Our process unfolding

02/04/14

Today:

Our process unfolding

Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:57:45 AM

Good morning. We really would love to be able to dream in every morning. Knowing that We get to dream a lot during Our work day helps but it is still hard to leave Our dreams at this time of the morning. We did a lot of pony hopping during the night and again woke saying: “I love You”. These words are much more powerful than We would ever have believed. The only thing is that what We think We want and what love knows is best for Us are not All-ways exactly the same.

One of the things that is coming up for Us lately is Our fear of being immortal. This too is memories replaying and We are using several methods to love these memories and set “them” free. Some of the memories are familiar but We have the feeling that there are others which remain buried. Fear of rejection or fear that no One will want Us is One of the three base subconscious memories that control Our lives. Our child within remembers being punished and even murdered for living as an immortal. There are many powers and abilities that are totally natural which We have judged and blamed in OurSelf and others AND Our others have reflected this back on Us. As We have said before: “the reason a vampire does not show a reflection in a mirror (or so the story goes) is because a vampire IS a reflection of OurSelves”.

And so, We are facing this fear and letting it pass through Us. Fear is the mind killer. We are paying attention to Our child within, Our subconscious and telling Us that We love Us especially telling Our child (Our subconscious) that We love it and thanking it for being part of Us AND for showing Us these things that need to heal, need to be loved and set free in love. Now: We need to set free Our expectations and allow love to do and bring whatever is best for Us. This is a process and it is unfolding. We certainly have a lot of room to pay attention to Our child and make amends by changing Our behaviour. We have been rehearsing the longer version of pony hopping: “If We, Our family, relatives and ancestors have harmed You, Your family and ancestors from the beginning of creation until now, in words, deeds or actions: We ask forgiveness. Let this cleanse, release, heal, purify and set free these energies, memories, vibrations and blocks and transmute these energies into love.

Of course, We have spent so long, so many lifetimes denying and ignoring and even being mean to Our child (Our subconscious) that it takes a bit of time and reassurance to really get the message across. We do NOT want to ever behave that way towards Our child again. That is the real meaning of making amends: to change the behavior. We ask Our higher Self, Our superconscious and the divine within to help Us to change and live as love. Allow and help Us show love to Our world, Our others AND especially All parts of OurSelf.

It would seem (at first glance) that living as love would be easy. It actually is except that old habits die hard and We have spent a lot of time and energy developing and repeating and reinforcing the habit of living as something that We never actually were. We also set up a world and society and system that supports this lie, this fantasy. Then We blamed this society and the powers We set up to run and rule it AND especially anyOne who does NOT pretend to be what We are NOT. We judged and punished and murdered OurSelf and Our others whenever We (or “they”) had the audacity to live as love in Our limitation world. We taught OurSelf (very, very well) that is “bad” and dangerous and unhappy and unrewarding to live as what We really are. There are countless horror stories, myths and fables to support this belief.

Slowly and gradually We have been rewriting and retelling some of these myths (even in mainstream stories and movies) but the beliefs run deep. The only thing that will truly heal and set these beliefs free is love and it must be repeated and rehearsed over and over and become a way of life NOT just on Sundays or on holydays.

We know that EVERYTHING in Our life is reflecting All this back to Us and each and every bitses and pisces must be shown and reassured and it MUST become a way of life and as common and repetitious as breathing. In fact: it MUST be Our life breath. We think that We need nourishment and water and air but love fills All these needs. That is what living free of need truly is: living AS love.

We continue to get lots of insights into Our life, Our world AND Our process. It is ALL Our projections. We ARE responsible and We accept Our responsibility. All the rules and beliefs that We hold within (truths that We have long believed to be Self evident) are meant to support and reinforce and maintain and perpetuate (and do a good job of this) limitation. All these MUST be accepted as such, owned, loved and set free in love in order to move on. We are clueless if this is collective or personal AND it does NOT matter because We are only here to clean Our side of the street. As Dr. Hew Len says: “If We clean, the rest/others will be fine”.

