Experiencing being here AND there

5/16/2015

Today

Experiencing being here AND there

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 8:07 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We remember that We visited other freer and more fun worlds/lives but We do not remember any details. Even though such worlds and possibilities are becoming more familiar and acceptable “they” are still unfamiliar to Our waking head. That IS changing but it remains a slow and gentle process.

We got up early (for a Saturday) and played in multiD a while. We get the theeling of researching multiD and expanded realities. We Googled “Cloud People”, “Sky People”, “Cloud Cities” and some stuff from “Avatar”. We found more information that We expected about “Cloud People”. That term has been running through Our head and apparently it is up in some of the mass mind also. That is a good thing.

We are aware/reminded that We find information because We are projecting that possibility and belief. Again: it is hard for Our head to cope with this. Our head wants to honor and worship and blame something, someOne and anything outside of OurSelf rather than be responsible. We ARE changing Our thinking and beliefs but the old ways are well founded in Our head. It takes time to change because We choose to go slow and gentle.

We are becoming more and more familiar and comfortable with more. More than Our limited world and life has experienced so far. We can feel the reality of multiworlds and dimensions and these are becoming more than theory and philosophy to Us yet “they” still remain aloof too.

We continue to imagine (feel) worlds, lives and realities that seem impossible to Our old/waking thinking, mindset and beliefs. Impossible is only another limiting belief but it IS deep rooted. Digging this deep can be traumatic IF We are not kind and gentle with OurSelf.

As We continue to explore more: We find that it is Allmost impossible to imagine/envision what a world/life would be like free of need. We just can not relate. We long for it and think (not quite believe yet) that it IS possible but what would it be like????? We can barely begin to feel/imagine what it would feel like. Well: the feeling is where We start then. Feeling is a very important part of imaginating. Up until recently it was unknown or unnoticed how important feeling is to creative visualization/manifesting (at least by most).

We have gone back to dream several times and even though it seemed like We stayed awake: We are certain that We have been slip, sliding through many worlds. We remember Our paradise world and Our space port and then there are some that We do not remember clearly. We are smiling.

We are going to town to visit Our friends. We are more in 3D than We have been in a while. Are We slipping back or making progress at being here AND there? We theel that We are making progress and it is probably Our choice which is Our reality.

At home We read Tom Kenyon’s latest . It seems to do a good job of describing what We are going through. We listen to the audio and enjoy it before going to night dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Experiencing Our multiD process and manifesting

5/15/2015

Today

Experiencing Our multiD process and manifesting

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:04 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We remember several different worlds/lives from last night. In One We are dealing with several different types of addictions and the person trying to help Us is getting very frustrated with Us because We are experiencing things differently than “they” are. We are moving in multiworlds and “they” are still in limitation. It makes it very confusing for both of Us. In another there are several players from Our waking life but “they” are very different. In that world We are much more free and much less limited so We also see and experience “them” that way.

These are some interesting insights. As We ponder Our current process We are reminded that the important thing is to remember that Our world is very different than We have Allways thought that it is. We are pondering manifesting (which is pretty awesome to experience) and remember that what We really want is to live free of need. It would be tempting to settle for less if All Our needs are met. We want to go for the gold. We want to live as what We really are not just as a better, more comfortable limited bean.

This morning We are having more multiD experiences. We especially notice some time slips/shifts. That is kinda cool even if it is a bit unsettling. We are sooooo familiar with being stuck in linear time that even though We want to be free: when it first happens it frightens Us and catches Us off guard.

We are experiencing and reminded that Our world is very different than We Allways thought and believed. We try (Our head tries) to revert to the old and familiar limitation version of reality and life. We are aware of having a choice and making the choice to be aware of (and experience) more. This IS becoming Our way of life and thinking. We ARE having/experiencing Our complete psychic change.

We spend Our day theeling into more. We are open to and allow more. We set it All free with love. We are tempted to try to plan and control but We know that that only keeps Us in limitation. Perhaps a bigger, nicer and better limitation but still limitation. That is fine for those who desire it. We want it All and not just more limitation. That IS a tall order but We have eternity. Fearing running out of time is just another trap. More mind fields.

