold, the world looks a lot different.

I went into the chat room and found out there was a 7.6 earthquake in Mexico, not surprised considering how I've felt the last few days. Something locked up My computer, interesting energy today. After I closed Internet Explorer and reopened it everything was still running wacko. I saw that there was a Windows update available so I installed that and did a restart. Computer seems to be feeling better now.

I continue to read articles that support what I Am intuiting and theeling. This is comforting. I do theel that I Am preparing for something and I know that I have no idea the extent of this. My wildest expectation would limit Me terribly so I Am just following My heart and My instincts. It's a combination of doing what is in front of Me, just being and waiting. Old fears and doubts continue to arise but these are no longer disabling. I can own and accept, love and release My fears and doubts in a matter of moments.

I listened to a teleconference talking about the changes We are beginning to go through. I liked a lot of what was said but somehow it left Me feeling edgy. It took a while to get it that these folks were (at least mostly) talking about making the changes from the outside. Talking about laws and judgments and changing from the head rather than the heart. I stopped the playback around halfway to do some personal processing.

I made an early night of it and went off to dreamland.

Night School "Remembering" 3-20-2012

03/20/12

Remembering

(From night school last night)

Right now this is All a bit of a jumbled mess inside My mind. I will do My best to sort it out.

I get the theeling that many of Us are in some type of in depth training which isn't clear to Us yet. It's like when We first start to learn a new language or subject: “It's All Greek to Me”. Is it any One-der???????? We've never been here or done this before. There are no text books or manuals for this and no “how to” videos. We are getting it piece by piece and like any jigsaw puzzle We gotta get a lot of the pieces in place before the picture starts to appear.

I do theel that many of Us are being invited and taken on board the ships at this time, We (most of Us) just don't clearly remember yet. Again, We don't have enough understanding and familiarity to connect the dots. I have certainly been feeling like I Am spending a lot of time on-board some space ship getting training and information and taking part in planning and executing the relief effort. I have a few scattered clear memories but mostly it is just a knowing without any clear memory.

This is certainly not the first time I have known that I was doing something beyond what I Am consciously aware of or have a memory of doing. Trusting this knowing and believing in it is part of My becoming multidimensional. I have to start somewhere and right here is the best place I can find.

I had some examples of being shocked or surprised by some type of visitation, it's not fun. I would prefer some warning and preparation which I think is exactly what We are getting right now. But like anything else, if it jumps out from behind the bushes and yells BOO I know I will jump.

Throughout the night I had experiences of remembering who I really am and doing more life reviews. This remembering is very important. We are sooooo much more than what We believe OurSelves to be. Our concept of Us keeps Us locked in All the things We want to be free of. We are the One who can set OurSelf free. Perhaps there are magik wands and spells and potions that will do this for some people but for Me it is the process I Am in that will unlock My chains and doors. I must say that some of the versions of Me that I have experienced lately are quite shocking even to Me. I'm not talking about meeting a Me that is extremely bad or extremely good that surprises Me. I Am fairly well reconciled to All that. It is the versions that don't look human that surprise Me. Unfortunately, I don't have a clear memory to describe for You at this time.

There have been several times recently that I dreamt about animals with human abilities. This happened several times last night. Speech is probably the most noticeable ability but it was quite fun to watch animals shape-shift. I'm not talking werewolves and vampires here, I'm talking a dog that shifts into a horse or a person. I could tell that a dog was it's primary form and energy but it also made a very convincing human.

Towards the end of the night there was a group of off-worlders performing on stage. These folks were partially human in appearance but with definite non-human characteristics. I don't think “they” were All the same race. “They” definitely had differences in appearance between each other as much as between “themSelves” and humans.

This performance (while being entertaining) was primarily educational and instructional. As with much that I have been experiencing it was learning by playing. The point was to begin to familiarize Us with these non-humans and the abilities and technology that “they” are going to help Us to develop.

It is important to know that these folks are NOT saviors. (Perhaps there are or will be worlds where off-worlders save the humans but not in My uni-verse, at least not now) In this transitional earth/world/reality/ Gaia We are living in We are Our only saviors. There are many helpers and guides from many places but “they” will only assist Us where needed. We MUST play Our part. The training and instruction We are getting (whether We are aware of getting it right now or not) is to prepare Us to play Our part.

