More processing and insighting

01/14/14

Today:

More processing and insighting

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:11:18 AM

Good morning. Once again We have no idea where We were or what We were doing but We did NOT want to stop and We did NOT want to leave. When We did get up We were very limitation 3D focused for some reason. We had to remember and remind OurSelf to pony hop. Of course the good news is that We recognized this and started cleaning (pony hooping) right away.

At the beginning of the night We were processing and pony hopping Our memory of living large. We recognize that contemplating living as love triggered that memory but somehow it turned sour. That memory/experience definitely has a lot of control over Us in Our familiar waking life. We think of living in Our power and ability as bad, VERY bad, because of that memory. When We first real-eyesed this We wondered if maybe We were not really living as love in that life. All-though that is possible it feels more like We were just experiencing it from a different perspective. Remember, We chose to experience OurSelf and everything from every possible angle and then some more. That includes experiencing good as bad.

There is a whole slew of things coming up about this. We love You. Please forgive Us. We thank You. Let this cleanse these memories and set “them” free with love across All time, dimensions, space and reality and fill Us with love and return Us to Our true nature of love. And so it is done. We thank Us. We love Us unconditionally. This is working. We are getting into Our mind and changing Our mindset. There is a lot to type up about this newest experience/memory and We theel that We can set it free AND type about it. If We were trying to destroy it, then the whole experience: All experience would actually be pointless.

We are very drifty now so We will see if We can type up any more about the experience/memory or not. Typing about Our insights AND setting the experience/memory free do NOT have to be diametrically opposed. This is a real learning experience. We are familiar with clinging to such memories but We are NOT familiar with setting “them” free.

There are a lot of memories and choices coming up for cleaning and setting “them” free.

As We peruse Our email, We find that others are going through the same or similar process around choosing love. This is simple but NOT easy because of All the sour memories and defenses We built up and set up. As Matt Kahn says: changing Our world One I love You at a time. We say I love You to each of these memories and defenses as “they” come up.

We have not mentioned the kids much lately because of being focused on Our process and pony hopping. We ARE having a great time with “them”. Even the over active gradeschooler is teaching Us and giving Us lots of opportunity to pony hop. We have several new preschoolers and the preschoolers really are the most fun for Us. One preschooler is strongly autistic and even he is cooperating more and more especially if We let him do it himSelf. We hope to be able to teach/show/help him to buckle himSelf into his starseat next. Whatever it is within Us that shows up as difficult behavior in the kids is getting cleaned and set free with love.

We read some more about pony hopping and even though We had read this before it kinda cemented the Self I-dentity in for Us. A lot of programs work on a thought or belief but do not replace it with something else or what “they” do replace it with is only “better” from a limitation perspective. Self I-dentity is the void (as We understand it now) but it is also love. So, as We have been focused on love for some time, We theel this is bringing Us closer to Self I-dentity. Even though We are getting closer to the void We are not leaving Our mind empty and searching for something to occupy it. We are cleaning and setting free with love and filling with love and returning to the void which is Our true nature. The void is nothing AND it is everything. A concept that is unfathomable to a limitation 3D mindset.

There was a slight incident around leaving a student stop early and We told Our supervisor that she needed to talk to Our driver. (We have no control or say over what he does unless We tattle on him.) He got angry and blah, blah. We are sorry for whatever it is within Us that is showing up as this behavior, please forgive Us. We love You and We thank You. Let this cleanse this and set it free with love, across All time, dimensions, space and realities, filling Us with love and returning Us to Self I-dentity. And so it is done. We thank Us. We love Us unconditionally.

We are working on some hypnotic suggestions for OurSelf like: “It is Onederfull and exciting to have lots of money.” “It is Onederfull and exciting to live as love, to live in and use Our natural power and abilities.” We hope to incorporate these into some recorded trance inductions and sessions.

What We are doing IS working and We want to keep going.

More

01/13/14

Today:

More

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:01:37 AM

Good morning. We woke pony hopping from a dream about some old friends. It was fairly true to life so to speak even though it was also different from anything We did with those friends. It was a pleasant memory from a not so pleasant part of Our passed. Interesting, it seems that Our current process and focus may be having an affect on Our passed or maybe it has begun adding new memories?

We love You. Please forgive Us and thank You.

