We are changing

01/09/14

Today:

We are changing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:43:16 AM

Good morning. We slept soundly and even got up a half hour early. The only thing We remember about the night is that We continued to pony hop and process Our old beliefs and thinking. We woke really wondering which beliefs are valuable (if any) and which are blocks and limits. Are We trying to tell OurSelf that what We are being told (by some/many new age teachers) is a distraction or is “that” the distraction. We open to love, set it free with love and allow love. We are grateful that We CAN allow love to guide and direct Us on/about this. We do NOT have enough information to figure it out logically. Love IS the answer AND love has the answer(s). Love is also able to multi-task.

We know that We did get a lot out of the coaching call even though We are a bit disappointed that it was also a marketing call. However, that too is a projection of Our beliefs. We still have trouble recognizing that. We really can create a world where everyOne and everything is free and equal by allowing love to set Our separation and limitation thinking and beliefs free AND return Us to Our original and true nature which is love. The cool part is that We know this All-ready exists it is just Our filter and veil that is hiding it.

We are considering asking for a refund for the coaching call part of Our purchase. We are getting the feeling that this is a bit of a hinge for Us. The thing is that the money really does NOT matter AND to do it for “the ????” (can't think of the right word) is clinging to and reinforcing old beliefs and limitations. It is another way of arguing for Our limitations.

Lots of processing and pony hopping going on this morning and ideas/inspirations coming up. We ARE acting on Our inspirations. We feel a sense of excitement and anticipation about Our day, about creating real change within Us and even miracles.

We are changing. We can feel it and some of Our old beliefs are much weaker, less captive taking than even yesterday. We ARE setting lots of limitations and beliefs free but We are NOT destroying or abandoning “them”.

Today We have the time and focus to type a bit about Our morning on the bus. Our autistic highschooler did not ride today but the last two days (after the break) he was very happy and kept checking to make sure We were paying attention to him. He seemed happy to be back to riding the bus. Our gradeschoolers were also happy to be back to school (get out of the house after two weeks of being home and mostly inside) but now it is pretty much back to the routine for “them”. Our middleschooler seemed to have really come alive. He has some song and routine that he is delighted with and he definitely keeps checking to see Our response. Before the break he rarely seemed to care what We were doing or watching.

We have been doing a lot of pony hopping and it does seem to be having a positive effect on most of the kids. The energetic gradeschooler is having a lot of ups and downs. Not really sure how to describe some of his behavior but We take responsibility for it. We love You.

Lots of pony hopping AND Our revised clearing statement: Let this cleanse and set free with love across All time, dimensions, space and reality. Return Us to love and so it is done. Thank You. We love You.

Coaching Our Pony

01/08/14

Today:

Coaching Our Pony

Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:40:46 AM

Good morning. Shadow woke Us an hour early and We never went back to sleep so We got up. We also woke earlier feeling some mild sinus stuff and We knew that this is about the clearing and cleaning going on within Us. Now, We theel that waking and getting up early is connected.

Yesterday We could not focus in 3D enough to type anything during Our breaks. There was a webinar that We got home in time to watch. We got home and turned it on just as the host said: “Hi”. We knew that this timing was part of the whole thing/process. We did not real-eyes ahead of time that the trainer was someOne We had listened to in webinars last year around this time. We did get some help and a big question came up for Us: “Are We really willing to change Our old beliefs, especially about the inequality of money and Our system?”

As far as We know this question was not specifically part of the webinar but came from within Us. Of course (and this IS part of what is involved in changing these beliefs) everything in Our world/experience comes from within Us. At first We (basically scream) reply that obviously money and the world and the system are unfair and unequal, just look around Us. Then We remembered that We also theel that war and starvation are ONLY creations and/or illusions created in/from Our mind/beliefs. Hmmmmm. We got/get it that We believe that money, Our world, the system are unfair and unequal and therefore We create evidence to prove/support this belief. This is a very deep belief for Us (even deeper than Our belief in war and starvation, probably the/a root of those beliefs). We also fear that if We have a lot of money We will become slaves to it and will withhold the gifts that We have been given from the poor and lower classes. We know that We are really getting somewhere.

The clearing statement (paraphrased to fit Us) from the webinar is: clean and set free across All time, dimension, space and reality AND replace with love. We can tell that this IS working in conjunction with the pony hopping that We are doing. This webinar was by Mindvalley and Christie Marie Sheldan .

