Clinging to Our limits

5/11/2015

Today

Clinging to Our limits

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:30 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

Where to start? It has been a week and no mistake. A very multiD experiential week. We have been offline and out of commission (in 3D) yet functional in 3D but only the barest necessities. We have been here AND there but mostly NOT 3D focused. We have been aware of 3D All around Us but mostly aware of more than We have been in the passed. It is kinda a: “You had to be there week”.

The main thing that We did is to be open, allow and set it All free with love. This really IS a change in how We think. Our head thinks that We have to be in charge, in control and manipulating everything. We only limit OurSelves when We do that but that IS the human condition. At least: for Us in Our passed. We ARE experiencing a complete psychic change and We had no idea what that meant. We really did not think that We would slip out/in for a week and yet still be aware of and barely functional in 3D.

We stayed home for two days and were on the bus three days. (We ARE trying to get away from the word “work” as that is such a limitation concept.) We are aware of sooooo much more in a deeper way than ever before. Feeling it is as real and powerful as anything that We see. Vision IS over rated and yet (even) We still rely and depend on Our vision. Seeing IS deceiving. What We see is only what We believe. There is more, Allways more. “Trust Your feelings Luke”. Truer words were never spoken.

We could say that We were sick All week. That would be correct but not accurate. We gave OurSelves to the energies and We went through a lot of transition and transformation. It felt (physically) like the flu or a severe cold but We know it was much more. We have never felt a “sick” quite like it. We were in more worlds and dimensions than ever before in Our waking life. Well: We were more aware of it than ever before.

We have especially been noticing, feeling and experiencing Our life as a galactic (whatever that means). We are very aware of being on ship and traveling AND We are aware of being in a space port here at Our cabin. We are aware of a lot of activity at this space port. We do not “see” any of this (with Our physical eyes) but We feel it stronger than any sight We have ever had.

We have been repeating a lot of Our mantras and We ARE delighted with OurSelves. Our head wants to condemn Us for being sick but that is old thinking. We love and comfort Our frightened children. We hold hands. We ARE doing this together. We know that facing Our fear IS important. We love Us, every part of Us. We may be repeating OurSelves but some things need repeating. This may sound the same but it is much deeper. We keep going deeper and even deeper.

How deep does the onion go?

We are practicing letting OurSelf be here AND there. We are not holding on to Our old thoughts and beliefs the way We used to. We know that Our words fall way short. This IS experiential NOT intellectual. Each and every One of Us is doing this at Our pace. We are All in exactly the right place at the right time. We try not to judge those who are at a different spot than We are. We remind OurSelf that what is see is what We project. Those that We would judge are parts and pisces of OurSelf. We forgive OurSelves unconditionally and We love Us unconditionally. We are exploring infinity and eternity. There is no right way or wrong way or only One way to do this. There is infinity. We ARE limitless and that is what We are experiencing. Limitless can not be confined to words or even concepts. Not the way We currently conceive “them” anyway.

We continue to enjoy the kids as usual. Some ARE more enjoyable than others and We know that “they” are All Our reflection(s) and projection(s).

Today: We are experiencing how We cling to, demand and argue for Our limits. This goes deeper and deeper. We do it every day in Allmost every way. We think that what We experience is All that there is. We think that the version of 3D that We see is the only version that there is. We cling to episodes, and experiences like “they” are a life preserver. We wrestle with “them” and replay “them” in Our mind like a dog with a bone. We do this over and over, day after day and We Allways have.

Now: We are practicing pony hopping this and setting it free. We must repeat Our pony hopping and setting it free with love: over and over. We keep clinging to the way something/anything/everything happened. We are fervent in Our desire and actions to cling to Our limits.

We are delighted with OurSelf for recognizing this. We do NOT beat OurSelves up for this and/or throw rocks at OurSelf like We used to. We celebrate. We ARE making progress.

We find that it is very easy to slip back into Our absorption with limitation 3D when We are out and about in the 9-5 world. It is easy to float in multiD and limitlessness when We are home alone but out in the world (with the masses: Our projections) is where the rubber meets the road. We are grateful for Our realizations and insights. A lot of this is painful and We argue that it is unsafe to venture here. We set it free with love.

