Drawing Our worlds together

08/04/13

Today:

Drawing Our worlds together

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:52:20 AM

Good morning. We continue to learn about being multidimensional, living in multiworlds and staying in the now both in waking and dreaming. This definitely continues to be a learning experience. It is actually Our natural state but it is NOT Our normal state. We have been so well programed and indoctrinated to live in limitation and separation, We did such a good job of setting up this impossible, imaginary game that it is hard to slip out. There is no One to blame, We chose to play and We played well. We took the prize and now We are having a hard time waking up.

Open, let and allow. We are love. These mantras keep running through Our mind All day and night.

We played in some fascinating worlds with One-der-full friends. We observed OurSelf living in limitation and separation and did what We could to give a leg up to Our physical, limited Self. We know that We are moving towards being physical (in some form and/or way) without being limited. We know this is a first and We are having to experiment to find out how to do this. We are not really frustrated but sometimes We are pretty baffled.

Another thing that We forget is that We are feeling the angst and confusion and All the other feelings of Gaia and All her inhabitants. Is it any One-der that We are confused at Our feelings and emotions at times. We keep reminding OurSelf to let go.

We are getting better at letting go of planning and thinking: “I'm going to.......” and shoulds and such-es but it continues to come up. It is so inbred that it goes deep, very deep.

Suzanne Lie (and a few others) keep reminding Us that a big piece is letting go of time. We can see this and it too keeps coming up. We continue to substitute let go when We try to think and state what We are going/planning to do.

As We are posting yesterday's “Today” We are reminded that what We are doing is not for the feint of heart. EveryOne is part of this and experiencing it but probably not in the intensity that We are. We are a wayshower and a trailblazer. In ways this is easier and less frightening than what many are going through and in ways it is much, much harder or at least more intense. The path will be a little easier to follow. There are many others blazing a somewhat different path. That is good. This is not a One size fits All world that We are creating. That was part of limitation and separation. It is kinda funny that a One size fits All reality (or belief in that) was part of separation. We theel it was only a belief and expectation but never an actual reality. We fought many wars trying to enforce it but We never succeeded. Yet, most of Us still cling to the idea.

It feels like a day to do a little of this and a little of that. We are wandering around doing just that AND (more importantly) “feeling” the expansion and allowing Our imagination to run free far beyond Our limiting beliefs. We feel it and that is All We know.

Today, We do this piece and then wander off to do that piece. We have done stuff that way for years but never before have We recognized what a good thing this is. This is being in the now, following Our intuition and releasing plans and shoulds. We are sooooo programmed to follow an agenda and that too is part of keeping Us locked in the game. We are allowing OurSelves to be free. Even the idea of setting OurSelves free is part of the limitation/separation game. We are All-ready free. Now We allow it and play in it. Speaking of which: Our swing is calling Our name.

We spent a little time swinging It is good.

We have done quite a bit, remembering to keep it play and take lots of breaks. We got the first upright install for the new shed, the One that is a piece of tree We cut down years ago. We are real happy with it. Our brain tries to tell Us We did it wrong, All-ways does that. Our brain just does NOT trust Us. We theel We did good. Regardless it is exactly what and how We wanted. So there brain!!!!!!!

Got the One tomato plant moved and if nothing else it will be much easier to water. The added sun really should make a difference over the next month. If not, We are sure learning. We also started staking up the plant in the greenhouse so We can take some of that apart soon.

We got the top boards off the greenhouse and put away. We also tied up the tom a bit more.

It definitely feels like We are done playing outside for the day. We will probably start dinner soon. We may take some more tree pieces from the truck to Out fort as We go back and forth but We doubt that We will bother trying to finish unloading it today.

There is certainly the feel of continued shifting and transitioning going on. Multiworlds getting closer and closer together.

Another feeling day

08/03/13

Today:

Another feeling day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:22:33 AM

Good morning. Another fun and interesting night. We were visited by some ETs and Agarthans. “They” shapeshifted to look like some old friends that We have not seen in years and years. Or is it that?????????????????

