Hard to do 3D stuff like reading and typing

02/09/14

Today:

Hard to do 3D stuff like reading and typing

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:31:04 AM

Good morning. Lots more stuff/memories coming up for processing; to be loved and set free in love. Lots of worlds and realities to play in with old and new friends. There is sooooo much available if We just allow.

So many old beliefs and memories run Our lives AND We believe that “that is just the way it is”. It snot. It is a belief and a belief is just a thought that We have thought over and over and over. It can be changed but We love Our beliefs no matter how much “they” hurt. So, We can add new cherished beliefs and set the old beliefs free in love.

There continues to be many things that it is hard to conceive of being responsible for. Our old thinking and beliefs are very deeply rooted inside of Us. We see/perceive how these beliefs and memories are projected on to Our world. We truly can see and remember OurSelf in All these roles BUT the old habits of judging and projecting on to others is sooooo familiar and easy to fall back into. We get it that other peoples judgments and mistreatment of Us is the reflection of Our judgment of OurSelf and others. It is getting easier and quicker to recognize this in Our experience. However, We still believe in Our victim status. We know that it is a lie but it is also a cherished belief.

Again: we spent the day dreaming and pony hopping. We watched a few vids with Dr. Hew Len, We made meatloaf and filled Our oil tank. We are definitely NOT focused in limitation 3D and We are learning how to be here AND there. Words are hard for Us right now.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Another cleaning day

02/08/14

Today:

Another cleaning day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 11:54:29 AM

Good morning. We did a good job of dreaming in today. We kept returning to the same dream world where We are much more free and equal and society is transitioning. We are working with kids and helping “them” to unlearn. That is going to be a big job for society. So many of Us (as in nearly All of Us) cling to Our old beliefs and restrictions even if We think that We are progressive.

It seems that physical symptoms are running rampant right now and We are no exception. Shadow is doing better today and We were never actually feeling bad We just are barely 3D functional and so want to lay low, very low. Thinking and planning about All the stuff that We would normally do is a big part of what keeps Us stuck in limitation 3D reality. Not the doing, the thinking. So, We are giving OurSelf permission to just play. For Us dreaming is a big part of that.

There is sooooo much going on inside Us. Even if We could put it to words AND were willing to You probably would not believe it. Maybe tomorrow but not today. We are sooooo much and We believe that We are sooooo little. It really is All smoke and mirrors and We are the One who is projecting the show that We watch and You project Yours. Just accepting that completely is more than most of Us are willing to do.

We spent the day dreaming and pony hopping and had few words to share.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A cleaning day

02/07/14

Today:

A cleaning day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:03:43 AM

Good morning. It was a little easier to get up this morning and yet We are still very drifty and obviously NOT very focused in limitation 3D. That is the way We like even though it does take some getting used to. Again We woke saying and thinking: “I love You”. We did a lot of pony hopping last night and We are continuing this morning.

We keep forgetting that We want to discuss: recognizing patterns in Our life and lives. Many memories are coming up as a natural result of Our current process and We ARE finding patterns in these memories from way back. We own and love “them” and set “them” free in love.

We returned to dreaming for a bit and seriously considered taking the day off work. Something IS going on but We are going to go ahead and go to work even though We can only barely get into 3D.

However: as We sit here trying to get mentally ready to go to work We feel a strong sensation that We really need to stay home. So, We have chosen to honor that and see how Our process unfolds. We recognize that We MUST take care of OurSelf first and only then are We of any value to anyOne else. We are changing and We do not pick and choose what days We are 3D functional and what days We just can NOT get into 3D. But, when We called “they” are All-ready short five attendants so We are going to go in.

Whatever is going on is affecting a lot more than just Us and Shadow.

One of the things that We are noticing is that as Our old memories are being set free Our current memories are affected also. After All: Our current memories are just the old memories replaying. Another point that is hard to accept in Our limitation 3D mindset.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A day for dreaming

02/06/14

Today:

A day for dreaming

Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:57:23 AM

Good morning. Another interesting night. The first two hours seem like several nights. This morning (Once again) We really do NOT want to leave Our dreams. We are doing Our best to remain in that state while sitting here typing. During the night it definitely felt like something shifted. Once again We woke saying: “I love You”.