We are taking the afternoon off for a coaching call in connection with the Secret Mirror program from Joe Vitale. This One We really are looking forward to. We are also planning to download the Kindle reader for Our computers and Nook so that We can get (and read) Joe's latest book on Kindle.

There really is a bunch of stuff about money and Our programming and blocks and limits coming up to be loved, cleaned and set free. We are sorry for All these old beliefs and thoughts. Please forgive Us and please forgive OurSelf. Let this cleanse, purify, release and set free All the old, erroneous and unloving thoughts, memories, blocks, energies and vibrations and transmute these energies into pure love and replace “them” within Us with this love...... and so it is done. We love OurSelf unconditionally and We thank Us.

Our thoughts and beliefs about money and the system being unfair and unequal ARE Our projection(s) onto Our world. Money and the system may actually exist as a fair and equal part of a loving world. That was very hard for Us to admit. We are trying to hold onto Our old beliefs like a dog with a bone. We get it (now) how hard it is for some people to let go of the belief in war and starvation. Those were easier for Us because of Our experiences (in dream lives) of putting an end to war and starvation AND Our experiences with the two rich brothers.

Open to love, set free with love and allow love.

The pisces really are coming together.

Another block/counter intention that is coming up is: that We will have to struggle and work hard and spend a lot of time developing Our ideas.

Because We only had One break We did not get anything typed up about Our time on the bus again today. We are practicing pony hopping with “them”.

We took the afternoon off to be able to be on the group coaching call. As soon as We got home We were pony hopping to prepare for the call and took a short nap and went very deep. The call had a lot of good info and some more clearing techniques. There was a lot about money but it was not the complete and only topic. We got a lot out of it but were a little disappointed that the last part was a marketing ploy. The hard thing to own is that it IS a projection of Our beliefs. It is easier for Us to accept that war and starvation are Our projection than it is to accept that inequality is Our projection. We find that very interesting and I-opening.

There is a five step formula that the coach gave Us: 1. know what You don't want 2. know what You do want (be specific) 3. get clear of unconscious limitation 4. nebalize = enlarge/increase 5. let go

We are open to love. Setting free with love and allowing love.

Another day lost (or found) in space

01/07/14

Today:

Another day lost (or found) in space

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:13:19 AM

Good morning. We really do not want to wake up this morning. We do One-der exactly what it is about waking at 3 AM that is sooooo hard for Us? Even though We woke several times during the night, We still have had plenty of dream time the last two weeks. We really did have a good time visiting other worlds, processing and pony hopping though. We keep getting deeper and deeper into Our fears and blocking memories. We get to love a lot of stuff. We love You.

There was a lot of anger that came out last night and We got to pony hop that. We find that We are afraid that We won't identify All Our blocks and counter intentions. We are afraid this will hold Us back. We also find We are having some difficulties identifying Our current desires. One of the first things that We did this morning is try to worry about money. It is easy to think that more money IS the solution but We know better. The solution is changing how We think and feel about money.

We want to live in a world of equality and love. We want to experience having the front of Our cabin open on to everything. We know (now anyway) that it is Our projections that make Our world appear otherwise. It is Our projection that makes money unfair and unequal. We still feel that if everyOne is equal there is really no need for money BUT now We also see money as a catalyst for growth and awakening. We want to open to love, set it free with love and allow love. We know that We do NOT have to figure it out, We can NOT figure it out because We do NOT have All the information. We forget that part. Our head wants to and tries to figure it All out.

We are sorry for Our old thinking. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally. We thank Us.

We really would like to stop calling Our job work (and thinking of it that way).

We also get it (now) that We are in multiworlds this morning. We are allowing OurSelf to NOT fully focus in limitation 3D. This is the main part of Our current desire: to no longer be and feel stuck in limitation and separation.

One of Our blocks and counter intentions is that We give too much power to money (maybe We gave Our power to money?????). We real-eyes that We project this onto the world. We are finding more and more of what is buried deep. We own it and We pony hop it. There was more to this inner discussion that We meant to type up but it is gone, gone, gone. We are reminded that We still worry too much and We learned that from mom. Even after All the work We have done on that and dad calling Us dummy as a term of endearment, it still lies deep inside. We love You. Please forgive OurSelf. Thank You.

We are afraid that We will focus on money instead of love and growth and anything else. We project this onto the world and sure enough it shows up as other people obsessed with money. Funny how that works. We love You. Please forgive Us. Thank You.