Everything that We believe is being called to question. It is All based in and built from limitation. We must set it free if We desire to be free. There is more to this and it goes very deep. It does NOT make any sense to Our limitation thinking, mindset and brain. Some/many of Our children within are very afraid of being lost and injured. We ARE facing these fears. Our process continues and We ARE grateful. We choose to be happy. We choose to be grateful. We are getting what We asked for.

WE love Us unconditionally. We forgive Us unconditionally.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

We go deeper than ever before

5/4/2015

Today

We go deeper than ever before

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:46 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We do not remember what We did in dream but We sure did not wanna stop. We even returned for about half an hour. We reminded OurSelves that We can remain in and return to multiD while awake. We real-eyes that is part of the problem. There is part of Us that wants to stay stuck in (the seeming security of) limitation 3D. This can be a conundrum. We want to venture forth and explore being limitless and free yet at the same time We fear exactly that. We face Our fear. We love Us unconditionally and We forgive Us unconditionally.

This is what Our morning is about. We comfort Our frightened children within. We pony hop.

We gave OurSelves to the energies and that is what Our day is about. We are barely 3D functional and We really do not know how to tell You about Our day. Walking in multiworlds and multiD for sure. We are repeating Our mantras and mainly being open, allowing and setting it All free with love. We ARE changing how We think. We are setting Our old beliefs free with love.

We just are not in 3D enough to really type about what is going on. We go deeper and deeper into OurSelves AND multiD. Back soon???????

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another day dreaming

5/3/2015

Today

Another day dreaming

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 10:29 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

There is (Once again) something intense going on and We really do NOT know how to accurately describe it. We did not do an entry yesterday and that is mainly why We are doing One today. If We do not make much sense that would be because We are NOT making much sense in 3D. We are barely here yet to All appearances We are fully here. So far We have spent Our weekend going back to dream and We like that. We could say We are sick but that would NOT actually be accurate. We have very mild flu symptoms but now where near strong enough to keep Us down. We are down and dreaming by choice.

Dreaming is the easiest way for Us to access multiD. Even though We have no memories of what We have been doing in dream (well: maybe a few vague memories but not anything that seems significant) We do know that We have been getting more familiar with multiD. We do remember meeting more new friends and that We are playing a lot. Of course: in limitlessness and freedom and multiD: playing will be/is Our way of life. Hard to imagine but true. Work is very much a limitation concept. Another part of the lies We told and believed. We really are good at this limitation stuff.

We re getting lots of reminders to stay in the now. To open and allow rather than try to figure out and control. Our figuring out and controlling only serve to keep Us in limitation. Limitation is All that Our waking brain knows. Our dreams ARE teaching Us more but We MUST remain open and allow. And of course: love IS the key.

As We woke (this time) We had/have a vision of being on a flying school bus (We often like to imagine this when We are on Our bus). What is new here is that We are flying beside and just above a tornado. (We remembered that One of Our students painted a picture of a tornado and gave it to Us.) The thing is that when We step off the bus into the tornado it is like sitting in a rocking chair or being in a hammock and not the voracious swirling and tumbling One would expect in a tornado and We are NOT in the eye. The tornado can deliver Us to many different worlds and dimensions. Really cool.

We spent the rest of Our day going back to dream. We know that We returned to Our flying school bus several times but do not remember much else.

We fixed a light dinner but did not eat even half of it. Just not hungry. Now it is time to go back to dream for the night.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another day kinda lost, butt knot

5/1/2015

Today

Another day kinda lost, butt knot

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:32 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We are really drifting in multiD this morning. We wanted to remain in dream but chose to get up AND remain in multiD and We ARE doing well. We are getting lots of insights and glimpses into the world(s) of more. That is really what multiD is: MORE; more of everything including Us. We ARE much more than We ever dreamed possible. We limited OurSelves and that IS the biggest limitation We experience. We are in process of a complete psychic change and that IS restoring Us to sanity.

It is hard (until We got here) to imagine what living multidimensionally is like. We still have only a tiny fragment of a clue what it is but the fragment is more huge than We ever imagined before We go here. We feel and experience the winds of change, the winds of more swirling around Us. “They” are NOT dangerous or unsettling (well: maybe a little unsettling at first) but rather comforting IF We do not resist.

Our resisdance does come up and We love it free. We do not reject it as We did in the passed. We embrace All of Us, All of Our parts and pisces.

