Lots of multiD insights and experiences

7/15/2015

Today

Lots of multiD insights and experiences

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:04 AM or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. Celebrate.

We got up in the middle of the night (and played in multiD a while) because We woke up and could not go back to sleep. After about an hour playing in multiD We were able to go back to sleep and dreaming. We definitely dreamed after that. Actually: We remember visiting other worlds and meeting more new friends every time We were asleep last night. We had fun. When We woke this morning We were not quite ready to get up so We stayed in bed in Our waking dream state. We processed theelings about living in limitation AND in multiD. We also processed theeling about Our projections, creations and choices.

We have Allways (or as long as We remember) chosen limitation (in this life anyway). As far as We remember We have chosen limitation in most (if not All of Our physical lives). If We ever chose to live limitless We have forgotten. When We focus on quantum jumping We know that there are lives and universes that are aware of multiD and live accordingly. So far in this waking life We have become aware of multiD but do not really, fully live that way. Of course We do not really know what living multidimensionally is like since We have never done it. We also are fairly certain that We do not know how but We ARE learning.

Currently most (if not All) of Our thoughts and ideas about multiD are limitation based and limited. If We “try” to imagine multiD then that too is limitation based and limited. IF We allow Our superconscious and imagination free reign in multiD THEN We are closer to reality. (Is there really such a thing as reality?) We think that You know what We mean, kinda.

We have Allways believed that limitation is All that there is. We believe that everyOne and everything experience the same limitation world that We do. Even though other cultures (obviously) experience life differently We still it is All the same everywhere. Talk about conceit. We know better but We believe Our limitation beliefs very strongly and project a world and “empirical” proof to support Our beliefs. We are aware (now) that there are myriad worlds, an infinite number of worlds (uni-verses and probably dimensions) that exist to support every possibility and then some. Of course this baffles Our head. We get the feeling that Our actual brain can handle the concept but has forgotten it.

All these other worlds, lives, realities, multiverses and dimensions are probably what make up multiD. There are probably an infinite number of beans living in these other worlds. Some (apparently) volunteer to play parts and roles in Our limitation hologame. We (at some level unknown to Our conscious brain before) apparently examine everything (infinity) and choose Our life, Our hologame. So far: We are aware of choosing limitation and to expand (in some way) beyond that while still being aware of limitation. We have been aware of this choice (at least to some degree) for a long time now. However: We have kept going back to Our strictly limitation focus, thinking and beliefs. No judgment here, it has simply Our choice. We get to experience (and so does everyOne else) whatever We want for as long as We want. Currently: We are doing better at not judging OurSelves (personally) than Our others. We seek and grant unconditional forgiveness for Our judgment of Our others (in Our waking reality) who have chosen to remain stuck in limitation. We also know that this is Our projection and NOT necessarily reality. As Albert Einstein said: “It is a very convincing illusion”. Our belief makes it real. It just is NOT the only reality.

Hard concepts for Our head and words to grasp and convey. We see a world (an entire world, reality and planet) full of people who are mostly choosing limitation and doing everything in Our power to create a nicer limitation world on many, many levels and then tell OurSelves that are creating new earth (maybe We are). We also know that: (personally) another limitation reality (no matter how pleasant) is not enough to satisfy Us. Then We judge everyOne who seems to be doing Our bidding. What an old habit. Project and then judge and it reflects back on Us and We get All muddy. Or covered in shit depending on Our interpretation. Then: We end up being attacked, wounded and even killed and We repeat that pattern over and over in nearly infinite variations. SHEESH!!!!!!! Enough Allready. Yet: We persist. We are nothing if not persistent, resourceful, redundant and resilient.

Oh what a tangled web We weave, over and over again.

As We try to return to Our old ways of thinking and planning (silly head: We love You) We are reminded to set it free with love and stay in the now. This is the path to where We want to go. Where We want to go is actually here and now. Just like dark matter: We have filtered multiD out of Our conscious awareness. We have fed Our subconscious “limitation” for so long that We have forgotten how to live in and be aware of anything else.

We are aware that Our students do try to help Us find and remember what We filtered out and forgot. Some are better at it than others or are We just more open to some????? Yes. The answer is Allways: Yes (and love of course).

We continue to find/see/notice examples of how We cling to limitation. Our physical desire tend to take Us to limitation IF We zoom in (focus on) and cling to “them”. This clinging comes in the form of thinking that We do not have whatever it is that We want. We ARE delighted, grateful and appreciative of this awareness. It is not totally new but deeper and clearerer than before.

We are having a lot of fun with the kids today. Our most autistic student is having a lot of fun emptying “their” piggy bank onto the seat and putting the coins back in One by One and then emptying it again. “They” do this the entire ride and the rest of Us enjoy watching because “they” are having sooooo much fun. It is a real joy. One of the boys got “their” fingernails painted and says that now “they” want lipstick and eye shadow. We are concerned about the ridicule “they” will probably endure. We are quite certain that this desire for makeup is because “they” are primarily around girls and women. We can easily accept “them” but We know others in this separation world can be cruel and (of course) that too is Our projection of Our judgment(s). We judge OurSelves as cruel and deserving of receiving cruelty and project that out and it is well reflected back upon Us. What a viscous circle.

That reminds Us: We started reading Suzanne Lie’s blog entry from July 13th and it is spot on. It theels like We are finally projecting some clearer instructions for how to change in some form besides “how to make more money”. We do real-eyes that it is Our desire and judgment(s) about money that cause Us to find sooooo much information about getting rich, but still..........

At home We are focused on some 3d stuff and still in multiD. It theels good to be able to recognize being both. We ARE getting better at being here AND there and doing this AND that. We found the tarp that We want on Amazon and order it and decide to return the tarp We bought that is the right thickness but not quite the right size. The One on Amazon is both. (Returning something that We bought is new for Us.) Then We finished reading the blog entry that We started earlier. This is VERY good for Us.

We decide to skip a short dream session and have another early dinner and go to full dream early. We ate too much and are having a hard time getting into dream. We got up and finished the latest episode of “Under the Dome” and started watching the next episode of “Extant”. We finished the movie; “Zero Theorem” with dinner. We are kinda amazed how much this movie reflects Our thoughts, ideas and current focus but even more amazed at how weird this stuff seems when projected into Our limitation 3d reality. It does not seem, look, feel nearly as weird when it is only in Our mind???????

And now We are going to try going back to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.