This IS what We ARE doing
THIS IS WHAT WE ARE DOING (Picture found on Facebook, artist unknown)
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Dreams #10
So, as I was drifting off last night, I thought about dragon riding and YoungStar gatherings and had at least One One-der-full dream. I was in a reality where We had shed Our old inhibitions and taboos. Now, as usual, tho I love this idea My first reaction was OMG!!!!! You can't do that!!!!!!!!! Then I begin to real-eyes that YES WE can do that. My breathing slowed and My heart stopped racing and I was able to really enjoy and even participate. Often, when I see the Youngstars doing something new (to Me) I just watch. This time I watched for a bit, then jumped in. The recurring thing I notice with the kids is that "they" play. "They" were doing serious shit, but it was a game, or maybe I should say "they" were doing work with a playful attitude. This was not forced or fabricated, it is "their" natural way.
Dreams #9
Yesterday afternoon I dreamt about the song "And I Am Telling You" from The DreamGirls movie. It feels vaguely like I've dreamt of this a lot recently. In the same way I feel I've been experiencing more dragon riding but I'm not remembering it as clear as that One night.
Last night I had some kinda dream about being in something like a tennis court with My dog (did not look like Shadow) and some guy with his kids started talking to Me through the fence. My dog didn't like him. He kept trying to make friends with My dog, and when he did My dog went out the gate (which was next to where the guy was standing) and the guy grabbed My dog and was defiantely gonna do harm. The guys kids were watching (apparetnly around age 5) with basically no reaction. I was frozen in fear. The guy picked up My dog (the size of a very large german shepherd) and was gonna throw him at Me. I begged him to stop and I think I truly experienced a universe split. In the dream I saw both possibilitiies begin to unfold. In the universe I focussed on the guy did a shift and put My dog down and was just playing some kind of game and My dog was happy. I watched the universe where My dog was harmed fade off into the distance. The guy started talking about his divorce and I related a bit about Mine as I was hurrying to get Me and My dog connected and away from this guy. I felt uncomfortable that I just wanted to get away, but I really just wanted to go and so I did.
The dream I woke from was about being forced to move. It was a combination of the home I grew up in My first 16 years and My current life and home. This moving was like an evacuation or eviction, or pogrom. We would have to take what We wanted in One trip and there wasn't much room. I was perfectly happy with what I had chosen to take until I looked at a lifetime's collection of "stuff" in the garage. I decided I could not leave this lifetime behind and shifted the circumstances so that I/We no longer needed to leave.
Notice the first line from this theme song running thru several days of My dreams:
And I Am telling You I'm not going. You're the best friend I ever had........
That's the best I can quote from memory. I haven't listened to it except in dream for several months. Then when I dream of being forced to leave I repeat this in word and action.
The commonality behind the last 2 dreams is that in both I see the universe split (as I have believed happens for some time) but I have never been aware of noticing it before.
In the dragon riding dream the people We were rescuing were asleep. It feels like this is ongoing and We are rescuing "them" from a dieing world, well more like it is a world that no longer holds hope for the Ones We are rescuing.
Last night I had some kinda dream about being in something like a tennis court with My dog (did not look like Shadow) and some guy with his kids started talking to Me through the fence. My dog didn't like him. He kept trying to make friends with My dog, and when he did My dog went out the gate (which was next to where the guy was standing) and the guy grabbed My dog and was defiantely gonna do harm. The guys kids were watching (apparetnly around age 5) with basically no reaction. I was frozen in fear. The guy picked up My dog (the size of a very large german shepherd) and was gonna throw him at Me. I begged him to stop and I think I truly experienced a universe split. In the dream I saw both possibilitiies begin to unfold. In the universe I focussed on the guy did a shift and put My dog down and was just playing some kind of game and My dog was happy. I watched the universe where My dog was harmed fade off into the distance. The guy started talking about his divorce and I related a bit about Mine as I was hurrying to get Me and My dog connected and away from this guy. I felt uncomfortable that I just wanted to get away, but I really just wanted to go and so I did.