We do not really remember what We did with Our day. The usual for sure. We were on the bus and paid close attention to the students. We did what We do to change Our way of thinking. It is Allmost more like living in a dream. We know that We are spending more time and energy focused in multiD.

All but One of Our students rode the last school/section so We got home around the normal time. We musta done something and We know that We had dinner and watched more “Under the Dome” and now We are going to bed at about the normal time. We are looking forward to lots of dreaming.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Walking through multiworlds

4/30/2015

Today

Walking through multiworlds

Wizard’s Log Stardate: 4:20 AM

Good morning. We wake to play another day. Reminder to Self: Celebrate!!!!! Only the divine exists. The divine is All there is, All that is AND I Am the divine. Celebrate.

We really did not want to wake and get up this morning but We reminded OurSelves that We really CAN play in multiD All day. We ARE grateful for that. We are reminded that what We resist persists. When We focus on what We do not want that is where Our attention is and therefore Our subconscious and the uni-verse (same thing???) give Us more of what We are giving Our attention to. It is a subtle trick of Our old way of thinking. We keep OurSelves stuck in the loop simply because it is familiar. We make small changes in the landscape of events to further trick OurSelves into thinking there is anything new happening. We are looping (We ARE loopy).

So: We find things to be grateful for. At worst We are on the holodeck of Our ship replaying the same hologame over and over. We ARE grateful for this real-I-sation. We are having fun playing in multiD. The first part of Our morning is Allways fun for Us now days. We ARE grateful for that. We enjoy being with the students during the day. If We focus on not liking getting up early, being amongst the muggles and having a long day away from home then We will get more of that. We need to find more to be grateful for during the day away from home. We choose to be happy now. We are aware of making this choice throughout Our day and now We are remembering to start choosing to be happy when We first wake. It is Our choice. Happy comes from within and NOT from outside events and circumstances.

We are NOT the victim of events and circumstances We create those according to Our mindset, thinking and beliefs. Our thinking and beliefs ARE changing. This changes Us AND Our outside world. Changing the world, doing the impossible takes a little longer. When We first wake is the easiest time to forget Our process and progress. Then when We create more unpleasant situations and doldrums We dig OurSelves deeper and deeper into Our Self-made pit. Here We go loopty loo. Then it is easier to stay there than lift OurSelves (Our thinking) up to the level of love and gratitude.

We keep being reminded that Our world is VERY different from what We have Allways thought and believed. We are sooooo used to limitation that it is hard to get it that there is more and especially that WE ARE more. We can do what We Allways thought was impossible. Our belief in anything being impossible grows weak but it is still there. We must first expand Our thinking and belief and then Our world will change. We are NOT victims of circumstances and events as We Allways thought. We create those circumstances and events to support Our erroneous beliefs. We create the proof of Our limitation and then forget that We ARE the One who created it.

Opening to multiD helps Us change because (for One thing anyway) multiD is One of those impossible beliefs. We have been hiding in One world and dimension for so long that We really have difficulty believing and living in multi-anything. We ARE changing, slowly and surely.

Today We ARE experiencing slip, sliding in and through multiworlds. Lots of worlds. Our resisdance is flaring up and We love it and set it free. We experience just how much Our thoughts and beliefs are creating Our reality. We ARE responsible. This is NOT blame and/or guilt but simply accepting who and what We really are. This is admitting, accepting and loving just how powerfull We really are: Our true nature.

We are in multiD AND aware of 3D. There is a lot of separation and limitation stuff going on around Us and Our head wants to get in and mud wrestle with the best of ‘em. We choose to be aware of but not play in the mud puddles. Mud puddles have “their” time and place and can be a lot of fun. We acknowledge and appreciate this but We no longer want to be stuck in the mud and muck.

We are getting some real experience of what it is like being in an autists world. To the muggles autists seem lost. To autists: the muggles seem absurd to demand All those limits and restrictions. We get it that most things that We label wrong and bad are keys to the kingdom (so to speak). Yes: because We believe “them” to be wrong and bad “they” ARE: within that/those world(s) and framework. Another concept that is impossible to explain to a limitation mindset. We can only begin with admitting that it might be possible. It is choice.

Everybody is riding home today so We get home about the usual time. We have another light dinner and watch more of “Under the Dome”. Now: We are going to dream.

Good night AND thank You for playing.