Adventures in taking responsibility

5/20/2015

Today

Adventures in taking responsibility

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:51 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We remember that We visited some other worlds and that We reviewed Our current waking process. We ARE making progress in Our waking towards living free and multidimensionally.

As We do some limitation 3D stuff: We are reminded to stay in the now. We are used to (familiar with) planning everything and that keeps Us stuck in that world (the world in which We have plans). That keeps Us limited. We really are masters at staying stuck and keeping OurSelves convinced that We belong in stuck. That is NOT Our true nature but it is sooooo familiar that it is hard to even imagine that there is anything else. We ARE changing. We ARE aware that there is more even if We do forget.

We ARE delighted with OurSelves. We are no longer chastising OurSelves nor throwing (as many) rocks at OurSelves.

It is hard to leave the familiar. Even as much as We want to experience and live in more, live to Our true nature: We still cling to the familiar. Part of that is fear, part is loving Our creation(s) and part is just that familiar is comfortable no matter how much it hurts and also We have Our old mindset, way of thinking and beliefs that influence Us. As We type We often notice just how much Our language is designed to keep Us thinking in terms of separation and limitation. It is subtle and effective.

Everything about Our thinking and actions needs to change because it is All based in and made up of limitation. We still have much difficulty even imagining more and limitlessness. That is why We can not force Our imagining and succeed. We must allow imagining that goes beyond limitation and when We try to force then We are doing it from Our head and old way of thinking and believing. This process goes deep, very deep.

We are reminded to stay in the now. Even planning Our process is enticing. We set Our planning free with love.

We continue to focus on expanding Our awareness and changing Our thinking and beliefs. We imagine flying with the students. We imagine being here AND there. It is the AND which continues to baffle Our brain. We really are familiar and programmed with only One world, reality and option. We ARE being gentle and patient with OurSelves. We remember that WE created this limitation and separation hologram. We love it and so We do NOT want to leave even though We really, really do want to not be stuck anywhere/anywhen.

Our morning goes smooth and We enjoy a nice hot tubbing. The afternoon has several small incidents. We try to blame this and/or that but WE ARE responsible and whenever Our brain tries to go into the blame game We take responsibility. We do NOT blame even OurSelves. We do try to wrestle with it/”them” in Our mind and return to pony hopping. We celebrate Our progress. We recognize Our pattern and habits and choose to change. We ARE delighted with OurSelves. We real-eyes that We created the incidents and We practice being grateful. We have a hard time with being grateful but We real-eyes that We do NOT need a reason to be grateful: We just need to be grateful. We choose to be happy now AND We choose to be grateful now. When We remember that everything IS working together/out for Our best then We find a reason to be grateful. That IS a reason to be grateful.

We remind OurSelves that what We see and experience is ONLY One version of All that is here and now. This IS Our projection and reflection.

Even after We leave work Our brain tries to replay the incidents and defend/justify Our actions and blame others. Silly brain. We are gentle with Our brain, ego and frightened children within. We no longer chastise or berate OurSelves for this old pattern. That too is major progress. We congratulate OurSelves. This too goes against Our old training, programming, thinking and beliefs. We ARE changing. Yay Us.

At home We go to play in multiD. We do NOT go anywhere yet We enter and explore multiD. We notice when We are fixing dinner that this did get Us out of rerunning the earlier incidents. One more day of school and then We get to dream in and practice at home alone a lot. We ARE grateful for Our time home alone. We like being with Us.

We start watching “Teen Wolf” with dinner. Now: We get to go to full dream early since We get home early with the early outs.

Good night AND thank You for playing.