Another challenging 3D day within multiD

11/29/2017

Today

Another challenging 3D day within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:29 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We decided to dream in a few minutes and keep repeating Our mantras: “We love You and We thank You”. Our coffee maker reawakens Us and We wake grateful. We ponyhop Our world and Our life.

Thank Us!

Our morning had some challenges. One of Our middleschoolers seemed bored with the Nook or something. The last kid (on that section) called in that “they” were not riding so We had extra time to fill. The One keeps repeating questions if not answered. When “they” are asking someOne else We can not really do anything about it. Two have been sitting together and when the One is caught up in a game or reading “their” lack of response upsets the One. Or something or something else.

‘Tis the season for anxiety. Kids are used to being ignored and need attention. The holydays probably emphasize that.

Our talkative preschooler is sleepy so it is a pretty quiet ride. Our gradeschooler who does not wanna get off the bus is getting much better and the teacher asks why We need help with “them”. “They” have fought Us too many times. We may start trying harder to get “them” off the bus OurSelves as long as “they” do not start kicking and hitting. Then again the teachers “handle” “them” (physically) more than We are supposed to and We have six others to get off the bus.

We go hottub on Our break and that is sure nice. We even have time to grab some lunch (or do We????) No: that’s right. We do not theel like hurrying. We wanna relax. We ARE getting better at relaxing All the time. Until We aren’t that is.

We have both riders on Our noon section. “They” both want the same Spiderman and are not real good at sharing. One is very good at expressing exasperation. Cute in a four year old.

We stop at the little store close to Our last drop and We get a smoky hot dog. Better (in Our opinion) than the Ones where We fuel. We also stop to fuel.

We go to Walmart on Our second break because there are some things that We want there. The holyday treats are very tempting and We get some extras. Most will have to go in the freezer.

We get back to base right on time. (The Selfcheck registers were giving Us a bad time.) We do not like cutting it that close. Good thing Walmart is less than five minutes from base.

Our highschooler rode and had more pictures to show Us. “They” say that “their” Nana is giving “them” a stuffed fox and hound set for xmas. Hope it is worth suffering another spaghetti dinner????? We would love spaghetti every xmas eve. Maybe We will start that tradition?????

Our “bad boy” is acting up today. We get teachers on the bus twice before We leave the school. “They” tend to settle as soon as the teacher gets on and then “they” start acting up again. It is like “they” can not contain/stop “themSelves”. It is not fair to the others to let “them” act up especially when that includes calling names. “They” also are leaning out of “their” seat so far that “their” head touches the floor. The roads here are very slick. We really need a safe ride.

We tell the teacher that We will try and may have to return to school. We are right and We return and “they” take the kid off the bus. We hate doing that. The thing is that “they” have been threatened sooooo much that “they” do not think We will take action. “They” did not expect Us to keep Our promise.

This is about sooooo much for “them” AND Us. We take responsibility and ponyhop and ponyhop some more.

Of course Our head is trying to beat Us up about how We handled the situation. We did Our best and theel it really IS the best for the kid.

Interesting that the other kids are more playful than usual?????

We get slightly into multiD on the ride back to base.

We finish on time even with the incident.

When We get home We play a little Animal Crossing and do a couple of emails before dinner. The cabin is just about warmed up when We are ready to fix dinner. We start watching a new movie with dinner. Oneder what this One is. Looks interesting whatever it is.

A little playing in multiD and lots of ponyhopping. We are not ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream. We really ARE learning how to live in 3D within multiD. No escaping for Us.

Thank Us.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another good 3D day within multiD

11/28/2017

Today

Another good 3D day within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:16 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful. We have been ponyhopping most of the night and We continue as We wake. A nice way to wake for sure. We are still kinda amazed at how much We resisted for sooooo many years. We were fighting off the exact thing that We were seeking and noOne could ever have told Us so. We had to learn for OurSelves.

Thank Us.

We are kinda here and there in 3D AND in a bit more settled multiD.

We continue ponyhopping Our life and world. We ARE changing and expanding and evolving.

We ARE grateful. We ARE delighted. Thank Us.

Another fine morning. Our first rider does not ride so We have some extra dream time on Our way to Our second rider. We have One rough spot where One grabs Our Nook outta the hands of the kid “they” had passed it to because “they” forgot (again) to close out where “they” were. We took it away and told “them” that is NOT okay and if it continues then NoOne will be playing it. Kids.

We find that Minecraft is not working right. It had updated and We forgot to go online and open it afterwards. We have other games “they” can play and some sample books (graphic novels) that One likes to read.

Again We get to school just a couple of minutes early. That is about as close as We can time it given different traffic conditions. We really do NOT wanna be late because that makes Us late for Our next section or We have to skip Our bladder break. That would work some mornings and not every morning. The sitting and waiting is really the hardest thing for these kids and most kids in general.

