Out of sorts All 3D day in multiD

4/23/2018

Today

Out of sorts All 3D day in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:31 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We stayed in bed a while repeating Our mantras: We ARE grateful.

Thank Us.

We had another great weekend of dreaming. We were (and are) deep in multiD. We visited lots of worlds with lots of new friends. We ARE learning how to live in 3D within multiD.

We made a quiche and filled Our heating oil. It is interesting doing 3D things while more in multiD.

We have a new middleschooler starting today. We are not happy that Our supervisor did not give Us any extra time. This kinda sets Our mood for the day. We ARE deep in multiD and having a hard time being in 3D. We forgive Us. Lots of ponyhopping today. Our first student listens to Our conversation and passes Our Nook on to the new student when We ask if “they” wanna play it.

We are about five minutes late to the middleschool because We did not get any extra time for the new student. We did live times as requested by Our supervisor. Our bus is doing its cleaning exhaust filter thing. Our driver is tired of calling it in. She gives Us the radio and We refuse because “they” got mad at Us for being on the radio. Other attendants have followed Our example and dispatch is discouraging that. Sometimes trying to help backfires. It is part of the world of separation and limitation that We set up. Still: We chafe.

We did livetimes on Our middleschool section.

We go to the pool on Our first break. We are clearly out of sorts for whatever reason. It is part of the old stuff coming up to be released. We know that We are overreacting. We know that this is a cleansing for Us. Ponyhopping some more.

We turn in Our livetimes after We return from the pool.

One of Our noon kids gets picked up by “their” dad. We have the first and last dropoffs so We finish about the usual time. We fuel on Our way back to base. The cleaning message comes on after so We drive around waiting for it to clear. Dispatch tells Us “they” have a standby bus for Us to use on Our PM section. We take time to get One starseat out of Our bus in case the standby does not have One. We put it in Our chariot so We have it ready.

When We go into dispatch We learn that school district and Our supervisor gave Us five more minutes on Our middleschool section starting tomorrow. We have to do parent calls before We go home so We do those now.

We continue to be out of sorts. Inner stuff churning its way to the surface: kinda like sour food.

At Our PM highschool “they” ask Us to take another kid home because another bus is broke down. We learn this when We get back to the bus with Our regular rider. We go back in for the other student. Of course: We do not get good directions for the new kids home. All of this makes Us late for Our gradeschool. Our driver did not wanna call in and We just let it be. She decides to call in late. She guessed the time right on the nose.

One of Our gradeschoolers got picked up. The rest are in good moods. We talk to Our “bad boy” some and “they” play with “their” preschool friend. These two get along very well. We like observing “them “. We ARE happy that Our “bad boy” has at least One friend.

Our foster kid started out sitting with another preschooler and moves away at another stop. Sometimes the other kids are just too much for “them”. We talk and play with this preschooler. This is the One that was on Our bus last year.

After All the other kids get home Our foster kid asks to play Our Nook. “They” know that “they” have to wait because We only have One Nook and it is just too hard to share amongst seven riders. We wanna let this kid know that “they” matter. Foster kids do not Allways know this. We ended Our route only about five minutes late because of the kids that did not ride. We are still in some kinda funk. We know that this is about NOT getting/being attached to 3D. We can be in 3D without being attached. We ARE very attached.

We stop at the postoffice on Our way home. Two packages arrived: Our StarWars flannel sheets and some vitamins. We are glad to get both.

At home We are still in Our funk and do One quick email before dinner. We have started watching “Andromeda”.

We play in multiD a bit. Now We are ready to dream. VERY ready.

Goodnight AND thank You for playing.