Today "A day away" 5/8/12

05/08/12

A day away

Wizard's Log Star-date: 11:14:24 AM

Good morning. So far it is One of those days that I'm not here enough to really put much into words. I learned and experienced a ton in night school last night. Perhaps there will come a time that I can type it up. This is One of those gotta be true to Me and follow My instincts moments.

Yesterday I set up the tarp in front of My cabin to make a weatherproofish play area. Did I All-ready mention that? Today I did some more set up to make it more convenient to use and I Am in and out (physically and mentally) playing with decorating the two additional cross pieces for My back privacy wall.

I thought I was going to get night school typed up but that hasn't happened. Now I only remember fragments and those when I Am away from the computer. Perhaps another day.

Today "Awake in two realities" 5/7/12

05/07/12

Awake in two realities

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:58:02 AM

Good morning. I was All over the place last night. And though I felt a definite shift (when I woke) from where I had been to where I Am it is still very expanded and open.

I Am practicing allowing My vision of the relief effort and camps to be as clear and present in My mind/feeling/awareness as My current physical world/picture. My current physical is still more obvious visually, but that may pass.

Now I remember part of what I left out of My morning review: I got to spend time with a (I think local) youngstar again. I asked if “they” wanted to spend an hour with Me and Once again the answer was the question: “Doing what?” and Once again the answer was whatever You want. We did this several days in a row and most days I also had appointments to spend time with other youngstars afterward. I could tell there was some question/hesitation around: “It's not just Me that You spend time with?” What can I say? I try to spend time with as many as possible. I care about everyOne. In multi-D I even get time to spend time with everyOne. How cool is that?

The point of spending time (with anyOne) is paying attention to “them”. Because it is a new experience for most (especially youngstars with oldstars) to have an-other's undivided attention it can be All-most addictive. I love paying attention to youngstars and try in My hour with “them” to give “them” My undivided attention. I enjoy it every bit as much as “they” do.

One day I did not have any other appointments and I was able to spend the whole afternoon with this One youngstar and We even had dinner together. Can You guess what We had? Pizza, of course.

I spent the day walking in (at least) two worlds but didn't real-eyes it because I was definitely doing things in My familiar reality. Because I was alone I didn't notice how much I was in two worlds until I tried to interact with the chat room. Actually even then I did not know what was going on except that I could NOT be there. I thought I needed to go dream but I could not go to sleep. I got back up and read a bit more online and then after a while went to dream.

Morning Review: "Around the world in 80 nights (or minutes or?)" 5/7/12

05/07/12

Around the world in 80 nights (or minutes or?)

Morning Review (as I was waking)

We were All over the place last night and I barely know where to begin (or end).

One thing I forgot to mention yesterday (and this was a “How could I forget?” moment) was that We played another version of the game “Wearing another's body”. Some of You may remember the original version where everyOne took off “their” skin and threw it in a pile. Then We each reached in to the pile, grabbed a skin and put on whatever skin We grabbed. This time We would simply walk up to an-other and exchange bodies with “them”. We would walk around and play in this body until We exchanged with someOne else and on and on.

Last night I traveled All over the world visiting camps where the relief effort was going on. I experienced being here AND there, with this group and with that group and being a part of each group but never leaving One for the other. I thought about doing this in waking. I know I can and to some extent I do. I also know that when I get into this (when awake) it is easy to fall asleep. In order to avoid falling down or falling out of My chair or getting some type of jolt or jar back into waking as I begin to fall (asleep) I usually just go to bed when it begins. If I Am in a place where I can't go to bed, I usually don't allow MySelf to go in. I guess You/We could call it going into an altered state. I would like to get more adept at this so I can switch realities/times/locations without falling asleep. I know this has begun, which is why sooooo often I Am here but not focused here like We are familiar with.