What was cool that “they” could enter and leave inner Earth by just walking into the ground. “They” could walk waste deep in the ground and walk around outside that way. It was very fun to watch and play that way. We do not remember there being any other message or point, just saying hi and playing. That was in this world or One very similar. We were also dreaming about building Our new shed while “they” were visiting.

Then We visited other worlds and played with more new friends.

We have no idea where and what the energy is doing today. It is important to continue just staying in the now. That is where We can expand.

As We took Our first walk outside this morning: We got it that Our dreams about the new shed are not just about building the new shed. “They” are about evolving this place into expansion. We knew that when We were experiencing that dream life. The ETs and Agarthans are here to help. We have known that for some time but living and working in limitation 3D it is easy to lose sight of this. We have not exactly forgotten that this is a space port but it has certainly been filed or pushed to a back burner. We also remember wondering if the Fae and Agarthans are the same. We did not get an answer but there is certainly a connection.

There are definitely multiple things going on and multiworlds developing and coexisting. We are evolving the physical in limitation 3D into expanded 3D AND We are drawing the non-physical versions closer and taking note of “them”. This is not a One step process or a One result process. This is about being many of One and multiple possibilities and lives and worlds. It is truly about expansion and being in a limitation 3D mindset We really can not comprehend what that really means.

Obviously: not everyOne is going to experience this at this time and those that do will experience multiversions of it. That is what expansion, infinity and eternity is All about. We (All of Us) are so used to limitation and still think so much in limitation mentality that this is hard to grasp and some probably never will. That too is okay because that too is part of expansion, infinity and eternity.

We keep wondering what We might be going to do today (Our head does anyway) and We are okay with being and staying in the now. We do plan to visit Our friends in town this afternoon and haul of some scrap brush and tree trimmings for “them”. There is a lot of time in between. Some of that will (of course) be spent in dream. The dreaming, the allowing the energies to take Us and the processing and downtime is a very important part of Our evolution and the evolution of Our cabin and the forest around it.

Oh, another part of Our dreams was the evolving enchanted forest and the side wall opening to that. The new shed/greenhouse will be along that wall and it will be part of the cabin and its opening AND part of the enchanted forest. It will be interesting to see just how that evolves.

Now, We find OurSelf zooming out to a much more expanded view and perspective of Our world and Our life. We like this.

Here is something rather new or at least a new perspective for Us (personally): Scanning Our list/images/ideas of things to do around here and finding if anything resonates right now. As opposed to Our old way of having an actual printed list that We went in some semi-order. The scanning is not really new but the awareness of it is. Looking for what resonates “right now” (or at least the awareness of doing this) is new.

Our brain tends to want to know/decide what is: “next” but Our heart is centering on what is: “now”.

So far: We have done a few little things and the “near-miss” accidents that We have had tell Us to be very, very careful and gentle. We returned to dream Once but could not stay there for long at that time. Now, We feel a real need to return to dream soon.

And so We did.

We went to visit Our friends and haul off “their” brush scraps. It was clear right away (Once again as soon as We started driving) that We are in multiworlds. We like it but it is still sooooo unfamiliar. We do not find it difficult to drive in this condition and that is a blessing. We do think that We focus more here when driving than at other times but it is not a clear and conscious thing. A bit like auto-pilot but an aware pilot too.

While We were talking with Our friends about Our state of being and the energies and such “they” say that “they” are experiencing similar feelings and emotions. As We talked about how the confusion and anxiety is even stronger in the lower 48 We are reminded that We are sensitive and empathic and are likely picking up the feelings and emotions of everyOne including the planet. No One-der that sometime We are nearly overwhelmed.

On the way home We made One quick stop for a few groceries but just did not feel that We had the energy (physical and emotional) to stop and unload the brush. We will probably just unload it into Our forest. In ways that will be more work but We can take Our time and it will naturally compost into the soil.

More incoming energy

08/02/13

Today:

More incoming energy

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:16:55 AM

Good morning. A night of experiencing, exploring and letting go. It seems that every time We woke (which was many) We were repeating: “We are love” over and over and over. We were playing in many, many different worlds and lives and letting go, staying in the now. It seems this lesson carries across timelines and worlds. We were examining Our current life close up and from afar and practicing letting go and staying in the now. We could plainly see how important this is. We are shifting and changing. This is what is important. We are changing Our world. All of Our doings amount to nothing except experiencing and entertainment. We are busy, very busy changing Our world. It may seem like We are doing nothing but that is a limitation 3D perspective. We are letting go of limitations. That is a very big thing.