Walking in multiworlds

01/06/14

Today:

Walking in multiworlds

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:04:05 AM

Good morning. Again, lots of worlds to explore and play in AND lots of pony hopping and processing. The dream world/life that We remember clearly is One where We Once again get to spend at least an hour a day giving Our undivided attention to One child AND We are a substitute attendant three days a week. We get to do both. The part about giving Our undivided attention to One child at a time for at least an hour a day is part of Our dream for what A-dults will do in/on New Earth. That is not worded the best but it is the best We can do with words right now. Hopefully it conveys that We just experienced Our hope for the future coming true. Doesn't get much better than that does it?

There was also more about living as love (We are learning/remembering) and some more about vampires and Our misconceptions about “them”. We thelt (in dream time) that We might type some more about vampires but We are kinda blank so far today, but who knows???????

We real-eyes that We are in multiworlds this morning. We like this but it does make it more of a challenge to do things in 3D BUT that is fine. We want to learn how to do this rather than just revert to totally 3D.

This is Our latest pony hopping mantra: We ask forgiveness for All Our old, erroneous and unloving thoughts, beliefs, fears, doubts, memories and programs that are within Us, from the beginning of Our creation up until now. Let this cleanse, purify, release and set free All negative/unwanted beliefs, memories, thoughts, energies and vibrations and transmute these energies into pure love.....and so it is done.

We went for water and heating oil and trimmed to trees overhanging the drive on the way. Glad to have done for the snowplow and theel that We left enough to still get the archway affect to some extent. We also got a couple other things done and files shared w/Our laptop to be set up the way We want for school to start again tomorrow.

We are continuing to pony hop a lot. We decide to start a list of the ideas that are coming to Us. Some We have All-ready started and some We have no clue where to start or how to do but We are willing to allow the knowledge come to Us.

For some reason Our wireless keyboard seemed to be acting up so We went back to the hardwired board for a bit. We are keeping the wired board connected and handy. Now the wireless is working fine. For a while there Our whole computer was acting weird so who knows. Sunspots????? Gremlins????? Us??????

Watched Matt Kahn's latest video and he is totally talking about what We have been intuiting and typing. We like that. It really is All about love. We love You and We love Us unconditionally.

Open to love

01/05/14

Today:

Open to love

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:24:24 AM

Good morning. Yet another fun night of exploring Our process. We woke from a dream that is kinda odd but there was a lady trying to teach kids by having the kids draw pictures and make play dough sculptures.

We did a lot of pony hopping and We thelt that We got a kind of message that modern method of pony hopping (called SITH) tends to end at removing the blocks and memories and programs. We need to add something to replace those. (This typing could get quite extensive). This has All-ways been Our personal experience. Perhaps this is the very reason for those experiences???? We theel that this SITH method is great but even the developers feel that We need more, that it is only the beginning. It is certainly a great beginning because it works.

There is more and more We could type, but We do not want to. What We do want to type is that it feels like Our mantra: Open to love, set free with love and allow love might be that missing part (at least it is for Us personally at this time). We need to add new thoughts, beliefs and especially experiences Once We set the old blocks and memories and programs free. Love can handle this. Our brain will just add more of the old (interesting variations to be sure) to fill the gap (empty file folders and memory space).

We may have ideas: things like multiD experiences, acts of love, blah, blah, blah but love has answers and solutions that will truly work. SITH speaks of living from either memory or inspiration. We theel that Our mantra allows Us to be inspired by love then We can replace old erroneous memories with new love inspired memories. Yes, those are still memories and We will have the choice of living from old/passed memories (even the last word typed, even these words and All the words following are in the passed Once “they” are typed) OR We can live from current inspiration. We can have memories, We can revisit old lives AND create brand new lives.

That is Our big point: most programs tend to want to banish or destroy the old (good and/or bad). This does NOT work for Us. We want to set it free and SITHing and pony hopping are the first methods that We have found that do this. Even setting memories free leaves empty room/space in Our filing system: Our brain. People say that nature abhors a vacuum. Perhaps it is Our brain/computer that abhors a vacuum???? Therefore We need/want to allow love to fill Our files/brain with love (whatever that may be and/or look like).

There is a theory that Our current lives and worlds are a vacation in limitation. That is what We can use Our stored files for in Our present and future: in Our NOW. The difference can be that We do NOT have to fall in and forget what and who We are. It is quite likely that this is exactly what IS happening but since We turned off ninety percent of Our brain, We do not have access to the files that allow Us to remember who and what We are. We created a never ending vacation (a never ending story????). However, All limitation has an end, a boundary. That is what makes it a limitation. What We actually created is a never ending loop. We are getting bored with Our hula loop.