Of course We enjoy Our students and “they” do help Us. Yes: there are times that We get frustrated with “their” antics but We remember that this too IS Our projection. Our driver does seem to have reverted to the way she was earlier in the year and We remind OurSelves that this too is Our projection and reflection of Our passive shadow. Our head tries to judge and blame but We recognize what is happening. We pony hop a lot.

We do seem to be getting closer to the younger brother and We pony hop both brothers and the older brother seems to have calmed down a lot. We are pleased.

We also manifest more of what We are using to practice and get familiar with manifesting. We recognize that some of this is NOT really what We want and so We do not focus on manifesting that. We do NOT want anything that will interfere with Our process and dreaming. Sometimes We “think” that We want something(s) until We think it through. So: We adjust Our vision of such. We continue to theel of Our vision of Our cabin that opens onto everything and that/those world(s). These ARE happy thoughts. We remember to practice being grateful for what We have manifested (good and bad). We are living Our process of changing from the inside out.

We spend a lot of Our day imaginating and enjoying the possibilities. We imagine manifesting money BUT We are more interested in living free of need. One need not be exclusive of the other (that would be old thinking, energy and old pair-a-dime) but We do NOT want to settle for less than either. It might be (relatively) easy to manifest lots of money and forget that We want to live free of need. Again: there is a big difference between having needs met and living free of need.

There are sooooo many ways that We keep OurSelves stuck in limitation. We plan, plan, plan. Nothing wrong with that except that it does keep Us stuck in limitation. We practice living from/in inspiration rather than plans and control. It is easy to slip back into Our old patterns. We plan what We will have for dinner and quickly real-eyes that is another mind trap. The plan keeps Us stuck in that reality. If We can remember that Our plan is an option, a possibility and NOT a mandate then it is not such a trap. We are open to and allow more.

We repeat Our mantras a lot and pony hop a lot. We choose to be happy now. We see lots of examples of people who are NOT happy. These are Our passive shadows and We remember to honor “them” and not judge “them”. Whatever We can imagine Allready exists. We just have to find it but We do NOT find it by trying. Allowing is another key.

At home We play in multiD a little and have dinner with “Under the Dome”. Time seems to slip bye. We are ready to go dream and find it is about an hour later than usual.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

More multiD experiences and insights

5/14/2015

Today

More multiD experiences and insights

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:12 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We do not remember much from last night even though We thought that We would. Musta been more that Our dream mind could relate to but Our waking head can not. More getting familiar with multiD.

We continue to remember (remind OurSelf) that what We see is only a very small fragment of All that is here. We have spent lifetimes thinking that what We see is All that there is. Now: We are retraining OurSelves to real-eyes that there is much more. We have crammed Our lives into this small fragment. No Oneder We have felt trapped and stuck. We are NOT trapped and/or stuck. We never were. We thought that We were and that made it real for Us. Our thinking is powerful and We forgot and denied it. We have a lot ahead of Us. We are being gentle with OurSelves. We are setting judgment free with love.

We are reminded that everything that We want We Allready have. We just forgot and denied it sooooo well that We can not believe it. We did sooooo good at teaching OurSelves that what We see is All that there is that We have a very hard time believing that We can be here AND there, that We can have this AND that. We think that having One denies and/or eliminates the other. Both is a hard concept for Our head to handle. We ARE making progress though.

MultiD seems abstract and even absurd and impossible. It is a nice philosophy but an impossible way of life. What a lie. Limitation is what is impossible. However: Our belief makes it real and very possible. We can not figure it out but We can accept the possibility. That opens the door. We can open and allow. We can set it All free with love. If it is possible, then it exists Allready.

So far: (for most if not All of Us) infinity, multiD, limitlessness and such are only concepts, theories and philosophies. “They” are NOT a way of life. We ARE changing Our thinking to make these a way of life. This is not small feat. It is a complete change of thinking, beliefs and mindset. It is the complete psychic change that We seek. We ARE IN this process.

We are reading about some small, practical (if any of this is practical) manifestation practices. (This is about learning to master the law of attraction). We adjust One to fit Our desires more better. We are surprised to get exactly what We asked for and imagined within a couple of hours. We are pleased and grateful but surprised. We practice being grateful over and over. We rehearse the incident a lot. It gives Us confidence and pleasure.