The dream I woke from was about being forced to move. It was a combination of the home I grew up in My first 16 years and My current life and home. This moving was like an evacuation or eviction, or pogrom. We would have to take what We wanted in One trip and there wasn't much room. I was perfectly happy with what I had chosen to take until I looked at a lifetime's collection of "stuff" in the garage. I decided I could not leave this lifetime behind and shifted the circumstances so that I/We no longer needed to leave.
Notice the first line from this theme song running thru several days of My dreams:
And I Am telling You I'm not going. You're the best friend I ever had........
That's the best I can quote from memory. I haven't listened to it except in dream for several months. Then when I dream of being forced to leave I repeat this in word and action.
The commonality behind the last 2 dreams is that in both I see the universe split (as I have believed happens for some time) but I have never been aware of noticing it before.
In the dragon riding dream the people We were rescuing were asleep. It feels like this is ongoing and We are rescuing "them" from a dieing world, well more like it is a world that no longer holds hope for the Ones We are rescuing.
Dreams #8
First I was dragon riding again, then I was a Mafia Don, then living in a junkyard commune and Me and My talking dog (if it was Shadow he is also a shapeshifter as well as able to talk) were being followed by a bear, then a combination of All these and visiting the YoungStar gatherings All around the world.
Now I real-eyes I have asked to experience this, and I'm glad I Am, but it was happenning so fast that it was really confusing. I started to reply to messages and emails before I real-eyesed what was happenning. I was gonna start asking: "Who are You and why are You pretending to be someOne else?"
Now I real-eyes I have asked to experience this, and I'm glad I Am, but it was happenning so fast that it was really confusing. I started to reply to messages and emails before I real-eyesed what was happenning. I was gonna start asking: "Who are You and why are You pretending to be someOne else?"
Dreams #7
I've been in and out All day. When I first woke this morning I decided I needed to dream rather than do laundary and it's been incredible.
Just woke from One where We were in a war zone (not Iraq, more like the US) We were medi-vaccing kids. WE had priority over wounded soldiers and military brass and politicians. But, the kids weren't injured.
We were going ahead to prepare the new beliefs for habitation
Just woke from One where We were in a war zone (not Iraq, more like the US) We were medi-vaccing kids. WE had priority over wounded soldiers and military brass and politicians. But, the kids weren't injured.
We were going ahead to prepare the new beliefs for habitation
Dreams #6
I woke from a dream this morning with the message "We must birth as many Fae as possible."
As I pondered this some other thoughts came to mind. I thought: "The Fae are birthed in Our minds". It has recently become very important to Me to believe in My imagination.
We tend to believe that the only things that are real are what We see. The reconnections tell Us that everything is real, We only experience what We believe.
Then I tought of the articles I've read recently about abundance. I thought "Prosperity and abundance are born in Our hearts."
I believe there is a connection between birthing the Fae and birthing abundance. Both All-ready exist, We just need to bellieve in "them" in order to experience "them". Both can be born fully mature. Both can be brought across the thinning veil of forgetfullness or through the Faerie mists fully grown and ready for action. We can skip the process of growing and learning, We've All-ready done that. Or We can re-do it if We choose.
It seems fitting that these thoughts and dreams surface immediately following the equinox and full moon. Remember, a full moon is best viewed in darkness. The most glorious springs are born after a cold cruel winter.
As I pondered this some other thoughts came to mind. I thought: "The Fae are birthed in Our minds". It has recently become very important to Me to believe in My imagination.
We tend to believe that the only things that are real are what We see. The reconnections tell Us that everything is real, We only experience what We believe.
Then I tought of the articles I've read recently about abundance. I thought "Prosperity and abundance are born in Our hearts."
I believe there is a connection between birthing the Fae and birthing abundance. Both All-ready exist, We just need to bellieve in "them" in order to experience "them". Both can be born fully mature. Both can be brought across the thinning veil of forgetfullness or through the Faerie mists fully grown and ready for action. We can skip the process of growing and learning, We've All-ready done that. Or We can re-do it if We choose.
It seems fitting that these thoughts and dreams surface immediately following the equinox and full moon. Remember, a full moon is best viewed in darkness. The most glorious springs are born after a cold cruel winter.
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