This is really some great information and possibilities. We might even put it into a “Night School” but We have the distinct feeling that We will need a nap first and We do not really feel inspired at this time to type up a “Night School”.

We are remembering a bunch of things from last night and there is just too much for Us to even want to type it All up. We will get some but nowhere near All of it. Our thinking is changing and THAT is exactly what We are after. That was what We wanted to spend this vacation doing and it is obvious that We ARE a huge success. We also get it that how We see Shadow aging and getting weaker is Our own projections of Our beliefs and Our memories. We are sorry. Please forgive Us. We love You and We thank You. What a gift Shadow has given Us.

We get it that what We are doing is really starting to get into Our role of healing hearts and minds. We are receiving lots of ideas and even inspiration. We could develop and market a lot of this BUT We prefer giving it away freely. This is a part of Our dream work, the work We have been actively doing since long before We began remembering Our dreams or were even aware that We were dreaming. We ARE on Our path. This change happening is bringing up some conflicting beliefs and ideas within Us. We have to make choices. Some choices are band aids and some are healing. The band aids are VERY sublime and appealing and alluring. Healing remains Our long term and ongoing choice.

We are reminded that more money is really only more problems. Learning how to mannerfest (We theel We like that new word) and create TRUE abundance is what We are really after. Most of Us (masses and personally) see/interpret money as abundance. Maybe it is and maybe it ain't. We are after inner change, at least first.

Another thing that We easily forget is that We are masters of time. We easily fall back into bondage to time and this frustrates Us and breeds discontent. We are also reminded what a powerfull and affective tool money is. We used to have a saying: “If God wants to get Our attention: the fastest way is through Our wallet”. We could easily make a slight change and apply it today. It really is true. We (probably everyOne) tends to think that more money will change this. It just ain't true.

We are a healer of hearts and minds. That is what We ARE doing and We are learning more and more about how to do it more betterer. We are also tempted to fall short of Our highest goals. We are tempted to “sell it”. We are pretty certain that We could develop a very marketable program. We prefer giving it away freely. This connects to All Our money stuff. We really ARE putting the pieces together. Maybe We will even go ahead and begin putting together a program but (hopefully) We will give it away (offer it) freely and not try to sell it. It would be sooooo easy to loose Our focus and focus on money instead. That is the pitfall that We want to avoid.

We are finding that We really do prefer Our wireless keyboard. Not because it is wireless but because of its key configuration. So, We had the thought to get it out and try it again. It seems to be working but it is hard to tell for sure because We are also running Our virus scan which messes with everything. Even so it is working better than it did yesterday. Even tho We are a bit surprised We are not fully surprised. This is part of Our process. Learning that everything in Our life IS Our projection and that really does mean EVERYTHING. We can break things with Our mind and since this is so then We can also heal things with Our mind IF We use love and Our heartmind. The thing is that We MUST be open to whatever love sends/gives. Often it does NOT look like what We want but it IS part of the big picture and it IS an IMPORTANT part.

We have chosen to begin setting up “Our Program” because that is what We feel inspired to do at this time. We will just see how it goes and what happens. We are setting free Our expectations especially those which are old paradigm. (BTW: Our virus scan finished and this keyboard seems to be working fine YAY!!!!!!) We are finding lots of things to set free. So many limiting beliefs and that is what We are looking for help with setting free. The thing is that most of the help (that We find or have found) available is still clouded in old beliefs and pair-a-dimes.

Somehow We are getting mind boggled by doing some downloading and sharing files between Our desktop and Our laptop. Time for a computer break.

We just got it that One of the things that is happening is that We are experiencing multiworlds. We also want to type: We do NOT theel that more money will change Our life much. We DO theel that changing Our BELIEFS about money will change Our life a lot.

As We watch some more vids and read some more about removing Our blocks and such We continue to find money to be such a huge focus. Of course We want to blame everyOne else and All that. But, We really do know that it is Our stuff coming up to loved and cleaned. Sheesh. What a tangled web We weave. Or is it just a mess? Of course it has a purpose: to wake Us the F up. We know there is really nothing wrong with money but without changing Our inside and deep beliefs more money truly will only bring more anxiety. We do NOT want to focus on money and yes We have been and these reflections We see certainly are. We are sorry for All the erroneous and unloving thoughts, beliefs, doubts, fears, memories and programs that are within Us. Please forgive Us and please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally and We love You unconditionally. Thank You.