Our head wants to explain this All away as coincidence and having nothing to do with Our ability. That is a normal response. We continue to take credit. It IS important to real-eyes that even coincidences are created by Us. We DO create Our waking world and reality. We need to learn this in a way that We begin to live it and that is exactly what is happening. We want to master this butt knot settle for less than living limitless and free (especially free of need). Need IS a limitation concept and NOT a fact or law. We believe in it and therefore We make it very real in Our life. We ARE changing and We ARE grateful.

Other than this manifestation/coincidence (which really seems/feels like a small miracle to Us) Our day is quite normal. The kids are delightful (for the most part) and the preschoolers continue to be Our favorite. We notice how much We enjoy and appreciate “them”.

Our driver has gotten much less compassionate with the students (more like she was at the beginning of the year). More accurately: We have slipped into a nearby/similar world where Our driver still has no patience with and/or compassion for the kids. We start to judge and blame her. We think about bidding for a different driver next time. We are reminded that she is a passive shadow/mirror of OurSelves. IF We change drivers than We will get another who is also a reflection of Us that We need to see/experience. It is rather amazing how last year’s driver and this year’s have this very similar attitude about kids. It IS something that is for the best for Us. Why did We revert? Who knows. We notice and are grateful for whatever it is that We are getting.

Our local friends are worried about Us because We have not been checking Our email and replying to “their” inquiry about Our health (the crud). “They” catch Us at work just as We are leaving for Our second break. It was great timing and We are glad that “they” caught Us. We are sorry that We worried “them” but We had no clue. Clueless is kinda getting to be Our norm in 3D. We pony hop.

At home We send an email to Our friends to apologize and We play in multiD a while. Somehow: We still have a light dinner, watch more “Under the Dome” and go to be a little early even with taking time to play in multiD first.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Open and allowing more

5/13/2015

Today

Open and allowing more

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:14 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Some fun and interesting worlds last night with more new friends. It has been a while since We remember playing like this. In One world We are working/playing in another restaurant. We are more free and playful than in Our waking world.

At first We woke and got up early and then We went back to dream for a while. We theel better about being up and awake this morning. We can theel the change within Us. Our thinking is changing and We are more willing to set Our old habits, patterns and beliefs free. The last week and especially yesterday have been very good for Us.

We are reminded that this is about being here AND there. We forget. It is hard to comprehend because We have spent so long believing that We could only be One or the other. Our eyes have filtered out anything else. We fear what We have never seen. It is All here but We forgot and then made it bad, evil, forbidden and taboo. We really did good limiting OurSelves. We built a very good cage.

The things that We think We “have” to do and are trapped in are ONLY beliefs. We are limitless. We are just afraid of opening to being limitless. We gave OurSelves good reason to be afraid. We ARE sorry. We forgive OurSelves. We love Us and We thank Us. We give OurSelves comfort and nurturing. We ARE a wounded, frightened child. We care for OurSelf. We are gentle.

We are spending Our day focusing on more. There is more here than meets the eye/I. We have forgotten, We have denied. We have trained and programmed OurSelves to think and believe in terms of what We see being All there is. We must now retrain OurSelves. We ARE making a lot of progress. This no longer feels foreign and make believe. We know that the kids are helping Us. Many have been programmed Allready but even for those the real is NOT that far away. Again: this does not make what We see unreal. It only makes the limits unreal. It is like believing that a map is the actual world and All that there is. It is absurd but We have been thinking this way for sooooo long that reality seems absurd and unbelievable

Being open and allowing is the only way. All of Our thinking is limitation and must be expanded. We can not do it with Our head. There is imagining and then there is imagining. Same word but two very different experiences. When We “try”: We are forcing and controlling and this only leads to more limitation. It may be grander than Our waking world and life but still limited. When We allow: then Our subconscious can come out to play. We have buried sooooo much. We must allow it out and keep it safe while it explores itSelf. That is Our job now. We ARE delighted but We are also scared.