Today "Being gentle with Me" 3/19/12

03/19/12

Being gentle with Me

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:52:54 AM

Good morning. Once again I find that I Am definitely walking between worlds. At least for today I have decided to be gentle with Me and allow this process.

It would seem that My computer is also having difficulty coming back to limitation 3D in the mornings sooooo......................

This morning wasn't as frustrating as many mornings have been when I can't get My computer to work or find the floor with My feet. A big part of being less frustrated is having at least half a clue what is going on. I must admit that having My computer exhibiting the same symptoms as I have was quite disconcerting yesterday. In comparison this mornings computer escapades were minor. How much of that was My attitude?

I Am allowing MySelf more time to be aware of being in two or more realities and not demanding that My focus align with the morning goals I usually set. You know little things like: turn on the computer, make coffee or tea, type up My dreams, sit upright in chair, etc. I allow MySelf to do any and All of these as able but no longer demand it or put Me on a time schedule.

RELAX is becoming the order of the day/moment.

I do think that I Am becoming aware of being on board ship. Whether or not this is a separate reality from where I wake up inside My cabin, I have no idea, yet.

Another day spent online. A little chat but mostly reading and videos. I Am beginning to think I may be losing some time in some type of trance or such.

Dinner, more “Twilight” and dreams.

Today "Intense" 3/18/12

03/18/12

Intense

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:39:30 AM

Good morning. I don't know what to say or where to begin. We used to say start at the beginning, now I hear start at “now”.

I'm not sure I want to do either. I'm not sure I want to start at All. I see that this might sound like depression which is totally not the case. A bit of bewilderment perhaps. I Am certain that it is part of learning to walk between worlds. Sometimes that feels like My feet are on shifting sand, today it feels like My mind is on shifting sand.

I remember many of My dreams from last night but have no idea what “they” were about. I could easily say that “they' were simply recreational for “they” certainly were recreational but I theel “they” were also much more. I guess learning by playing is a good description but I certainly am not clear about what I was learning.

Then when I awoke I couldn't get My computer to work right. Mercury retrograde and All that but it feels like much more. I've been using Open Office for years and have been quite happy with it. Today I could NOT get it to work. I tried and tried. I ended up uninstalling it and downloading and installing it again. Even the first try at that timed out as I was drifting amongst the clouds and didn't click the okay button in time. Once I successfully got it installed I was having the exact same problem as before for a couple of tries and then zappo it started working again. There is some difference in the way documents appear but it is the way “they” used to appear occasionally. It is certainly a difference I can live as long as I can use the program.

What I feel quite certain of is that I have slipped into a reality that is very similar yet different in many, many ways. Add to that the experience of walking in more than One reality at a time and well, what can I say.

I will be getting ready to go to town soon unless I don't. I plan to hot tub and do some shopping. I Am reminded of several sayings: “Wanna make God laugh? Tell her Your plans”. “Life is what happens while We are busy making plans”.

I did get some more reminders about acceptance. Accepting others as “they” are looking for the similarities rather than the differences. We are a very diverse set of people and that is exactly how We planned it. Isn't it funny that We still want everyOne to agree? Many of Us are beginning to get that diversity is the point. We are not here to agree but to explore from different perspectives. We are here to love and accept each other AND Our differences. It's not even loving each other “in spite of” Our differences, it is loving each other “because of” Our differences.

My trip to town seemed basically uneventful except that I had a sugar craving to kill for. I did the hot tub and All I had planned but continued to feel out of place inside MySelf. Shortly after I returned home I had to return to dreamland. Boy oh boy did I learn a lot. I will try to recap in a dream review.

I typed up My dream it turned out to come through rather brief. I posted it and I truly hope no One takes it in fear. It isn't even a warning. My guess is that there was type of energy shift and this is how I interpreted it AND it is how it could feel if We are not prepared mentally. I think there was probably a nearby earthquake. That is My intuition.

Time for dinner and the beginning of the latest Twilight movie.

I checked out the chatroom and it was very quiet so I went to dream.