There was a lot of processing and pony hopping going on All night. We woke several times and were deep in process every time. We like that. We were still pretty sleepy feeling when We woke this morning and drifted in and out of wakefulness a while before getting up. Now, We are drifting in and out of Our waking world. We can feel change within Us.

Several blocks and counter intentions came up during the night and We did Our long version of pony hopping over and over: We are sorry. Please forgive OurSelf. We love OurSelf unconditionally and We thank OurSelf. Let this cleanse this and set it free with love, across All time, dimensions, space and reality; filling Us with love and returning Us to Our true nature of love. And so it is done. We thank Us. We love Us unconditionally.

The reminder to trust OurSelf and Our process comes up as We ponder where We are and what We are doing. We did not sleep real well because We kept the cabin a little warmer than usual because We did not want it to get too cold with the outside temperatures dropping. We are kinda remembering several things from last night but in this state “they” are vague and fleeting.

When We were typing up “Night School”s in the passed We often found that the typing brought up memories that seemed forgotten. We are hoping to do some of that this morning. We did have several counter intentions, blocks and limiting beliefs come to mind during the night. We did Our long version of pony hopping those. We also did a little hypnosis on “them” which was pretty easy because We went into trance before We went to dream. We are happy to be getting back into hypnosis more. It feels good and timely.

Several cases/examples of what We project onto the world and call “the real world” came up for pony hopping during the night. We are seeing more and more clearly how We think of these projections as “the real world” and the only thing that exists. We think it is absolute and unchangeable. It just ain't true. We are also getting more ideas or expansion of vague ideas.

As We listened to another trance induction We real-eyesed/remembered that often (maybe All-ways) when We take a nap and/or go to dream on the bus We are actually going into a trance. We go deep pretty quick and easy. We have know that We go deep into trance quickly and easily for quite a while which is why when We feel drifty at home We like to go to bed.

It seems that several when We did these new trance inductions We remember and expand the vision of Our cabin being a growing rather than only a building and the meadow that lies directly in front of the open front wall and stretches into everything.

We had a substitute driver this morning so We had to stay fully focused in 3D to give directions. We were able to pony hop through most of the morning but when Our active/energetic gradeschooler decided to act up and be defiant it did throw Us for a bit of a loop. During Our breaks We were either busy or in trance state. During the afternoon We had a memory recall that kinda blew Us away. All this time We have been saying/typing that We have never before lived AS LOVE in the physical. Now, We remember doing just that. Whether this is a passed life, concurrent life or future life We have no clue but since All time is now that is really a mute point. We hope to type up this memory/experience and some other insights that are related. We are going to start that now. We got started but it is taking Us even further into trance and Shadow is insisting on dinner.

Finding counter intentions

01/12/14

Today:

Finding counter intentions

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:13:07 AM

Good morning. Lots of processing and pony hopping and other mantras. We only remember One dream world and in that We were just NOT nice. A reminder that We ARE responsible. We live many lives and explore many versions of OurSelf. We ARE sorry. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally. We thank Us. We also recognize that We love, really love and cling to Our limitation and separation beliefs, worlds, lives, memories and programs. That is why (or part of why) anything that even hints at destroying, abandoning or casting away anything about or from those limitation and separation worlds, etc. just does NOT work for Us. We have no real idea if it actually works for anyOne else or not. We clean Our side of the street. Let this cleanse All that and set it free with love across All time, dimensions, space and realities and fill Us with love and return Us to pure love. And so it is done. We thank You. We love You. We love OurSelf unconditionally. Converting Our thinking to loving.

We get it that We are projecting Our thoughts, beliefs, memories and programs onto Our world. We see it in Shadow and We are truly sorry. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us unconditionally and We thank Us.

One of the things that came up last night and which We want to focus on today and going forward is Our counter intention about forming whatever We want out of/from the energy that is All around Us and running through Us. We theel this is a big part of Our mission and plan. We are sorry for whatever it is within Us that is blocking this ability. We do not theel that We are unique in this ability and that Our waking it will awaken it in others. Of course We want to do it in and with and as love. Remembering that We are love and learning to live AS love is Our priority. The rest comes as a result of this.

We are sorry for All of Our old, erroneous and unloving thoughts, beliefs, fear, doubts, memories and programing that We project onto the world and think of AS Our world. Please forgive OurSelf. Let this cleanse and set “them” free with love across All time, dimensions, space and realities and fill Us with love, return Us to pure love. And so it is done. Thank You. We love You. We love OurSelf unconditionally.