The new and unfamiliar is Allways a bit scary. Think of All the myths and fables We have designed to keep Us out of limitlessness and multiD. We did good. We scared Our children within. We taught “them” that anything beyond limitation is bad, evil, naughty, forbidden, dangerous and these teaching go very deep. We created beliefs around this that We do not even (consciously) know exist. Stories of faeries stealing children is (only) One good example. There are sooooo many more. We must add new and brilliant stories with feelings that also go deep. Feeling is a key, a BIG key.

This is how We are spending Our day. We are accepting and exploring more and how We have kept OurSelves out of more.

We get to talk with and have a good time with the younger brother. We know that this is a result of Our process and opening to more.

When We got home We are looking for some toys that the younger brother asked Us about. We do not find what We are looking for and do not want to spend a lot of time looking. We are eager to get to dreaming. There is much more that We want to explore.

More, more, more. Allways more.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Walking on shifting sand

5/12/2015

Today

Walking on shifting sand

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:44 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Last night was clearly a continuation of yesterday. Funny how that works sometimes. We continue to experience how We cling to Our limits and Our version of limitation 3D. We pony hop. We set it free with love. We find that We (parts and pisces of Us) are afraid that part(s) of Us will be abandoned and/or destroyed. This is a very deep fear. We comfort and love Us.

We continue to set Our Self free with love. What We see and experience is NOT All there is. There is much, much more and it is very different from what We have Allways thought and believed. Limitation is like a security net with huge holes. We are grateful for seeing/theeling just how much We really do cling to Our limits. Thank Us.

This current section of Our process, Our journey is scary. We remind OurSelf that nothing is lost. We are setting it free and it goes on and on and on. We CAN return here any time that We want. We love Us. We comfort Us.

We find that We are actually afraid of being free. Limitation is sooooo familiar that We fear being/living limitless. We get it that Our students are helping Us face this fear. Who wooda thunk it? Kids helping an A-dult face “their” fears. You see the/some kids are familiar with being multidimensional and living multidimensionally. We can help “them” be comfortable in limitation 3D and “they” can help Us be comfortable in multiD. We are a team.

As Our day goes by We find that We are more comfortable being in multiD and allowing OurSelves to experience being limitless. We remind OurSelf that Our/the world is much more than We ever imagined and very different than We have Allways thought and believes. We ARE learning how to think differently. We have limited OurSelves and Our world by the way that We think and now We are changing that. Yes: it is scary for Us. A bit like walking off a cliff into a cloud bank. Or like learning to fly without any machine or technology. WE are the technology. We convinced OurSelves that We could not do things by OurSelf and that We needed machines and technology to assist Us. Our minds ARE powerful.

We are powerful enough to pretend to be powerless. Now: We can change that. We can accept Our power. This is not forcing or fighting like in the old paradigm. This is gentle and kind. Our children within fear Us for Our passed behaviors. We are sorry and We seek Our forgiveness. We love Us. All of Us. We thank Us.

Throughout the day We keep pony hopping and reminding OurSelves that this is ONLY One version of Our world. It is not the only reality. Yes it IS real and there is much more that is also real. The difference is that there really are NO limits. The limits We impose make this world seem Allmost unreal. Our beliefs make it real. Our limitation head and mindset can not comprehend what is available and what is actually Allready here: All around Us. We fear what We can not comprehend so We must be gentle with OurSelves. We must calm OurSelves and hold Our hand as We proceed.

We continue to remember that Our world is very different than We think and that We are NOT stuck. We are NOT victims. We only pretend to be stuck and victims. It is a cruel game but We chose to play. We forgive OurSelves. We are making progress and We are going slow and gentle. We are being kind and caring with OurSelves.

Being aware of living limitless and in multiD really does feel like walking in a double (or more) exposure. It is unfamiliar and scary at first. Even as long as We have been at this it is still new. It feels like waling on shifting sand. Have You ever tried to walk down a sand dune? We keep getting the idea that it is like being inside a kaleidoscope.

We have been wanting a kaleidoscope for a while so when We got home We order a dozen from Amazon. The 12 pack is the same price as a single. We can give some to some kids.

We continue Our process and mantras and being open, allowing and setting it free with love. These are keys. We can not plan or even imagine this with Our head, Our old mindset. We must open and allow and set it All free with love. Nothing is being destroyed or abandoned but set free. We can return here any time We want. This is a very important part of Our process.

Good night AND thank You for playing.