Morning Review "A major shift" 3/18/12

03/18/12

A major shift

Dream Review (after a nap that seemed to last life times)

Where to begin? Perhaps I should have titled this afternoon school????? After a morning of not being able to understand anything from My night's dreams (even though “they” seemed simple and normal) and not quite ever waking up I returned to dream and it felt like it lasted for lifetimes.

In My dreams I understood why I had not been able to understand in waking. I had been (and still was) experiencing realities that were beyond My comprehension. At One level these realities seemed similar to this familiar reality but on the other “they” are light years apart. One term was that not only are We multidimensional, We are also multipersonal. We went through a shift that is beyond anything We have experienced to date. I saw exactly why We have been taking it so gently and it is exactly what I have been saying for quite a while.

It was like We were on a bus or space craft, filled to capacity with people of All ages and lots of children. In fact it was space ship Earth. The shift was so astounding that it was like We crashed into something. It was like a wreck of unimaginable proportions. As far as I could tell there was no actual damage or injuries but We were All thrown out of Our seats and very shaken up. Many people panicked and some kept Our heads.

I heard someOne yell: “Tend to the children”. I was One of many who started doing exactly that. Many, many children needed comfort. There were some children who remained calm and “they” were helping calm and comfort the Ones that were shaken up. It was a massive operation. Considering the numbers and severity of the shock it All went remarkably smooth. In a short amount of time everyOne was calm and We All started living Our new lives.

There was much adjusting to be done. Many people continued to need reassurance and comfort. We would never return to Our old ways of doing things, to Our old comfort zone. Once the shock was over the children adapted the fastest and easiest. The A-dults who had been expecting major change were right behind (or alongside) the children.

I knew and know that this is a combination of foretelling and multireality dream. For some people this is going to be “their” reality, perhaps it All-ready is. For others We will continue on and through a slow and steady transition.

Believe Me when I tell You that if You can avoid this shocking sudden shift reality, do so at All costs.

I have been out of the experience for over an hour but I Am still reeling and I was One of the One's who remained basically calm. Perhaps in a way I Am still having the experience. I will not be the least bit surprised to hear/read of something major happening today. I truly hope that nothing quite as startling and shaking as My dream happens to very many people.

Today "Another day walking between worlds" 3/17/12

03/17/12

Another day walking between worlds

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:52:41 AM

Good morning. I Am finding more and more I Am here AND there. As I have said many times before, this is a good thing but takes some adjusting.

There are two ways We can look at things: I Am responsible and “THEY” are responsible. That may not seem to fit, but it is sooooo important. I do think it will become more and more a focus as WE move further into new earth.

My day is mostly like My days have been recently. Playing on the Internet and enjoying connection with more and more like minded people. Finding We are connected and have much in common even if some of Our words don't jive.

I Am really enjoying spending more and more time with other realities in My awareness. I continue to know that I Am definitely in a learning experience. I know there is more available to Me and as long as I open and remain open I will continue to experience more.

I really don't have much else to report. It seems hard at this time to translate My experiences into words.

Night School "EQUALITY" 3-17-2012

03/17/12

EQUALITY

(From night school last night)

I woke waiting for the Gryphon to appear.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Griffin

On One hand I Am not certain why this feels so important that I Am including a picture and link, on the other hand as I read about Gryphon the importance is self-evident.

The night had been spent mostly in recess, learning by playing. I visited the areas where the relief effort is going on. I was on board a ship taking part in the ongoing planning and scheduling efforts. The scheduling is having to be moved ahead much faster than anyOne anticipated because of the numbers of volunteers and the extreme efforts being put into this.

Who would have guessed that in a world like Ours this relief effort would be sooooo popular?

My memory of the planning is far outweighed by My memories of being in the field.

I met several friends and We were cavorting about and spreading supplies and money freely. This was met with great good cheer.

We attended some sort of race or contest which continued to end in a draw or tie. This was repeated over and over. We would go off and play other games yet We continued to return to this contest throughout the night. Again and again it ended in a draw. There were humans pitted against mythological creatures of great size and strength and still there were no victors or victims. There were no defeats and no victories.

Finally (as I was waking) We were in something like a hotel or hostel waiting the/a Gryphon to wake (or appear) to settle this Once and for All.