Our gradeschoolers All ride. We end up a little late because of the wait/time for each kid to get on and get buckled. We told Our manager that the schedule is tight and barely doable. We arrive as the other buses are finishing unloading. If We get to school on time there is such a backup of parent cars that We can not get into the loading zone anyway. Our One talkative kid is sleepy so it was a quiet ride. The teacher gets on to get Our One kid off and “they” do much better this morning. Our driver tells Us that “they” did better yesterday too. (We were walking the One to the door and We did notice the other got off the bus faster than “they” had been.) We appreciate the improvement.

Thank Us.

We go to the pool first thing on Our break. The showers are getting hot faster and that is nice. Then “they” went cold and then got really nice and hot. You see: as We get deeper and deeper into multiD: 3D still goes on and on. It is Us that are changing. 3D gets more enjoyable as We allow it to be enjoyable instead of waiting (and grumping) to be saved and escape. We chose this. Thank Us. Gratitude is a key that opens doors and allows Us to evolve.

3D is often (usually and Allways if We look) a metaphor for what is going on within as We evolve. Our physical (3D) world IS a projection of what is happening inside.

We have time to grab a quick lunch to eat on the way to Our first stop. Our driver is running late so We eat Our lunch in the barn.

We only have One rider on Our noon section: the One who did not ride yesterday. We finish a little early and do some shopping. We have been craving fish sticks so We bought some to fix at home.

Our highschooler rides and is more talkative than usual. “They” tell Us that “their” nana has the tradition of having spaghetti on xmas eve. “They” would like something different some years. We list some options. This One has difficulty holding and expressing such thoughts and ideas.

Our PM gradeschooler do great. The One “bad boy” is way better. “They” tell Us that “they” just hate wearing “their” snow pants on the bus. We tell “them” that We really do understand and it is fine to take those off as long as the bus is warm. (It normally is) When We tell “them” that are doing a good job “they” emphatically say: “NO. I Am a terrible bus rider!” What is that about? One day last week “they” said: “I wanna have a bad day”. It really makes Us Oneder. Thank God We use ponyhopping: We do not have to know what is going on inside of “them”.

Whatever it IS within Us that is causing problems for Us and You: please forgive Us. We love You unconditionally AND We thank You.

One preschooler has fallen asleep and the other is a little more talkative than yesterday: more smiles anyway.

We are deep in multiD and dream when We get back to the barn. When We get in Our chariot We real-eyes that We forgot to bring Our Nook home. We choose NOT to go back for it. The kids can play other games besides Minecraft another day and there should be enough charge.

At home We play Animal Crossing and do an email while Our cabin warms up. We put Our fish in the oven and enjoy the smell as it bakes. We also make some more Stovetop to go with Our leftover turkey. We wanna freeze several portions of turkey and dressing with gravy and We found that half a turkey breast would have been plenty.

Our fish makes a good dinner and We start watching “The Mountain”. It is NOT Our best choice in movies.

We play in multiD just a bit before being ready to let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

First day back after T-day in multiD

11/27/2017

Today

First day back after T-day in multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:19 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful. We ARE ponyhopping and relaxing as We wake. We are waking in multiworlds AND multiD. We ARE evolving. The way We look at things is changing and expanding.

We had a great weekend: mostly dreaming and playing in multiD. We also got quite a bit of 3D done.

Our plowguy came while We were dreaming. Our first step in getting 3D tasks and chores done in Our dreams. We did the rest of Our show snovelling in little bites over the four days.

We discovered a game on Our tablet: “Animal Crossing: Pocket Camp”. It is a lot of fun and addictive. What We really like is it is about helping and cooperation rather than fighting and competition. Quite refreshing and a move in the right direction. We had Onedered if there could be games, movies and stories that are popular without fighting and competition. We ARE pleased.

The booster heater on Our bus is not working and We are finding how much good it does. It is between ten and twenty below outside and the bus is quite cold. It is not too bad around town and very cold when We are traveling down the highway. We have a lot of highway on Our AM section. The kids are All bundled and do not seem to notice the bus being cold.

Our middleschoolers play Our Nook and “their” 3Ds. The kid with a 3DS is playing Animal Kingdom the game that We got on Our RCA tablet this weekend. “They” have the Nintendo version and We have the Android version. Similar yet quite different. “They” do not get it that Our version is different from “theirs”. Our last rider does not ride and since “they” did not call We went there. We arrive at school just two minutes early so Our driver got it timed very well.

One of Our gradeschoolers is very out of sorts and We have to get “their” mother onboard. We are VERY surprised. This kid has never given Us any trouble and We have had “them” before. We let the mother know. “They” settle down and are fine with Us when We get to school. “They” even want Us to walk in to school with Us. The kid who does not ever want to go into school is the same and an aid gets “them” off the bus while We walk the other to the door of the school.