I observed MySelf and money. This is a huge subject that continues to be up big time for most everyOne. Generally I Am okay with where I Am financially but I would like to see some evidence that My future is secure. Wouldn't We All? The thing is that I know that Our future is very much up in the air (pun?). What We can/do/will imagine (for Our future) is far, far less than the possibilities. I know with gut assurance that anything We would call security right now is completely false security. It is (at best) a sand castle built at low tide far below the normal high tide level. Yet, how many of Us can just throw down the gauntlet at Our current reality and lifelong teachings and beliefs. I Am, but the questions do come up, the fears and doubts. I accept and own “them”, bless “them” and send “them” on “their” merry way with love.

This brought up another point. How many of Us have fallen into the money pit and are still there. It is hard to dig OurSelves out. It is easy to judge others. It is easy to blame others. It is a bit harder to bless “them” that curse You. Yet, this is the path I would choose. I would bless those that require money. I choose to freely give but I can recognize how easy (and normal) it is to feel We MUST have money.

This connects to the transitional world We are moving into. I do think that some will go through the transition and some may skip it. I know (*heavy sigh*) that I have chosen to walk in both worlds and it sometimes confuses Me (a lot).

I read that someOne had the vision of All the leaders who have mislead Us, misused Us, mistreated Us etc. surrendering “their” positions of power and authority and fortunes to allow the people to take charge of OurSelves and for everyOne to be equal in every sense of the word. I had not had this exact vision but it is the gist of My overAll vision. It is a goal of sending love.

I saw that We need to send love to Our peers as much as Our perceived enemies. Many of Us are suffering in and from anger and fear. Those feed the power/energy that would devour Us (if it could). Love heals. It sounds over simplistic. It is easy to think that We must act in some way to solve Our problems. Action is needed, and will come in time. Love must come first and the action must be born from and issue forth from the inner change. Action is actually happening right now. All-though it may not appear to be the case, We who are sending love are NOT sitting idly by doing nothing. We are very active even if We appear to be sitting still. We are truly multitasking. We are masters of multitasking and multilocating. We just need to admit it.

I know there was more, much more. I may remember it later. I may add it later. I need to stop now and go within.

I just remembered there was also something (quite a bit actually) about Our normal actions and reactions as humans. Judgment is a good example. It is normal but NOT natural. So much of what We do and live (how We live) are ways that We think are natural but are only normal and actually quite UN-natural. It is time to return to Our natural state AND We are. Sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly.

Today "A somewhere" 5/6/12

05/06/12

A somewhere

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:23:20 AM

Good morning. Busy, busy night. I knew when I got up that I wanted to go back to bed soon, so I did. I'm definitely drifty and dreamy, I want to begin implementing what I experienced in night school. Perhaps I should say more of what I experienced.

I got a lot out of typing up night school.

I just read that We actually get two more 5/5/5s this month the 14^th and the 23^rd. That is very interesting to Me.

Where did My day go? I must have spent it somewhere, somewhen else. I tired to listen to a couple webinars but just couldn't be there (wherever there was).

Another night early to dream.

Night School "Recess first, then class" 5/6/12

05/06/12

Recess first, then class

(From night school last night)

RECESS!!!!!!!!!!! I love learning by playing and that is how (at least) the night began.

I was back on the front lines of the relief effort. It was evening and the days work was done and because the effort is progressing sooooo well We were able to relax and play. We did. There was All types of revelry. This is how and now is the time to build camaraderie. Camaraderie between OurSelves and the locals. We are bonding. We are becoming family. Not family like any I have known or observed but family like We All dream and imagine real family should be. I will venture to say it is a bit beyond what anyOne has experienced in a limitation world.

Right away there were questions, fear actually, about building these bonds when some of Us will be leaving soon. This will (seemingly) involve leaving the locals and many of Us on the relief teams going Our separate ways. I knew that this was not to be (is NOT) the case. Because We are multidimensional, and can and will experience being multidimensional if We choose and that in 5D and beyond All time is now and We can multi-locate. WE can stay here, together as well as move on to new assignments. This is terribly hard to get Our logical 3D focused minds around, but it is possible and is happening IF We choose to experience it.