It is interesting: there is a very common limiting belief and counter intention that is All-most universal: We All NEED money. We can own it and set it free in love without blaming or judging anyOne. And so it is done.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

A bit more today

02/03/14

Today:

A bit more today

Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:55:49 AM

Good morning. More pony hopping and more worlds to play in. Some of the alternate lives are definitely Us but a very different Us in very similar worlds. It is amazing All the possibilities that exist.

We are noticing that even though We would love to dream in longer All-most every day, We no longer dread Our waking day. It seems taking responsibility has this effect. Interesting how We have so many things bassackwards. We would have thought that taking responsibility would be horrible but instead it is liberating. We love You.

There does not seem to be much more to say right now.

We are watching some vids and practicing some of Our new found techniques for loving Our limiting beliefs and setting “them” free with/in love.

There is an understanding that is coming to Us in/through/from this current process, this taking complete responsibility for everything that shows up in Our life. We have this concept of reality as being something We MUST accept as it is, something forced upon Us and something We are powerless to change and/or improve. Basically: We believe that We are victims in/of reality.

It just is NOT true. Is it real? Is Our physical world real? The only answer that We can be satisfied with is: Yes AND NO. Our belief makes it “real” but it is different from how We usually think of and understand “real”. In fact everything is different from how We usually think of it and believe it to be.

It really IS All Our projections and We project some pretty weird shit. We have completely limited beliefs about Our world and OurSelves AND that is what We project. Does it make any sense? Only from a limitation 3D mindset which is exactly how We have All-ways looked at it.

The important thing is that this is becoming experiential NOT just philosophical. This is because We ARE taking responsibility. That means that reality is Our responsibility and NOT something forced upon Us. At first it is a hard pill to swallow but as We get into it, it is actually very liberating.

And there is All-ways the possibility that everything We believe is wrong. But: what if We really do create Our reality from beginning to end? Every bit and piece of it? And what if there really is no blame? What if We knew what We were doing when We created Our creation and We just wanted to experience the impossible? What is that old saying? “No harm, no foul”.

We wanted to re-watch the video where Dr. Hew Len takes everyOne through an exercise/experience of acknowledging and paying attention to Our child within (Our subconscious) and loving it. Very powerful stuff. We can (and have been) do it on Our own over and over, repeatedly and consistently. As usual, there are messages and pieces that We pick up by re-watching it.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Exploring Me

02/02/14

Today:

Exploring Me

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:52:59 AM

Good morning. Again We woke saying: “I love You”. That is a nice way to wake. We remember some of Our dreams and We pony hopping more forgotten and buried memories. It is interesting that some of the memories are from alternate and/or parallel concurrent lives. We theel this is a subject well worth exploring.

When We learned that memories replaying in Our subconscious control Our life We (of course) thought of memories from the passed. This is certainly correct BUT just like the world that We see being only a small part of All that is here, so too are passed memories only a small part of the memories We hold in Our subconscious. We are completely unaware (for the most part) of “them” BECAUSE “they” are in Our subconscious. Therefore We even deny that “they” exist AND especially refuse to acknowledge that “they” control Our lives. We love You. Please forgive Us. Thank You.

Again: We love the memories whether good or bad because “they” ARE Ours. We love the part of Us, Our subconscious and child within that clings to these memories and keeps “them” replaying, looping over and over. We gently ask permission to hold Our child's hand and set the memories free in love. We ARE sorry for how We have treated Our child. We ask forgiveness. We love Our child and We thank Our child for being a part of Us. Let this cleanse these memories and set “them” free in love across All time, dimensions, space and reality filling Us (All parts and pisces of Us) with love, returning Us to Our natural state, to easy worlds and turning Our thinking into loving. And so it is done across All time, dimensions, space and reality. We thank Us and We love Us unconditionally.