It feels like We are in multiworlds and We like that. Being focused totally in One reality is much easier but We theel that Once We get familiar with functioning in multiworlds then it will be much easier. We are certainly feeling inspired by what We are receiving currently. We really enjoy it that so many teachers who are teaching visualization are getting it that it MUST be combined with feeling the feeling in order to work. We ARE making progress.

During the night We developed some sort of sinus stuff. We feel it is a part of Our cleaning process. We are pony hopping it. The feeling and impression/vision of Our computer area being a communication center is growing. We have several vision of Our future/alternate Selves that are growing.

And again We continue to get inspirations and insights into Us and Our development. Our pony hopping and other techniques are reaping results. We see improvement in Shadow AND Our interactions with the students.

Something is definitely going on energetically. We are finding it very difficult to stay the least bit focused in 3D and most of the students are sleeping on the bus, even the Ones who are normally awake.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Insights and inspiration

02/05/14

Today:

Insights and inspiration

Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:42:50 AM

Good morning. We decided to get up early to have time to watch a vid that is suggested before tonight's webinar. We are not sure about this webinar as it is about visualization which is NOT Our strong suit or desire. However: We recognize that by simply changing the word visualization to imagination OR imaginating it becomes much more interesting to Us. It may even be part of what Our mission to translate this type of thing from visualization to imagination and/or imaginating. We will just have to see where inspiration takes Us.

Again Our first thought on waking is: “I love You”. And then more pony hopping. Child within (subconscious): We love You. Please forgive Us. We thank You for being part of Us. Please set the memories free and help Us to live free and play.

We do have a vision of how We want to live. It is not really new BUT because of memories (real or imagined) from living that way in other lives We have only vaguely looked at or imagined or talked about this life. We have been aware of a ghost like memory or knowledge about small fragments of this life/lives but nothing more. Now that We have begun practicing several techniques for cleaning this memory, fear and unpleasant feelings We are able to get more enthusiasm and feeling and even visual images of living this way. It is Our true nature but We denied it and fled from it for many years. It is living as love in the physical (that part may have been missing in other lives, probably was) and living in Our power and actively using Our natural power and ability. One thing We real-eyes is that We can live this way without shouting it from the rooftops (at least at first and if We choose) but IF We really do clean and are successful at pony hopping then We should no longer be projecting Our fears and judgments onto the masses and that should no longer be reflected back onto Us. Then We will be free to live openly and equal with everyOne else. It should be Our natural state and true nature that is being reflected back on Us.

We also keep getting more and more feeling of this computer area being Our communication center and spending less time working a job. We like that feeling. We certainly do want to continue working with kids in some manner but NOT being away from home twelve hours a day, five days a week. Again, We will see how inspiration unfolds.

We have an idea to write a story about a vampire who keeps falling asleep and forgetting his passed when he wakes. Sort of a mix or Rip Van Winkle, Dorian Grey, Ground Hog Day and maybe some others. Again We will see how that goes and how We use Our time. We are reminded that We are masters of time but We forgot that too and feel victims of time. Time to pony hop (pun intended) and tapping. Feels good. We are even beginning to see why the Hawaiian ho'oponopono practitioners recognize problems AS opportunities.

There were some more vids and PDF files that We wanted to copy to Our Nook for access on the bus and We got that done. Now: We are gonna check out the suggested vid and take some suggested notes to prepare for the webinar after work. If All the kids ride home We will probably be a few minutes late for the webinar so We are gonna leave Our computer on with the webinar page open and Our notes document open.

It is very interesting to Us that the last few times We have read or heard someOne teaching about visualization “they” emphasize that what is really important is to capture the feeling that the visualization inspires. For Us it is All-ways the feeling that is Our primary/initial sense. However visualization is so popular and successful because most people access visually and THEN “they” feel. This is very interesting for Us.

Late in the day We had several visions of Shadow growing stronger. We also got the impression of him being a shapeshifter but it seems he has forgotten. In several visions he shifted into a strong and vibrant youngstar. It was quite cool and We are experiencing Our feelings of elation.

The webinar had just started when We got home and it was One of the better webinars We have attended. We would even like a recording of this One.

Good night AND thank You for playing.