Freezing rain again

01/24/14

Today:

Freezing rain again

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:10:21 AM

Good morning. Again We visited and played in several worlds. It seems that there were several (or One over and over) where We were on a school bus but it was mind controlled like We hope to learn to create and operate in Our waking life. We were able to operate the bus AND pay a lot of attention to the kids and play with “them”.

Several times We woke from dreams pony hopping, saying: “I love You”. It feels good to wake up saying “I love You”. This morning it was not quite as hard to get up but it does feel like We are waking in a slightly different world. Certainly is a slightly different frame of mind. Our process is working and Our thinking and beliefs are changing. Once again it is very hard to put the change into words because it is sooooo different. We really do not (yet) have words to fully describe how it feels to be limitless, free and equal.

Something that is coming up now is taking a look/feel at: “what is it in Us?” that is causing whatever We see/experience. We have pretty much been avoiding this. However: it is time. We are being shown a lot of Our “schtuff” but too really look at AND feel into: “What is it in Me?” is hard to really start because of the old blame game. This is NOT about guilt, blame and shame but that IS sooooo familiar that We react from and recoil in that mindset. So, Once again this is about changing Our mindset AND beliefs. This is good.

It is raining fairly hard outside and We truly hope “they” cancel school. Once again: We are getting it that there really is NO “they”. We have made a lot of progress on that front but there is still a lot of room for more progress. We are creating this and projecting it onto what We call “the world”. It is really Our view screen, the veil which We have hidden the real world behind. It is Our personal holodeck and there are lots of actors (holographic actors) who have agreed to play along. Thank You (for playing). This weather is Our belief in inclement weather showing up. This (inclement weather) is actually as impossible as war and starvation but We do put on a good show. We believe that IS possible to be out of tune and harmony with nature, Gaia, God, source energy, OurSelves AND Our others. A pretty silly notion if We really think about it but it is sure believable in Our holoworld. So this too is coming up for cleaning and setting free with love.

We are sorry for Our belief about being out of tune and harmony with nature (and everything else too). Please forgive OurSelf. We love whatever it is inside Us that creates and maintains this belief and We thank this part of OurSelf. Let this cleanse this belief (and Our inner Self, Our lost and lonely child, Our orphan and castaway) and set it free with love across All time, dimensions, space and reality; filling Us with love and returning Us to Our true nature and easy worlds and turning Our thinking into loving. And so it is done. We thank Us AND We love Us (every part of Us) unconditionally.

“They” canceled school (as We were certain “they”/We would) AND We got the call before We finished getting ready to leave. YAY!!!!!! It just feels right. Now We will see how Our process unfolds as We stay home. We are really enjoying the slide show We ARE creating and We watched it while listening to a hypnosis recording. It is planting Our dream world in Our subconscious waking mind.

There are a bunch of insights coming up that We are not getting into the typing because there is just too much to get it All AND words are hard sometimes.

We returned to dream and visited another world where We are an attendant on special needs school buses. Interesting. When We got up We did the file merging between Our laptop and desktop that We wanted to do. Now We are checking out some other information about retraining Our brain and changing Our beliefs and thinking. We will probably look into adding graphics/text to pictures too.

We started looking for adding text to pictures but We are too multiworld focused to do anything techy. We are doing some mind training reading though. We found a free online program for adding text to pictures and We are doing it for a slideshow for Us.

Once again We returned to dream. We do not remember what We did but whatever it was We enjoyed it and We woke up repeating: “I love You”.

Another ice storm

01/23/14

Today:

Another ice storm

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:13:11 AM

Good morning. Once again We did not want to leave Our dream lives. We are practicing allowing OurSelf to remain in an altered/expanded state but the old habits of waking to limitation and separation remain strong. We are making progress though. We visited several lives again. In One We are a high ranking officer in the navy and We were supervising a battle. We practiced pony hopping this version rather than reject it. More progress that. In another We were doing something more in line with how We think of OurSelf but now We do not remember what. It was still quite different from Our waking version.

We are seeing how We cling to Our surface memories and We pony hop that. We real-eyes that if We cling to these fleeting and surface memories how much more We cling to and are affected by those which are buried deep and rehearsed over lifetime after lifetime. We love You. Please forgive Us. We thank You.

There are many “I Can't” and “I don't know how” beliefs coming up for Us. This current process and pony hopping is bringing a lot to life. The last vid We watched with Dr. Hew Len helped Us real-eyes that We need to love these not just say We are sorry. These beliefs could become (maybe are) more orphans. It is time to stop creating and rejecting Our orphans and begin loving “them”. Everything just wants to be loved. That is pretty simple.