Also, it is important to remember that good and bad are only judgments that We attach to Our projections. “They” are limiting beliefs AND counter intentions. We look forward to setting ALL these limits free in love. It is exciting to see more and more teachers and (spiritual) leaders focusing on love. That means WE ARE projecting love more and more.

Joe Vitale speaks of taking inspired action. It is sooooo easy to doubt OurSelf. It is sooooo easy to think that what We are doing falls far short of inspired action. BUT: We real-eyes that: We work with “special needs” students every day We take responsibility for this condition and judgment of “special needs” and do what We can to evolve it into acknowledging “them” as gifted. We do Our best work in Our dreams and We spend a lot of time dreaming (day AND night). We are learning and using many different techniques as We feel inspired to do so. We are recording what We are doing and experiencing in Our journals. We ARE following Our inspirations. We tend to call it: “doing what is in front of Us”.

It theels to Us that We are taking everything We are learning about to the next level. We real-eyes that We do tend to judge All Our others but the truth is that We see and experience “them” the way We project Our beliefs on to “them”. We ARE responsible. We love You, Please forgive Us. We thank You.

We are reviewing some of the recordings that We downloaded to refresh the techniques and revise what We have typed up. We ARE remembering to set Our planning free in love and allow inspiration to guide Us. This is certainly a part of the complete psychic change We are seeking AND following inspiration rather than planning is a complete change of lifestyle for Us.

One thing that keeps coming up for Us is: “What if I'm wrong?” We can see how this is a programmed fear and belief (marching to the beat of a different drum is bad stuff, don't rock the boat etc.)

A couple of things that We may or may not have mentioned is that We are taking/reading several online courses that We are enjoying AND recommend. One is Miracle Mastery and another is Hypnosis Monthly . Neither are free but “they” are low cost. We have wanted to get more hypnosis training ever since We quit Our hypnotherapy training years ago. However, it is usually quite expensive and how to know who and/or what school to trust or feel comfortable with????? We were very happy with Our original teachers but it was very expensive and We just did not have the time because We started working the days that classes were held. We are enjoying the hypnosis weekly classes AND the Miracle Mastery is confirming many things We have thought and knew and believed but still had doubts and limiting beliefs and counter intentions about. “They” just were not real to Us experientially YET. Even if We did (and do) experience this stuff We tend to explain it away or belittle it.

We seem to have really fallen into Our processing Our process today and We enjoyed it thoroughly. Lots of reading and vids and even though Our brain tries to tell Us that We did not do enough, We will forget, We will fall short and blah, blah, blah Our heart knows that We are doing just fine.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

We did something with Our day

02/01/14

Today:

We did something with Our day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:44:16 AM

Good morning. We got up early for a Saturday because Shadow wanted out and We wanted to stay up and make sure he got back in okay. It is still slick outside from All the warm and melting a week ago. Our winter here is changing and that is All there is to it. We are certain that We will go back to dream soon. Again We were doing a lot of processing in Our dreams as well as Our usual visits to other worlds.

A lot is coming up: the memories that Our child within (subconscious) has been running over and over while Our waking/conscious was mostly if not totally unaware. These became programs which We passed back and forth and around with Our others like a bad virus. This has gone on for eons and it is time to make a change, a shift. We have begun. We take responsibility rather than blame. This is not easy because blame has become a habit, the scratchy throat of Our collective virus. There are statistics about how long it takes to break a habit but We have no idea what it is. Besides, We are not really breaking it, We are setting it free with love. Blame is also part of Us and All that is.

It is time to stop trying to kill OurSelf and begin setting OurSelf free with and in love. It seems this is Our mission or at least part of it. So many are still trying to kill “their” enemy. Perceived enemy really for it is OurSelf. Of course, Our mission is also an internal mission rather than an external mission. This too is new to most people. We also have to (for Our own sake) remember that both of these symptoms of the virus are Our own. We are projecting what We see. So, owning these aspects rather than trying to kill “them” AND doing internal process rather than striving for external change are both done within Us and then “they” will be projected outside. It is a totally natural and simple process but quite new to Us.