We are glad to finish and get off the cold bus. Our driver calls in that Our bus is freezing and “they” okay taking it to shop.

We go hottub on Our break. We did not think that We dawdled and still barely got back on time. We did get to the pool a little later than usual for some reason. One of the regulars tells Us that it is supposed to be above 0 by Wednesday. Right now the moisture in the air is freezing on the roads and making “them” slick again. Not as bad as freezing rain or melting and freezing though. Above 0 will be nice after this subzero spell.

Our driver has a doctor’s appointment so We have a subdriver and subbus which is very warm. We only have One rider so We finish a little early.

We play Animal Crossing on Our break mainly to see how it does on Wifi. It plays just fine. We have clam chowder for lunch. It is hot and soothing on this cold day.

Shop got Our heater fixed. It is very nice to have a warm bus again.Our highschooler does not ride so We have another break. We thought about suggesting We go fuel and forget.

Our gradeschooler All ride and even Our “bad boy” does well. We appreciate the behavior. The “good boy” seems a little mean to a gradeschooler. We observe and are NOT certain what is happening. It seems that the older One does NOT wanna share “their” book for some reason. We do NOT force kids to share “their” personal things with others.

We stop to fuel so that Our booster heater works right All morning tomorrow. We have to be above half a tank for it to work even though that was NOT the problem this morning. We remember that We DO create Our reality.

This IS All experience. We remain grateful All through the day with lots of ponyhopping. We ask Our students how We can serve “them” at a mental level. We know that We ARE reaching “them” regardless of appearances. We DO appreciate when We can SEE progress and positive shifts in behavior.

We are deep in multiD when We get back to base. The cold kinda brings Us back more into 3D. We ARE both and that is really what it is All about.

We are warming Our cabin and have more turkey leftovers for dinner. We are just about over turkey leftovers. Hopefully We will theel like freezing some very soon.

We finish watching “Ultraviolet” with dinner and play in multiD a little while We finish letting Our cabin warm up.

The cabin is warm and We let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A typical 3D day within multiD

11/22/2017

Today

A typical 3D day within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:05 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful and ponyhopping again.

As We ponder Our day: We have a different view of the kids acting up than We used to. It IS nice to have “them” behaving and be able to talk and play with those who want and observe those who do not wanna interact. However: the kids acting up helps Us remember to ponyhop and send love and ask: “How can We serve You?” at that mental level. We tend to get complacent with well behaved kids. The Ones acting up are usually seeking/demanding attention. We do pay attention and try to pay as much attention to “good” behavior as “bad”. However: Our ponyhopping tends to lag when the kids practice “good” behaviour.

Another great message. It reminds Us that We are NOT trying to kill Our head: We ARE merging and balancing Our head and Our heart. Integrating NOT destroying and conquering.

Our last day before T-day break. We will miss the kids and We look forward to a lot of dreaming. We do have a few things that We wanna get done.

Our morning goes well. One morning middleschooler does not ride so We get to school fifteen minutes early. We let the two keep playing on Our Nook and that helps pass the time. The other wakes and tries to go back to sleep. “They” Allready had the longest turn on Our Nook so We do not theel too bad for “them”. “They” get the longest turn every morning. We send love and ponyhop.

Our gradeschoolers are “their” usual. Most are quite and only One is much of a talker and that One IS very talkative. Others are starting to talk and some have a comment here and there. The last kid is the One that does NOT like to get off the bus. We have an aid come on as usual to take “them” in to school. When she gets “them” off the bus Our driver barely gets the door shut in time as “they” try to run back and get back on the bus.

We enjoy Our morning break and get to hottub.

Only One kid rides on Our noon section so We finish a little early. We get lunch after.

We do not have Our usual highschooler. So We get another break.

Our PM gradeschooler are typical. The last One on is still having issues. We have the teachers wait and have to have One get on and talk with “them”. She tells “them” that if “they” do not settle down and have to be taken off the bus the police will come get “them” until “their” mom gets off work. The others have a good time. The One actually says that “they” want a bad day? We ponyhop and ponyhop somemore. We have no clue what to do for this One in the physical. We are sure glad that We know that We ARE reaching “them” at a deeper level. Otherwise We would theel pretty helpless and hopeless.

Thank Us.

We go deep into dream and multiD on the ride back. We stop for some more groceries on the way home. We left some shopping for today forgetting what a mad house the stores would be the evening before T-day. It is not too painful and We get what We want and escape unscathed.

At home We bring in Our groceries and call Our plowguy while Our cabin is warming. He is going out to his cabin for the four days and will either get Our drive this evening or Sunday.

We have dinner and are soon ready for dreaming. Way ready for dreaming.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Snow and more 3D within multiD

11/21/2017

Today

Snow and more 3D within multiD

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 3:21 AM and/or NOW

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am that “divine”. WE ARE. Celebrate.