The things that We think (or used to think) are important are what is keeping Us stuck in limitation 3D. This is happening to everyOne but not many real-eyes it yet. We are the wayshowers and trailblazers whether We wish to admit it or not.

We are feeling and experiencing that things like Our gardening and Faerie path are opening gateways and portals into expanded worlds. We normally look at what the plants are producing in limitation 3D and that is NOT the point. What We see there is such a tiny portion of the real. This applies to everything of course. What We see is a small and usually twisted and perverted part and version of the real. The real is unimaginable and inconceivable to Us. What We think is signs of progress and growth and production is squat and usually putrescent squat at that.

Open, let go and allow. It is much deeper and more profound than We would ever guess.

We just had a learning experience using spell check in/on Our blog. Our first thought is: “We will remember that”. Then: “We will let go”. Thinking that We have to cling to and hold on to such things is part of the old thinking and mindset. Our expanded Self All-ready knows and can access far more information than We could ever squeeze into Our limitation thinking brain. We must let go in order to access Our true mind and knowledge.

Letting go and staying in the now is a big thing. It takes practice and repetition. At least for Us personally.

We are reminded that if anything is important We will have the motivation and desire to do it. Thinking that We must “do it” keeps Us and “it” locked in limitation. We really need to set “it” and OurSelf free. This is sooooo opposite of what We (most everyOne) believe. It may not be new but it sure seems like it is.

We keep getting it that Our gardening was/is symbolic and of no real importance in 3D BUT extremely important in multidimensionality but not in the way We would think. The fruit We see is absolutely nothing in comparison to what is being produced in expansion and multidimensionality.

We just had a thought: “If We feel that We “need” to do something then it is probably NOT important in multi-D”. IF We feel that We “want” to do something then it probably IS important in multi-D.” We are shifting and expanding Our focus, energy, attention and awareness into multidimensionality which includes 3D but is not zoomed in on limitation 3D.

It is obvious that We are in an intense learning and expanding time. If it is intense for Us, how much more for those who are unaware? It is also decision time. Not the last and final decision time, only the current decision time. We will All-ways have choices and even as important as this One is: it is not Our last chance to make these decisions. What these current decisions are may be completely individual.

We had another four hour class this morning which only last a couple of hours. Again as soon as We were finished with class We could literally feel Our attention, Our 3D focus and Our physical energy slide away. We went into multiworlds and have no attention or energy to give to the physical at this time.

We knew it was time to get up from dreaming but We also know that is not to “do” anything physical. Maybe to share and type but NOT anything more energetic than that, not yet. Maybe a little later. We might re-stake Our tomato that is actually growing tomatoes, and/or water the outlying plants and maybe not. It feels like even that would be too much. We can go with that. We have become willing to listen to Our intuition even if Our head is knot.

We are reminded NOT to try to figure out or even imagine (as in forcing an imagination from Our current perspective) what will be the outcome and/or result of this current phase and energy input/download. To do so would limit what is possible at this time. Imagination is a key but NOT Our (everyOne's) typical controlled imaginings. It is kinda hard to be clear on this. If We say: “try to imagine something …..” that is exactly what We feel NOT to do. If We say: “Allow Your imagine to run free and soar and fly and show You possibilities that You don't even dare to dream of”. That is exactly what We should be doing every minute that it is possible.

We are also reminded that Our gardening, Our Faerie path and Our shed are symbolic and/or metaphors to draw limitation 3D and expanding 3D closer together. The physical results are free of matter and importance. What is being accomplished in that space just beyond Our current vision is what really matters. We are getting glimpses into this. That helps but We really do need to trust OurSelf and Our intuition regardless of any outer support or lack thereof.

