More physical and 3D in multiD

1/14/2016

Today

More physical and 3D in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:59 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate. Dance to the music.

Last night: We had difficulty getting Our heater adjusted properly and it kept going out. We kept waking to the cold. We are still kinda amazed that temperatures that were quite comfortable when Shadow was still here are now sooooo cold. Temperature and comfort are relative and NOT absolute as We Allways believed. We have known this for some time and now it is becoming experiential. This makes it more real to Us. We are learning that everything physical IS relative and not absolute. This is sooooo totally contrary to what We have Allways been taught and believed that it remains hard to fully grasp, hard to live. We have created sooooo many facts and proofs that the physical is absolute and then We completely forgot and denied that We created the facts and proof. This is very hard to swallow and harder to live.

Our beliefs govern Our reality and these beliefs go very deep and make Our projected reality very real. It IS real AND it IS relative. We are learning and adjusting and it is a slow and gradual process. Experience is the bestest teacher. Playing is the bestest way to experience and We forget that too. We really do take OurSelves too damn seriously. Acceptance is another key. Resisdance makes it hard.

We are reminded that often We are theeling that We are learning to walk and function in zero gravity. Remember Our “Space Walking Academy” stories? We are living that now.

Our head keeps trying to “think” and “plan” how to “deal” with the kids who are having trouble getting along. We know that pony hopping is much more effective than our physical actions. Something about balance? Yes: We remember seeing “balance” as We rushed by on Our way to the other extreme. We love, forgive AND accept Us unconditionally. We are unconditionally grateful.

We are reminded that Our students ARE versions and aspects and reflections of Our children within. This is fairly easy to accept as a philosophy and not so easy to adopt as a way of life. “They” ARE us. When We get angry We just reinforce All the anger and rejection that We felt as a child. We ARE sorry. Please forgive Us. We forgive AND accept Us.

We keep finding/reading articles etc saying mostly the same thing in different words and “they” are All about what We are living and experiencing. This IS Onederfull (IMO). This Seems to be another example. We have not read it All yet. We ARE in process (in sooooo many ways).

As We prepare to go to town: We find that We can not get Our heater turned down as low as We want without it going out. We are going to trust OurSelves and leave it on high enough to stay lit.

Another good day with the kids. Our morning kids continue to make progress and it is delightful to watch “them” go from being abusive towards each other to accepting (even if only a little). “They” are opening up to Us more too and that is a real delight and cause for gratitude. Thank Us and thank You unconditionally.

The temperature is dropping and We real-eyes that leaving Our heater on higher than We thought that We wanted was intuition and We are grateful. We can look forward to going home to a fairly warm cabin.

We got to Safeway for soup and Wifi. “They” have clam chowder and baked potato soups which We like to mix: yummy and great for a chilly morning. We read more info online about Our (personal and planetary) ongoing transition.

Our newest preschooler throws his hat and We react more strongly than We might. No throwing anything on the bus is One of Our big deals. He does not know this. We emphasize it and keep his hat because he threw it. He sulks. After a bit he says: “If You leave My hat on the bus: My mom will be mad”. We smile inside. We tell him that We will give it back to him at school. Another preschooler does not want to leave the playground at headstart again. The aids there wonder if it is something about the bus and We theel it is about leaving his toys. “They” can not get him to stand and walk to the gate so “they” let Us go to him. We talk to him a little and offer him Our hand. With the assistance of another aid: We encourage him to stand and he does and walks with Us to the bus whimpering All the way. Once in his seat We ask if he wants Us to sit with him and he shakes his head yes: so We do. He is fine the rest of the trip and wants Us to return to sitting with him after We get each kid on the bus.

We get to hottub on Our second break. We stop on the way and real-eyes that the convenience store We stopped at is NOT the One We thought. We ARE in multiD and not focused completely in 3D. We notice this more and more each day. We ARE delighted and grateful. Thank Us unconditionally.

Our PM kids are “their” usual Selves. Sometimes frustrating when “they” get loud and rowdy and We appreciate that this driver is not as strict as Our old driver. We can allow “them” more freedom and still work with “them” to keep “them” safe. Two of the older boys who used to sit together are not getting along as well as “they” were so One gets to sit with the preschooler who goes to headstart. We theel this is good for both of “them”.

Again: We are deep into multiD when We are done with route. Again: We Oneder if We can drive and check within. We are here: it is just that more and more We are also there. This is what We have wanted for sooooo long and yet resisted because We did not recognize it when We got it.

At home the cabin is fairly warm (the temperature definitely dropped during the day) and it is easy to get it up to where We are comfortable. We continue to marvel at how much higher the temp needs to be (in Our cabin) in order for Us to be comfortable than it used to be. We know it is All in Our head and yet We do look for physical reasons. Old habits. We (Our head) wants to find problems and “fix” “them”. Never mind that that never worked. Even if it seemed to work: it did not last.

More Star Wars and there is more about Ray that We theel the movie missed. We theel that she is the One in whom the force is awakening. We do hope that “they” develop this in another movie. Maybe it is time to make a movie(movies) about balance rather than All about fighting. Or maybe not.

Now: We are ready to dream, dream, dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.