Today: We choose to vibrate love: unconditional love. We choose to project and reflect unconditional love. We choose love.

We Allready ARE All that We aspire to be and much, much more. We are ‘tending to be less and We ‘tend very good. It is time to accept and own that We ARE unconditional love and everything that We desire flows from here.

We wake grateful, ponyhopping and way deep in multiD. We remember hating and resisting waking this way. We did NOT know what was happening. Ignorance is NOT bliss. We fought the very thing that We sought. We forgive Us. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us.

One more wakeup before Our four day T-day weekend. Dreaming in for four days. YAY!!!!!

We ARE reminded of how much more/deeper We are in multiD AND how much 3D is still here and very real. This is NOT what most of Us expected: certainly not Us personally. Yet: We also knew. We just expected more difference.

As We practice gratitude and ponyhopping and sending love and relaxing and breathing 3D does get more comfortable. Our fighting for what We thought was right just bound Us in chains of Our own making. Resisdance is not only futile it IS painful.

We forgive Us for We did NOT know what We were doing. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us.

Some challenges and lots of fun. Our first group each day are middleschoolers. We got Our schedule fixed so that We can be on time and We got it fixed a little too good. We are now five minutes early. It is nice to have some breathing room only sitting and waiting is the hardest thing for kids. It is really hard for this group. One (the first One and quietest) does okay with it. The rest get rowdy. We took a slightly different route which did not take any more time. Our driver has some more ideas. We also have the holyday excitement going on and You just never know what actions and reactions that will cause in/with the kids.

Our gradeschool section goes great until the last stop. Our newest kid on this section is a talkative preschooler. Very cute and aware. We do not Allways understand what “they” are saying. It is nice to have One who talks to Us. At this age the world is an amazing place. The last kid has been doing great on the bus and has been a problem getting off the bus. This morning “they” started acting up as soon as “they” got to “their” seat. “They” stood up in the seat and We could not get “them” seated. It was All that We could do to keep “them” in the seat at All. We had Our driver honk and then go up to the door to get the father. The father could not get the kid to sit down either and ended up kinda dragging “them” off the bus. Of course this made Us late.

We have time to go shower and get gas afterwards on Our first break. We were even able to get hot water fairly quick. The showers have been running cold again. Usually: We can have as much very hot water as We want. Kinda spoiled. We have been letting the lifeguards know and hope it will get fixed again.

Only One rider on Our noon section. The road to “their” house has now been plowed so We can go there instead of meeting at the nearby store. We are a little early since We did not have the other rider. This One is asleep so waiting does not bother “them”. Earlier: “they” had One spiderman toy and in “their” cute four year old voice asked: “Can I have the other One please?”. Adorable. So smart.

We have time to have lunch on Our second and do not take time for Wifi. We have cheddar-broccoli soup and onion rings. We just have time to eat most of it and get some bananas for tomorrow and the weekend.

“They” are having Us do front door evacuation drill at Our highschool today. We only have One rider and “they” understand so it goes very easy. “They” are happy that it goes well too. This was “their” first evacuation drill.

Our “bad boy” is late because “they” are protesting having to bundle up. As soon as “they” get on the bus “they” start acting up. We get the teacher to return and work with “them”. As soon as We called out that We needed help the kid started calming down. “They” knew that “they” had gone too far. Perhaps “they” were testing “their” limits. Perhaps “they” were looking for attention. The other kids were at risk. The teacher radioed in and another teacher got on with her. The first asked if We wanted the student taken off. It was tempting. We asked the student if “they” could settle down? “They” had “their” typical reaction to being taken off the bus: “How will I get home?”. “They” settled down enough that We said that We thought that We could transport. As We were leaving “they” started yelling and We told “them” that if “they” did not settle We would return to school. “They” mostly grumbled All the way home. The teacher did call the mother to report the incident.

After that the two preschoolers were a great for Us. We got to play and observe calm behavior.

We went to dream after discussing the incident with Our driver some. The kid reminds her of her adopted daughter. We agree that there is something wrong at home. There is not much that We can do. We ponyhop a lot and send love. Whatever it is within Us that is causing problems for Us and You: please forgive Us. We love You and We thank You. Various renditions on the drive.

We are pretty deep in multiD and go directly home. It is warmer (0 to +5) and snowing pretty hard. The drive home is fine as it is cold enough to not be too slick.

We start Our cabin warming and move Our dragon some so it is out of the way of the snowplow in case We leave it home tomorrow. We have to do a little snovelling to get it where We want it and be able to get around it.

This kinda brings Us more into 3D while still much in multiD.

Thank Us.

We have been watching “Mist” and continue with dinner. A little more playing in multiD while We let the cabin warm up more. Even though it IS warmer outside it was pretty cold out here during the day.

Now: We let Our “Vortex” take Us to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.