We felt like We wanted to water Our outlying plants and put up some plastic fencing (We picked it up at the dumpster this spring) as staking for the 2 outlying tomato plants. The tom on top of the dog house could use some more tieing up before heavy rains come and the One in the (no longer) greenhouse would probably benefit from the stakes We bought the other day. We will get a round tuit when We dew.

We were sent a link to a video about building a green roof which is something We have been pondering doing here as part of making this a Hobbit house. As We sit here and ponder We are getting more and more ideas about how to do the gardening that We want to do but keep it simple and easy because of Our long work days, the dreaming that We simply must do and other projects and playthings that We want to give Our attention and energy to. At some point We real-eyesed that where We have Our lavender and citronella plants outside would be perfect for tomatoes. It gets a lot of sun yet is semi (or easily) sheltered from heavy rains. We put Our most recent tomato rooting and transplant out there and will probably move the tom from the doghouse to there soon.

We really are happy about these ideas and can All-most keep “them” as ideas and possibilities rather than plans.

Learning

08/01/13

Today:

Learning

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:53:36 AM

Good morning. Last night We experienced and had visions about Our transitioning and transitional world/life. There are some really great possibilities waiting for Us to remember. We were reminded how important it is to stay in the now. Our beliefs are so vitally important because “they” do create Our reality, Our world and Our life. The real world is sooooo completely different from what We experience and believe is real as to defy comprehension.

We know, We are convinced that We must let go, stay in the now and remember (in the moment) what We really are. This has been the driving force in Our life for many years, perhaps forever. There were many times and many years that We pursued other goals but it All leads to this. This is Our purpose, this is what waking and assension are All about: remembering and letting go of Our imaginary limits. We are destined to awaken and We are determined to fulfill Our destiny.

It is simple but it is NOT easy. We are well programed to remain in this game. Every morning We wake to play another day and We are surrounded with evidence that We are stuck in this loop of limitation. We create the evidence and therefore We believe it. It is false evidence appearing real to the nth degree. We are not trapped or stuck. We are here by choice. Making that choice is part of what We have forgotten. This game is designed and set up (by Us) to make it very difficult to stop and exit. Plus, there is still something (maybe many somethings) that We wish to do and experience and learn and whatever.

The possibilities that lie before Us are incredible. Each person will experience something a bit different. This is no longer about a group consensus reality. That was part of limitation and separation. We can visit other people's realities and play parts in “them” but We will live in Our own created and chosen reality. Perhaps that too will only be a construct and not actually the fully real that is possible. If that is the case then it is and will be a step towards the real. Either case is possible as We ARE creator gods. Denying this does NOT change it.

We must stop trying to impose Our choices on others. This is a critical point. It is even a breaking point, the deal/game breaker. A very hard concept to really grasp. It does not mean that We will be alone and/or separate as We fear. It is rather funny. The very thing that We think will make Us alone and separate is the very thing that keeps Us alone and separate. Clever Us: We set this up really well.

We returned to dream and when We got up We saw/sensed an ephemeral/ghost image of OurSelf (or another energy version of OurSelf) sitting in Our computer chair. This is thrilling to say the least. We had to lay back down for a few minutes and it seemed like We needed that time to reintegrate these two versions/aspects of OurSelf. It will be very interesting to see how this unfolds over time (which does not actually exist).

We will be going to town in a bit. We thought We might do some physical stuff beforehand but it looks like not much will be getting done in the physical. We are finding that doing in the physical feels less and less important. We theel this is part of the transition that is going on.

We are definitely in multiworlds today.

We made it a very short trip to town. As soon as We were done with what had to be done We headed directly home. We had planned (hehehe) about three more stops but We decided that none of those were needed and that We “needed” to be home. We knew before We left that We were not focused in limitation 3D and it became more and more obvious the longer We were in town.

As soon as We got home We went to dream and Shadow even stayed inside and joined Us. We do not know what We dreamed except that it is about being multidimensional. We know the current energy is doing its do. We are integrating and allowing. We get it that less and less (“stuff” in the physical) is important. More and more is free of matter and needs to be released and IS being released.