Then, suddenly, like someOne had removed Our blindfolds Gryphon was at a window or on top of a ledge overlooking the gaming area. EveryOne cheered and people were shouting for a finish to this contest. EveryOne was certain that finally Gryphon would either announce a decision for a victor or sweep down and become the victor itSelf.

Silence.

After a while someOne told the tale to Gryphon, that in All the races and contests We could not find a winner.

Gryphon spoke: “YES. EQUALS.”

“What?”

“NOW, ALL ARE EQUALS” “THIS IS AS IT SHOULD BE, AS IT HAS ACTUALLY ALLWAYS BEEN.”

With that Gryphon took its leave.

Does it get any better than that? I didn't want to wake. I wanted to remain in this land of mythological creatures and life. I spent some time there. It was very fun.

Somewhere, as We were playing there was stuff about: “Who will do the work?” You know the routine: Stern faced authority figures demanding order and discipline. The children's stories drug out of the tombs Once again to drill into Our heads the necessity of labor and toil. Oh, We designed this game sooooo well. If We ever get/got close to the edge of the game board We had fences and walls and booby-traps to cast Us back into the thick of the plot and it worked far better than We could ever have imagined.

This whole idea of “work” is part of the old paradigm mindset. First off, it forgets and even denies that We are creators. It is steeped in the traditions of separation/limitation.

And thinking (saying) that the work will not get done (assuming that there is really any work that actually needs to get done) if We play is about as dimwitted an idea as any I have ever heard. Again, this is simply another ploy We use to keep OurSelves in bondage to separation/limitation.

“If You do not work You will not eat” carries much more weight in Our beliefs than: “Consider the lilies of the field, 'they' toil not, neither do 'they' spin”. I theel that is a real shame.

“Suffer the little children to come unto Me”

Today "Lost in My life" 3/16/12

03/16/12

Lost in My life

Wizard's Log Star-date: 04:15:40 PM

Good morning. Another busy night, busy, busy, buys and FUN. I hope I can translate it into words. I got night school typed up, not sure I did it justice but it is the best I can word it at this time.

I Am enjoying being aware of being in more than One place, more than One reality at a time. This is taking a little getting used to. Often I have to stop and consider what I Am doing rather than running on auto-pilot. I remember how frustrating that used to be and now I recognize that it is because I slipped into another place/reality/awareness for a minute but My body was still here. Rather hard to fully explain because We just aren't familiar with any of this, not yet.

I spent the day walking between worlds and exploring the fun of hispeed Internet. I chatted quite a bit and watched some You Tubes. I listened to a two hour interview w/Steve Basset (I think I got the last name right). He has two petitions for disclosure before the White House. Suzanne Carrol was also in on the interview. I have been following Suzanne's work for several years now and really enjoy her writing and channeling. I appreciated what Steve has to say and where he is coming from though I don't totally agree with him.

That is something that I think is up big time right now. We can appreciate and accept and agree on many points without being 100% in agreement. We can have Our diversity and co-exist harmoniously.

I know that promoting this is part of My job.

My other realities are not as clear (still or yet) as My current focused physical reality. At least not while I Am awake but “they” are taking more and more of My attention which is very welcome.

I was up a little late chatting and then off to dream.

Night School "Being" 3-16-2012

03/16/12

Being

(From night school last night)

I was busy All night but it feels like it may be hard to convey in words.

I had many experiences of being, simply being. It is rather hard to describe. There was doing too, but it was doing with ease. We usually relate doing to striving and effort. It is so easy to do and be (where I was) that it was play-full. There was no striving, because it was not needed.

This went on in several different locations and with many different groups of people. I was “being” in an entire world where being and doing with ease are the norm. Of course there was love abundant and flowing everywhere. Because love is abundant, there is abundance of All types flowing freely.

I saw more of the illusory world dissolving. It was like it was wavering and shimmering and fading. I began to see the world (as it appears) without doubt and fear. I could see and experience it as certain immortal beings see and experience it. It is like there is a movie being projected out but it never reaches a screen so it can't be seen. It just filters through Our every day lives and world without ever being noticed. Until, One day We stop and look into the projector (which of course is OurSelf) and see All (or part of) that We have been missing.

There is abundance All around Us just waiting for Us to be able (and willing) to see it. I was seeing and feeling and living it.

