A bit more typative today

3/22/2015

Today

A bit more typative today

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:22 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We visited two very different worlds where We are also a special needs attendant but it is very, very different there. The first was a weird world and We do not usually call the worlds that We visit: “weird”. We remember thinking this as We woke but it really was just weird. That world has many of the same students from Our waking world but “they” too are very different there and so are We. In that world/life even We are weird. Allmost like everyOne has two heads but “they” don’t “they” are just that weird.

In the last world We have students that We recognize from somewhere but We can not remember any names. People have names but We can’t remember “their” names. We are pretty much lost in that world. It is not weird there but We are lost AND at a loss what to do. It is in a big city.

That is the thing about multiD: not All worlds/realities/lives are better than here. We tend to think that “they” are and expect that. This is One reason why We do NOT just want a single, different world. We want to be aware of multiworlds and visit and participate in multiworlds. We do not even know IF We want to continue to have a primary waking world.

This world has definitely been about experiencing multiD. We have been experiencing sooooo much that We have not been able to type much in 3D. It has been exactly what We wanted and hoped for. We just have not been able to chronicle it much. We have not remembered much (clearly) either. We have journeyed into lots of lands that Our head can not translate. We do remember that We visited other worlds (and had more fun in most) than the two We mention above but We do not remember those clearly.

Another thing about this week (and still so far today) is that We have pretty much lost Our appetite for solid food, especially sweets. This is a huge change for Us. We are drinking lots of juices and other liquids. But not even as much of those as recently. We are certain that this too is part of Our transition but is taking some getting used to.

We theel that more and more We are experiencing what autists experience. This does not mean that We are becoming autistic nor that We are not. All that We know is that We ARE experiencing Our waking world differently but mostly We ARE experiencing multiworlds and being aware of being/living in multiD. We are getting what We want.

We are also practicing choosing to be happy now. Often when We wake those are the first words through Our mind.

Today: We continue to experience being multidimensional and being aware of living in multiD. This IS being here AND there and being (consciously) aware of it. This is being in the world but not of the world. We do not mind telling You that We feel a bit displaced. We ARE happy but this is still very new and as We go deeper it continues to be new. Every little slip deeper makes the terrain totally new even though it looks the same “out there”. It feels very, very different and We choose to embrace it and be happy. After All this IS what We have been seeking for a very long time.

Remember: happy is a choice. New is unfamiliar. Unfamiliar is never comfortable. Before any bit of this can become really familiar We have Allready slipped deeper and into something more that is new.

Obviously: We are able to type more today and We are spending a little more time in 3D but not much in limitation 3D. We are still spending Our day going back to dream but spending longer periods awake and 3D functional. We are finishing All the 3D tasks that We wanted to do before We return to the bus tomorrow. Those tasks were not much but it still took All week. We are learning a new way of life and to choose to be happy in each moment. Remember: happy is not new. The choice is new. No longer are We only happy by accident. That is new. No longer do circumstances seem to control and manipulate Us. We ARE choosing what We create in Our reality.

Becoming experientially aware that We really DO create Our own reality is a little overwhelming at first. Perhaps a lot overwhelming. We are NOT what We have believed that We are for All of Our life (many lives). We are much more and that can be a bit (a lot) frightening. To get it (beyond mere words and philosophies) that Our entire world, exisdance, life and reality is Our creation and projection: well it blows Us away while We remain on Our feet (for the most part).

These are some of the things that have been coming up this week but could not come out Our fingers. Today: a lot of the quagmire is gelling.

We noticed a great line from the HBO series “Trueblood”: “Everything that exists; imagined itSelf into being”. How is that for profound. It is One thing to hear and read the words but completely another to live “them” and experience this.

Good night AND thank You for playing.