We (those of Us in the relief effort) know that We are a team, We have bonded and continue to bond in a very deep manner. We can remain here, helping, watching and participating in the growth and equality and freedom of these who lived here long before Our arrival. We can become a part of this village and culture, a part of this love. We can ALSO go to other areas that need help. It is All in the now. Some of Us may go One place and some another and yet We will/can ALSO remain together. Impossible in Our old limitation roles but totally possible IF We allow it to be possible. The option lies before Us, will We walk into it? Remember that scene in the original “Star Gate” movie? When “they” first walked through the Star Gate? 5/5/5 is also a Star Gate, open for those who choose to walk through and it remains open for some time.

Fortunately for Me I did NOT even try to figure or puzzle this out. I accepted it and therefore experienced it. And that My friends was pure joy and play. It is not something that words can explain (even to an open mind) it MUST be experienced. We traveled without moving. We experienced the progression of the relief effort, day after day but the sun never set on the current day. We went forward, We went backward. Or, as the line from “Children of Dune” says: “We go forward, We go back”. I never understood the significance of that line before.

We played a game that was a bit like hide and seek, it was called: “Here AND there”. Or: “Catch Me if You Can”. Romping through galaxies and time. Truly “there and back again” without ever leaving the campfire. It was a celebration of the grandest scale. We experienced living without limits.

I have and had questions about My waking life.

Our world is in transition. Many wonder when and where and how this will take place. It is done, it is happening, it will begin tomorrow and it will begin soon. All at the same time depending on what We are able to allow and accept. We are there AND We are moving into it either/and/or/both if We choose.

Some of Us will experience prosperity in a financial manner, some will skip that step and some will jump/slip/slide back and forth. (Remember Paul Simon's “Slip Sliding Away”?) Time will fly, time will stand still. We will aid millions, We will bond ecstatically and intimately with millions. We will aid and bond with One. We will experience it in bits and pieces AND We will experience it ALL.

We will learn to split Our focus, Our awareness like an insect's eyes. We may continue zooming in on One reality (as We have in limitation 3D) and/or We may zoom out and live in a panorama of experience.

We can accept this or deny it. It is Our individual choice. I can not prove this to anyOne, and have no desire to. It is not My job to convince anyOne of the validity of My claims and experiences. It is only My part to share what I experience and that is only because that is My choice.

We have not read in the mainstream news about this relief effort in any form that I Am aware of. There have been no headlines proclaiming an end to starvation in Our world. Yet, I know that it has begun. I know because I have lived there, I Am living there AND I Am living in a world where this is another best kept secret.

In order to experience what I want to experience in My waking life, I must believe it, believe in it and allow it. Sounds rather simple doesn't it? Simple is not All-ways easy. Our world, Our society and indeed Our conscious minds do NOT support such things. In order to live here We must begin to break the rules. I Am doing My part, often in ways that appear to be very, very small yet “they” are also gargantuan. There is a phrase I like: “Times a god-zillion”. That is what I wish for You, and for Me.

I got it that I live in different worlds and different realities where I play different parts, different roles. I live in these different realities concurrently and I can experience “them” this way if I choose, but I must expand My thinking and let go of My limitations to do so. As Richard Bach said: “Argue for Your limitations and sure enough, “they” are Yours”. I tend to cling to My limitations like the drowning clinging to a rock.

I got some more information/experience about dimensions. As if what went before wasn't enough?????? Dimensions are like musical scales (I wish it had not been so many years since music theory because many of the correct terms escape Me) with realities like individual notes within the dimensions (or scales). There are only a certain number of scales/dimensions which are perceivable by the current perceptions/senses of humans. This will probably change as We unlock the 90% of Our brain and DNA that We do not use. I believe this also connects to multi-locating and experiencing All time as now.

There is much more that lies beyond Our current range of vision beyond what lies within it.

I want to let You know that All-though this began in full dream state, it progressed into lucid and even waking states. I did NOT want to leave My dreams but I knew/know that I can begin to (or further) experience doing this, living this way in My full waking state.