This also ties to what We have known about OurSelf being a healer. We knew it was NOT Our purpose to run around healing the sick and raising the dead. That is someOne else's job and only Our projection NOT Our mission. We are responsible for that too and We own it, love it and set it free with love and in love. Our message of love is growing and infiltrating everything We do. We still start to externalize everything We feel and recognize and do but that too is shifting. We recognize it much sooner than ever before and tell it We love it. We love what We do and We love the part of Us that does it. Please forgive OurSelf and We thank Us.

There is a collective of Our projections that try (and usually succeed) to monetize every new step and revelation. This is also something We would like to change and/or expand into something even better. Yes, We still have judgments attached to this. However, We can learn to say: “not My job” without judging it. We are seeking something even better. We want to begin creating more than just money. We want to live free of need rather than continuing to strive to fulfill Our needs. All needs are perceived needs rather than actual needs. We want to set Our needs free in and with love. Our perceived needs can (and will) be free to play in eternity and infinity just like the rest of Us. We will find something even better to play with and We can return to playing in and with limitation any time (and anywhere) We want. We love You.

We returned to dream for a couple of hours and it is good. We woke and stayed in bed pony hopping for a while. We feel change. We still see very little change in Our waking world but We feel change inside and that really is what matters.

We finished sanding the part of the driveway that We figured We need to sand. Wiped out 'cause it is the steepest part. We are also doing some reading on Our computer.

Good night AND thank You for playing.

Aware of progress

01/31/14

Today:

Aware of progress

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:14:43 AM

Good morning. Lots more interesting worlds to play in with new found friends as well as some familiar friends. We also had a dreams that were processing the memories and beliefs that are coming up as We continue Our process. Lots of pony hopping. We wake saying: “I love You”. More and more is coming up and We are going deeper and deeper into the memories that keep playing out and affecting/ruling Our waking life.

The video about working with Our subconscious as Our child within really has affected Us in a fun and positive way. We are enjoying caring for and talking with this youngstar. Another orphan is being integrated. We do theel there is a connection between this part of Our process and the work We are doing. This morning We are getting the thought/feeling that as this progresses it may be time to do something different with Our waking hours. Also, as We heal and clean and set free AND develop Our natural powers and abilities We may find We are working with the youngstars in a different way. This will probably be more playful, more free and less restricted AND more affective.

There is also an exercise from the latest webinar that is strengthening Our vision of Our expanded cabin with the front wall open to everything. We are enjoying experiencing living there in Our waking dreams. It is fresh and alive for Us. Even though We have yet to experience it in the physical, it is very real to Us and drawing closer.

We see and feel the plot unfolding, the story line laying out before Us. We have a feel for the potential that awaits Us. We may just have a clue where this is currently going. It is exciting as it feels like everything is coming together to land Us where We have longed to be for sooooo long. We are feeling and imaginating what it will be like to live in Our natural state of being, using Our natural powers and abilities.

We are reminded that a lot of people do NOT like the word power because We have projected sooooo much misuse and abuse of power onto and into Our world. For this We ARE responsible. We love You. Please forgive Us. We thank You.

Our breaks keep getting shorter and “they” added another section to Our noon section so We will have less free time to go places and do stuff and be online during Our work day AND get paid for more of Our time in town every day. This is not exactly a windfall but an unexpected income increase. “Despise Ye NOT the small beginnings”. This probably means that We fall farther behind on emails but We CAN type more of Our “Today”s without being online and We will have time to fill during Our morning break but not really enough to go anywhere. Of course We may spend that time dreaming which will be an extra good thing.

We are real-I-sing that there is a change in Our gradeschoolers. “They” are getting along better and learning to play together quietly and not in a rowdy manner. We still have to remind “them” about sticking to “classroom” voices and keeping “their” games within “their” seat so as not to distract the driver but that IS Our job. Also, Our driver is starting to lighten up some.

Good night AND thank You for playing.