Gentle progress

07/31/13

Today:

Gentle progress

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:18:05 AM

Good morning. Another interesting night. Some parts were more fun than others but it was informative and insightful. There was a part about connection rather than attachment and possession. There was a lot about letting go. It is sooooo clear how We keep OurSelves locked in limitation and separation by planning and clinging to Our to do lists. We expect to see the same world that We saw yesterday, and so generally We do. We have trapped OurSelves and it is a very clever trap. We can walk out anytime but We are trained to remain within Our Self-made confinement.

It feels like today may be more about letting go and processing than doing. We are very okay with that. We really do want to let go of limitation and separation. We want to expand, to learn to be aware of Our being multidimensional. We want to begin living multidimensionally.

It is a good day to release expectations.

As We look around, at Our co-workers and people in Our discussion groups, it seems like there is sooooo much that needs to change. Yes, if We are basing Our comfort and happiness on/in outside things there is sooooo much that needs to change as to feel overwhelming and All-most hopeless. However, when We get it that All that needs to change is Us, it feels much more doable. This is a very concept to grasp (and even harder to hold on to) in Our current limitation 3D world/life. TG for Our dream experiences which show Us there are other worlds and the real difference in any of “them” is Us.

Last night We spent a lot of time (or so it seemed) thinking about Our plants and other projects. We got it that We really to let go of the outcomes. Do the footwork and let the uni-verse handle the results. However, Our head still struggles with this. Our head wants to remain in limitation. That is familiar and therefore comfortable.

These are times of great change and the only change that really matters, really makes any difference is inside Us. We need to let go of the rest.

Yes, this may well be a day of processing. At the end of the day, it may not seem like anything has changed but We know that We are in the process of changing.

This morning is certainly and exercise in staying in the now and letting go. It is a choice We are in the process of making. Our head hates that Our heart is choosing to stay in the now and let go but Our heart is loving it.

We just had a thought: “We can pretend that it is a rainy day.”

We went to dream a while and had more ideas about things to do outside. Some are things We had forgotten about and others are simplifications. We felt like We wanted to get up and start moving about. So, We are starting very gently. First thing it feels like We want to do is some cleanup. Interesting, who knows? The Shadow knows but he ain't talking.

It's interesting: We want to be outside moving around doing a little here and there but nothing that requires intelligence, concentration and focus. We are just doing and letting go of expectations. That continues to be a learning experience for Us.

We theel that We are doing quite well at wandering around doing little things that We want to do AND We also want “them” done. Getting “them” done gets “them” off Our mind. However, We want to emphasize that We are doing “them” because We want to do “them” in the now NOT because We want to get “them” done. This may seem like a minor distinction but it is very major for Us (personally anyway).

We get it that a big part of what We are theeling today is being in multiworlds. Again, We are learning to do this. It is a little hard to really do structural projects or even painting when We are slip, sliding through worlds and in more than One world at a time. We may learn to do these things in multiworlds as We progress but maybe not. In many worlds the doing is not only unimportant but even impossible. Hey, what do We know? This is brand new. We are likely to fall off Our bike a few times.

For Us, it is important that We are doing for the experience, as entertainment and whatever strikes Us in each “now” moment. We are having an experiential day of letting go and staying in the now.

Something interesting. We had thought We wanted to jump right in to putting up the uprights to support the 18' board. One of the things that occurred to Us when We went to dream is that We wanted to spray paint the strong ties (brackets) that We bought to use to connect these uprights to the cabin and 18' board (because where We want “them” does not line up with the studs in the cabin wall). We got “them” painted when We felt like it. If We had not been kinda dragging Our ass about doing stuff, We would have either run into this snag or used the brackets unpainted. Either of those would probably have frustrated Us.

We watered All Our outside plants, not because We felt obligated but because We wanted to. We have gotten a bunch of little things cleaned up and put away for winter. We are contemplating putting some of the carpet (that We have collected) out where We think might be a good place for a green house (All-most flat access from cabin and sun through the trees etc. All day long). Once the trees get “their” leaves the spot in front of the cabin that We used this year only gets the intense evening sun.

We got a lot more little things done AND We did a pretty good job of staying in the now and letting go of Our plans and shoulds. We got a lot of ideas and refrained from turning “them” into mandates. We are making progress.