When We got up from Our chair We get it that One of the ways We allow OurSelf to go into light trance and be less focused in limitation 3D is Our writing/typing. When We get into that We do zone out. It is another tool.

We also started a Secret Mirror journal. It feels like that will also help. We love You.

Our “I can't” and “I don't know how” beliefs are pretty big even though We did not see “them” clearly before. We love You and We thank You. Please forgive OurSelf. Let this cleanse Our “I can't” and “I don't know how” beliefs and set “them” free with love across All time, dimensions, space and reality and fill Us with love and return Us to Our natural state, easy worlds and turn Our thinking into loving. And so it is done. We thank Us AND We love Us. Even as We were typing that We tried to cling to these beliefs AND We set “them” free with love. As long as We hold any beliefs and memories captive then We hold OurSelf captive. We love You. We love OurSelf unconditionally.

Lots of insights this morning. These “I can't” and “I don't know how” beliefs are bringing up a lot of fear too. We love You. Another thing We real-eyes is that We have rarely told a problem that We love it and definitely have not been telling the part of OurSelf that creates a problem that We love it. AND, even if We do/did We still have an expectation of the outcome. So much dross. We love You. We are reminded that Our specific expectations limit Our options. Expecting miracles expands Our limits and opens Us to limitlessness. We DO real-eyes that often: what We expect is NOT what We really want and We know it but We believe it is the best We can have at the time. We love You. Please forgive Us. Thank You. We love that belief and the part of Us, within Us that created and maintains that belief. We love You. We love You. Let this cleanse this belief and set it free.

We did not feel like typing during Our breaks because We had a mild ice storm and “they” kept the buses running. We only had trouble in One spot but it was very slick and a lot of buses had a lot of trouble. We did feel that We were responsible for Our bus doing okay AND the whole thing. We are creating Our world. We spent Our breaks preparing in case school closes early or All day tomorrow.

It feels very different to take responsibility for everything. Blame is so familiar and We have become sooooo blind. But: We created All of that too and We are living out Our rerunning projections. We love You.

Another short entry for an active day

01/22/14

Today:

Another short entry for an active day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:10:38 AM

Good morning. We woke a little early and stayed in bed pony hopping, using the very short method: saying “I love You” to everything. After All: We are responsible and We created it All. This is going to a whole new level. When We did get up, We felt something new, something a little more magikal than before. We (Once again) feel the choice(s) as We wake and We real-eyes that We can choose to be in many worlds at Once. Yes, We have known that for some time and even experienced it but it is still unfamiliar.

We are familiar with being totally in One world, be it limited or limitless but being in multiworlds is still new to Us. We keep pony hopping. Dr. Hew Len says to do it All the time and We can see that. It is not easy to do it constantly like breathing but it can become a constant part of Our life. Taking responsibility for everything is not as easy as it might sound. There is sooooo much that We normally blame or externalize. We have taught OurSelves to push it All outside of Us but it is truly All inside of Us. Again, We have said this All before but it is becoming experiential and that makes a big difference.

Yesterday's video (of Dr. Hew Len) put things in a different light. It is amazing how a slightly different perspective can shed sooooo much light on something(s). We were missing the point of loving whatever is inside Us creating whatever it is We do not like. We were saying that We are sorry and that We love the creation but We forgot to love the creator (especially the creator of things We do not like). We are becoming very aware of the dichotomy of loving Our creations while NOT liking “them”. We are also aware of feeling stuck, feeling the looping of playing/acting out memories over and over.

Most of Us cling to memories but do NOT real-eyes that memories are keeping Us looping in the same behaviors over and over and over again. We find it interesting that We have instinctively known to release this clinging to memories without really knowing why and the depth to which this goes. Like everything else: there is nothing wrong with memories. It is the getting stuck and letting memories rule Us and run Our lives and play out over and over and over. We love You.

It is exciting to Us how many more people are focusing on love because this means that We are projecting love more and more.

We are also being reminded of Our computer area being a communication center. We have no idea how/where this will evolve but it theels important and We just need to be aware and infuse it with love. We love You. We thank You. Again We are reminded that everything is perfect just as it is and We are. We are trained and programed to think that We are missing something and NOT “doing” enough. Again: that is old data and memories replaying and looping. We love You AND We thank You.

Again We had several things to do during Our breaks and did not take time for typing about Our day. The kids are doing great. We are cleaning many issues. Setting Our fears, doubts and worries free with love is no small feat.

