And yet more 3D adventures in multiD

10/2/2015

Today

And yet more 3D adventures in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:22 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We had a hard time getting to dream last night. We theel that We were still tense from Our day and even last several days. After several tries We did finally dream through until around 1 AM, then We got up to play in multiD a bit and went back to dream until around 4 AM. We could dream in until 5 AM but We are awake. We did visit other worlds during the night with only vague memories of doing so. Our head continues to adjust to the new and resist.

When We got home from work Tuesday Our power and phone were out and did not come back on until after We went to be on the bus (sometime) Thursday. We did pretty well with not fretting and fussing All day Wednesday and got in a lot of good dream time. Our neighbor got some guy with a small loader to clear his driveway and We got him to clear Ours too. It turns out that Our regular plow guy (another neighbor) is out of town. Again: We did not really stress over being snowed in and without power. Our heat does not require electric. We are VERY grateful that We chose to put this heater in over twenty years ago. This is the longest that We have been without power in All that time and We know the day would probably come. We also know that We ARE creating this for the best for Us.

We ARE learning to trust OurSelf and Our creations. It is even getting easier. We are grateful. We thank Us. We still pony hop a lot of Our creations. That is a good thing. Our head still tries to cling to Our old, limitation, scarcity and lack, victim mentality and We know that is All fantasy. It still looks real and it does NOT feel as real and threatening as it used to. We know that there are other realities right here and right now. We know that Our world is very different than We have Allways thought and believed. We know that those thoughts and beliefs created evidance to support “themSelves”. That is okay. It is All experience and nothing more: even though We believe it has power over Us. The outer world is powerless unless We give it Our power which We still do.

We ARE changing and growing and it is an ongoing process. We appreciate Our progress and We are willing to continue changing. We do theel that the change in drivers is helping Us to set Our limitation world free with love. Everything IS working together for the best for Us. We do not have a permanent driver yet.

In recent years: from time to time We have thelt like a child on xmas morning. We theel that again this morning. We know that IF (and when) We allow then Our world will begin to reflect Our inner changes. Our outer world still reflects a lot of Our old thoughts and beliefs and it IS changing. The biggest change is how We theel about Our world AND Our life. We no longer theel the victim even if Our head still tries to go there. Victim mentality is still Our default thinking and that IS changing, slowly and gradually. We quickly real-eyes what We are thinking and We remember to set it free with love and pony hop AND be grateful. We are experiencing what We chose to experience and now We are experiencing changing Our mind and therefore changing Our world. We ARE amazing.

We are reminded to be grateful for Our creations and everything that We experience for it IS All Our creation for Our experience and entertainment. We are learning/remembering how to live multidimensionally. It is simple and not easy because We are sooooo familiar with pretending to be what We are not. We are familiar with judging and blaming and then those judgments and blame and guilt reflect back upon Us. After All the years/lifetimes of living in De-Nile it takes practice and repetition to remember who and what We really are. We ARE making that complete psychic change. Nothing less will satisfy. We are driven to (Once again) live as Our true nature: love.

We read another article about what We are living. This really is affecting everyOne and how much We allow or resist determines how difficult the transition is.

More pisces of the puzzle (the bigger picture, the multidimensional picture/perspective) are coming together in Our mind. Our heart mind IS coming forward. This is NOT a “TAKE CHARGE” type of thing as that is old pair-a-dime thinking. This IS allowing and setting everything free with love. It IS powerful and not in the old sense of “power OVER others”. This is about caring and sharing and that is where true power is. We ARE powerful, creator beans. We ARE grateful. We choose to be happy now.

We are reminded of Our paradise world. It IS here AND now IF We allow it. It is actually here and now regardless. We are aware of it IF/when We allow OurSelves to acknowledge it. Thank Us unconditionally.

We are enjoying Our day and mostly in multiD yet fully functional in 3D. We can not dream as much on the bus because We have to be more alert and give directions to Our sub drivers. The kids are doing okay with having subs and We can be a bit more relaxed (less strict) for the most part. We are having a little trouble relaxing Our rules and that kinda surprises Us. We do get it that IF We relax too far some kids will get way too loud and rowdy so We are looking for balance. (Or AT balance as We run by on Our way to the other extreme) We do like some of Our subs better than others. There is One guy that thinks way too much and does NOT trust Us and Our directions. We do clearly see that the thinking too much is very much an active reflection of OurSelf. We also have the One autistic student who keeps saying: “I’m sorry”. Even though We do theel that “they” do mean it: that too gets old and We get it that this too is a reflection of Us. One that We are working on changing/evolving. We are focusing more on the forgiveness, love and being thankful part of pony hopping and dropping the “I’m sorry” part most of the time. Evolution. Where We start does not Allways serve Us as We progress.

There is another ice storm predicted and school district called: “no buses in the hills” and put out a list of alternate bus stops. We called Our parents who are affected and “they” are asking why because there is no sign of the storm yet. The alternate turn out to be as much of a cluster as anticipated because very parents checked the school district web site for the announcement since there is no sign of bad weather. We ARE glad “they” called it before We went out in a storm and We are not really surprised at the lack of planning to implement this totally new policy (the alternate bus stops are brand new this year). We are also grateful that at Our alternative stops the parents saw/see several other buses doing the same thing. EveryOne finishes the day without the storm hitting.

We also real-eyes that WE ARE creating All of this. The storms, the lack of storms, the call, this new policy, the lack of planning, Our weird over thinking sub driver: ALL of it. It IS All Us and We love Us. We are sooooo very good at this and have Allways been even better at denying it. This IS a lot of change for Us. We still get impatient that Our thinking usually turns to old ways of thinking and looking for physical solutions (and of course blame) for what can only really be fixed/changed/evolved by changing how We think, believe and project. We ARE the answer and of course We have been the problem (which was not really a problem). The only problem is thinking that there IS a problem.

Snow just slid off Our roof. This is so very different weather behavior for this time of year. This is the second time this year (and probably in the twenty plus years We have lived here) that it has snowed over a foot and is All melting. Over a foot of snow melting a couple days after it fell (in October) just does/did not happen here. We greatly appreciate the melting as it makes Our show snovelling much easier IF We relax and wait. We can do that and We are learning to be better at it. Our head: well it is kinda going crazy which is really not such a bad place and not that far away any way.

The storm has not hit by the time We get home and We have clear roads All the way home. A little slush as We get closer but nothing bad. We see that a lot of the show which We thought We would have to snovel has melted. We ARE delighted. Thank Us.

We decide to make a mexi-casserole type dish even though We only want strawberries and cream for dinner. We theel like cooking a bit even if We do not want to eat. The flavors should blend nicely sitting overnight too. We watch a couple of episodes of “A Person of Interest” (more to accept and forgive) before We go to dream. We also read some more of the book (what title?) that We started reading on Our tablet (Kindle reader) when the power was out and We could not get to dream. We do not theel like reading or watching any more Netflix or Amazon video even though We do not really theel that We are ready for dreaming either. We will try dreaming.

Good night AND thank You for playing.