08/12/12

Choices

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:07:00 AM

Good morning. It seemed to take a long time to go to sleep last night. Hours and hours of waking dreams. We found a fear that has held Us trapped for a long time. A bit difficult to explain. It is about infinity and eternity, about a misunderstanding. Because We believe in infinity, We were in fear that when We awoke, assended, whatevered We would leave Me behind. We feared that there would be a Me still struggling and suffering in/on a physical world somewhere. In a sense this is true as there are other versions of reality and timelines that will continue. However, this Me that We are so familiar with has reached the stage/state where I will fully awaken.

I will remain here but with the full knowledge and ability of what I really am. The versions/aspects of Me that I observe of My others and whom choose to remain in limitation 3D will continue there. Some will later advance and others will go on and on and assension will happen in stages, a cycle for infinite worlds. This is All very difficult to explain from and to 3D consciousness. It is part of limitlessness and infinity and We are using limited and finite words and understanding still.

A couple of important points: It is choice. I have chosen to experience a different level of the game, the experience and there are others who choose to remain at this level longer. I can visit this level and even lower levels (now that is hard to imagine and cope with right now) to assist those who want assistance just like others versions and aspects of Us have returned to assist Me/Us at this time. It is possible now to return, to travel to any reality and dimension without forgetting what We are and falling into the game. Falling into the game was a bit like the idea of falling off the edge of the earth.

There has been a definite shift. We have taken a step forward and made some changes and choices that assist in Our awakening/remembering.

We know We were visited again by Sirians, or that We visited Sirius. Duh, now We get it that it was a combination. We are remembering things We never dreamed of and some of the technology and abilities that We did dream of are coming closer to the surface. We feel OurSelf becoming more awake in Our multidimensionality.

As We go about Our morning wake up routine (don't really like that word???) We are remembering to take a little more time (with each thought and action) and remember what We really are, feel it and embrace it. Remembering Our abilities too.

Was nice outside so We went out and did some little things. All of a sudden dreams hit Us and We got out the lawn chair and laid down. As usual, I was not comfy going to sleep outside so We came in and went to dream. Just then storm clouds moved in big time. It never rained but it was gray and dark until later in the evening.