Hopping inside OurSelf

01/21/14

Today:

Hopping inside OurSelf

Wizard's Log Star-date: 02:34:00 AM

Good morning. Lots of processing and pony hopping AND visiting and playing in easy worlds. Lots of friends too. Some from Our waking/pretend life and some We just met. We were kinda surprised to wake in this world again. We get it that We ARE responsible and All the blame We cast on to others is Our own blame BUT there really is NO blame. We chose this and now We are waking up to this choice and choosing to set it All free with love.

It has just occurred to Us that We are sabotaging Our finances and peace of mind because We still believe that life is hard and must be a struggle. We impose and project this onto Our world and those who play here with Us. Since Our current job is easy and We really enjoy/love it We believe that We should suffer in some way and that We can NOT support OurSelf this way. That (of course) is a lie but We create proof for Our belief. We are sorry that We believe that life is hard and must be a struggle. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us. Let this cleanse this belief that life is hard and must be a struggle and set it free with love across All time, dimensions, space and reality filling Us with love and returning Us to Our true nature, to easy worlds, to real worlds and turning Our thinking into loving. And so it is done. We thank Us and We love Us unconditionally.

We find that Our process is taking Us deeper and deeper into these buried beliefs. These are not Our true core beliefs but “they” are just about as deep. Perhaps as Our core beliefs grow and gain strength “they” push All these other erroneous beliefs to the surface?

Sometimes/often We wonder what We should do, what action to take and We are reminded that inspiration will guide Us. Relax and repeat: I love You.

Our computer is running slow this morning and We are drifting around and about. Relaxing.

We do not have much to report this morning. We had another sub driver so We were not able to focus on Our process and pony hopping as We would like. We were able to pony hop each student but that was about it. We also had to sit close to the driver so We did not get as much interaction with the students as usual. We were able to remember to say: “I love You and thank You” a lot.

This current stage of taking complete responsibility for Our world and life and really getting it that what We see is only Our projection is very I-opening. It is also hard to type about because it is totally unfamiliar.

We are going to try watching another vid with Dr. Hew Len. The video was One-der-full. He showed a cleaning procedure doing simple breathing.

A day of play

01/20/14

Today:

A day of play

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:52:19 AM

Good morning. Once again We visited and played in many worlds with many new and old friends. These worlds were very similar to Our familiar waking world except that “they” ARE easy worlds. We theel it is important for Us to note that We ARE living in easy worlds in Our dream worlds. We woke theeling like We are on board ship. We have only thelt that way a few times in Our waking state. We are reminded to clean and allow inspiration to lead Us. We were pondering trying to do some writing but We truly do not feel inspired to do so right now. We love You and We thank You. We love OurSelf unconditionally and We thank You.

It seems that much of what We used to enjoy reading just is NOT ringing Our bells right now. We try to examine and judge it or OurSelf. We love You AND We love Us unconditionally. Thank You. Let it just be and allow inspiration. Open to love, set it All free with love and allow love.

It is coming up that All-most All (if not All) of Our thoughts and beliefs about money are limitations and judgments AND that We really do have a LOT of “I can't” beliefs. As We continue this process of ho'oponopono We ARE getting deeper and deeper into Our buried and hidden beliefs and programs. In the passed We would install new programs but those are still programs and probably NOT universal and timeless. Now, We clean: We are sorry for All of Our buried and hidden beliefs that ARE within Us. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. Let this cleanse ALL these beliefs and set “them” free with love across All time, dimensions, space and reality. Filling Us with love. Returning Us to easy worlds. Returning Us to Our true nature and to Our natural state. Turning Our thinking into loving. And so it is done. We thank Us and We love Us unconditionally.

We are sorry for All of Our limiting beliefs and judgments around money AND Our beliefs that “We can't”. Please forgive Us. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us. Let this cleanse these beliefs and judgments and set “them” free across All time, dimensions, space and reality. Filling Us with love. Replacing “them” with: “We/I can” and turning Our thinking into loving, returning Us to easy worlds and Our true nature (where We truly can). And so it is done. We thank Us AND We love Us unconditionally.

As We read Suzanne Lie's latest: THE STAIRWAY 1/19/2014 We resonate with it AS Our current process. Earlier We were feeling kinda like We were losing or straying from All the processing and expansion We had done up until now. That is NOT the case at All. We are expanding and We are reconnecting with parts/versions/ aspects of OurSelf that We have forgotten, abandoned, tried to destroy. The pieces are coming together and We are focused in another area of Us right now.

It seems that We got to playing and Our day disappeared All too soon. And We can't find Our way back to the wood. Silly old bear.