I got to look at MySelf living My everyday life as I Am becoming aware of All this. As I become of aware of being in more than One place and/or One world at a time. It is not being in more than One place at a time for the first time, it is becoming aware of doing it. The veil is being rent and the blinders are being removed. It can be done gently, or rough. That is Our choice.

I vaguely remember observing MySelf living in and experiencing this transitional world that is My waking experience. This too is difficult to convey in words and it is something We are not familiar with because it is brand new to Us. I saw the importance of making the transition in order for it to be easier to adapt to and accept what We are becoming. Most of Us need some time to get used to being the creators of Our reality and especially to accept being responsible for OurSelves.

I watched MySelf in areas where I was helping the needy, the hungry and playing with the people who were experiencing joy, some for the first time in “their” memory. These people are also transitioning from being powerless victims of severe poverty (remember that some were starving) to being powerful creators of abundant living. We need to allow “them” “their” simple joys and pleasures as “they” begin to create what it is that “they” want in “their” lives. “They” have begun this process by calling Us to “their” aid, soon “they” will recognize this, in “their” time “they” too will recognize just how powerful “they” are.

In the midst of All this I was able to be. I can be part of, I can be Me. I can be happy.

I spent the rest of the night in recess. We were playing in this multiple experience. Once again I was meeting with and playing with forgotten aspects of MySelf. There were many friends from childhood, some forgotten others that were sorely missed. There were friends from around the world, from places I have no conscious memory of visiting. We recognized each other. We had a One-der-full time being and doing with ease.

Today " Aware of waking and walking between worlds" 3/15/12

03/15/12

Aware of waking and walking between worlds

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:10:21 AM

Good morning. I awoke with the phrase: “Skill, love and harmony are required”.

I found it very odd that skill was grouped with love and compassion and especially that it came first. I know that it is important and I got this message for a reason.

I know that I spent the night dreaming, and I enjoyed most of the dreams. However, I can not think of a thing to write about My dreams. One reason is that I Am still there to a great extent. I Am here enough to perform basic tasks and write this but that's about it.

I sense that most of My attention is on the relief effort and related tasks. It is very cool to be aware of, it is great to be here AND there.

I watched the pilot of “Awake” online, will be able to watch it weekly now and “Touch should be available to Me starting next week.

I Am getting it that I Am just beginning to learn how to be in two worlds at Once. I've been experimenting with it for a while but this is deeper and more involved AND My belief is stronger than it was before. Every step is a baby step and a giant step.

It is very interesting to be aware of working with the galactics on planning and staging the relief effort and moving that beyond food and water to more luxury items and helping common people to get it that there is more, All-ways more. No more bondage, We can be free if We allow and take responsibility for OurSelves. I Am also jazzed that I Am dreaming and experiencing working in third world countries as channels are saying the Galactic Fed is announcing that “they” are working with third world governments.

At the same time I Am sitting in My cabin in Alaska typing, reading, watching TV shows online and You Tubes and more.

My world is expanding and getting hi-speed Internet is just One part of that but definitely a big part.

I watched the vid for anonymous joining the “Occupy” movement. Looks like a powerful movement is well under way. Most of what I saw/heard is calling for peaceful action, I hope that is the way it happens even if We are met with violence. If We don't make these changes out of, from and as love it is worthless.

I got lost in My day somewhere. Went to dream early.

Today 3/14/12

03/14/12

High Speed

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:33:44 AM

Good morning. I woke with several ideas and thoughts trying to get out of My fingers. I tried postponing getting up and typing and was actually successful for a couple of hours.

Wow, where did My day go?

I typed up some things and got night school posted. I've returned to bed several times and during My last dream time there came a knock on the door. This rarely happens here.

Lo and behold, it was the phone company guys delivering My new modem. “They” had it All programmed and ready to go and helped Me hook it up and make sure it was working.

So, now I Am set up on hi speed Internet and spent most of My day playing. I'm definitely gonna like this.

What can I say, a lot of reading, You Tubes, email and chat. Then dinner and another episode of True Blood, more chat and the dream time.

Night School "Helping OurSelves and Our others to learn" 3-14-2012

03/14/12

Helping OurSelves and Our others to learn

(From night school last night)

The first thing I remember was about different methods of teaching. This may seem like a rather odd subject for class and probably would be in Our current educational system but it was quite instructional and insightful.

There were other dreams before this, probably dream-walking which I will try to type up as I pull the memories out of the memory banks.

New and adaptable methods of helping people learn are an important part of New Earth. The old methods of teaching and teachers served “their” purpose but We have changed and Our needs and intentions have changed.

I was reminded of a time in My life when a friend (actually a stranger at the time but soon became a trusted friend) helped Me to learn how to do things (differently from what I was familiar with) by taking Me and doing these with Me in a new manner. I was not “taught” or given mandates, I was shown by experience.

I was asked questions and given options: “Would You like to.....” and “Do You want....”? Is it any wonder that it was not until much later that I real-eyesed that I had been taught? I was not “told” what to do and how to do it, I was shown some possibilities.

This is a possible/potential choice for Us in the new paradigm. As All-ways We do get to choose, there are NO mandates.

Relinquishing the old roles of teacher and student will not be easy for many of Us. It is easy to complain and get angry but not so easy to take the steps to make a difference. Once again We are familiar with Our current methods and “If it's not broken.....” Well, guess what? Many will still want to teach by talking and many will still want to be spoon fed.

Children learn by playing, “they” learn by doing, “they” learn by experimenting. At least that is how “they” naturally learn. Our society has taken much of this away from Our children. In an effort to protect “them” and make it better for “them” (and socialize “them”) We have squashed much of “their” creative learning process. This is how sheeple are created.

Most teachers would gladly take and invest the time and effort needed to allow children to learn by doing. “They” would if “they” had the resources and the knowledge of how to do this. It isn't easy, but it is natural and will come to Us naturally IF We will allow it.

These methods will come naturally if We get Our noses out of textbooks and into the flowers. There is nothing wrong with reading, unless it replaces doing.

Today "Relief effort continues" 3/13/12

03/13/12

Relief effort continues

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:29:09 AM

Good morning. I thought I was here, but the more I wake the less here I feel. I like not being fully focused in 3D any more, that's been My goal for sooooo long. There is sooooo much more.

I had lots of dreams last night but “they” were mostly recreational so I don't know if there is really anything to report. There was One with animals who had human traits but soon even that will be fairly normal. I had a very nice reunion with My best friend from My school days, that was nice. Even a catering dream that I enjoyed. I think there was probably a lot of dream-walking which Once again I don't remember details from.

I'm doing email and getting ready to go to town. My new modem should be at the post-office and hopefully I will be on high-speed this evening.

I Am getting some brief memories of more of the relief work but still only snatches at best. The nice thing is that I feel more there than here today. I keep getting messages that My physical world is right on schedule and I just need to be patient, stay on course and not give in to doubt. (Imagine that) It is okay to have doubt, that is part of being human. I can own it, accept it, love it and set it free. Doubt has served Me well, it is good to examine what comes up in One's life and doubt can compel a person to do this. Following One's own compass is very important and is a learned skill. I Am learning.

In a way, navigating is part of My job in the relief effort. I like doing My part, I really like knowing that I Am doing My part. It is nice to find MySelf in that environ doing My new job even while another part of Me remains here doing this job, having this experience. I Am beginning to have both experiences simultaneously. How cool is that?

I continue to get more and more clarity and insight into who I Am and what I Am doing. I Am feeling the direct connection between the relief effort and real-eyesing My personal abundance. I feel the perfection of the timing.

My new modem did not arrive yet and I feel a sense of perfection. I tired to set My online account with the new phone company but I need more information which will probably come with the modem. I Am wondering if I should contact the phone company but feel that waiting is My best plan. I will check My post-office box again in a few days. If My old dial-up service gets shut off then I will take further action.

I bought corned beef as I All-ways do the week of St. Patty's day. Some for now and some for the freezer. I got a batch started cooking, made some bleucheese dressing using plain yogurt in place of mayonnaise and it is really good. I fixed baked halibut olympian for dinner and watched another episode of “True Blood”. I was able to listen to this morning's web-cast of “Ask Theo”. I do enjoy this One but I can see how it might get redundant if I catch it every week. Reminders and repetition can be good and can also numb the mind.

The chat room was active but I chose to listen to “Ask Theo” instead and went to dream shortly after.