Lots of processing and pony hopping going on this morning.

Aging, infirmity, lack and scarcity are NOT real. “They” are Our projection onto and over the real world which is love. We are love but We forgot. ALL the things and attributes about Our world that We think are bad are only Our imagination/memories/programs projected onto the world. We have been doing this for eons and so We believe it is real AND We believe in Our limits. Limits are only imaginary. Limits make Our world appear far different than it really is. A select few see and know the world as it really is and We blame “them” and make “them” villains because We think We are “their” slaves. The truth is the We are Our own slaves. Very few are willing to even consider that possibility.

We are sorry for whatever is within Us that is causing Us to believe that We are slaves and victims of those who live without Our Self imposed limitations. Please forgive OurSelf. Let this cleanse and set this free with love across All time, dimensions, space and realities and fill Us with love and return Us to love. And so it is done. Thank You. We love You. We love OurSelf unconditionally.

For some time now We have thelt that those We think of as “in control” of this world, as those who victimize Us and the rest of the world are actually assended masters doing a service of true love to try and help/assist/force Us to wake up and take back Our power. Now, We see that “they” are living in the real world and reaping the benefits of that while We judge “them” and even hate “them” because “they” are NOT living under and within Our projected limitations and separation. How dare “they” live as love while We pretend to be something other than love. What a snare We set for OurSelves and stepped into.

We are sorry for believing that those who ARE living in the real, loving world are bad guys. Please forgive OurSelf. We love Us and We love “them” unconditionally. We thank Us AND “them”. Let this cleanse this belief and set it free with love across All time, dimensions, space and realities filling Us with love and returning Us to pure, unconditional love. And so it is done. Thank OurSelf. We love OurSelf unconditionally.

We are getting more and more insights, inspirations and clarity and We ARE grateful.

This thing about how We see/view/perceive the rich, world leaders, businesses and business people, the churches, corporations etc. goes way deep. As much as We have focused on converting Our beliefs to something better We still judge “them” and feel a victim and that “they” are being unfair. The truth is that “they” are living the way We want to and are practicing what We want to practice AND We judge “them” as “bad” and project that onto “them”. “They” know and practice what We have forgotten but because We project Our counter intentions and limitations and separation onto “them” “they” appear and even act like monsters in Our projected world/hologram.

There is a lot to this.

We are listening to some more vids and getting some more information on hypnosis. It is interesting that a few days ago We were thinking that We would like to learn more about hypnosis and get back into that more and then today We found more information on line for free and/or low cost. Hard to say where this will go. Just following My inspirations for now.

We did look into Wordpress for Our blog and adding a PayPal account and button but We do not have the focus for that right now. We bookmarked the PayPal information. We All-ready have a Wordpress blog that We have only barely used. We could re-work that to host Our program or get a free website that We have bookmarked too. Hard to say. The program is just gathering ideas right now. We have had some ideas about how to begin/an introduction of sorts but We forgot 'cause that was in dream and did not wake with Us. We are confident if it is inspired and We do what is in front of Us it will manifest just perfect.

Reminders

01/11/14

Today:

Reminders

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:00:17 AM

Good morning. We woke from a world that is much like this One but with less restrictions and more freedom. We also remember a lot of processing and pony hopping during the night. We woke and started pony hopping right away.

Something that came up several times yesterday and last night is All the outside influences We experience and receive. Other people's thoughts and beliefs, radio waves, microwave signals, the memories stored in the area, buildings, dirt, plants of what has gone on there since the beginning of time. These are reasons why One cleaning is not enough. One cleaning is effective but We continue to be exposed to thought viruses and programs so We need to continue to clean. Pony hopping is an effective and easy method to do this. We especially like the combination of Christie's clearing statement and pony hopping phrases that We have come up with (and We have several variations on it too): Bless All Our erroneous and unloving thoughts, beliefs, fears, doubts, memories and beliefs; let this cleanse “them” and set “them” free with love, across All time, dimensions, space and realities and return Me to love. So it is done. Thank You. I love You and I love Me unconditionally.

Of course All of these influences and exposure to thought viruses and programs is ALSO Our responsibility. Not Our fault but Our responsibility. There need not be any blame here of OurSelves or Our others. Blame is the cornerstone of staying sick and stuck. We played the blame game very well and We can return to it any time We want. However, We are no longer enslaved. We are free to say: We are sorry. Please forgive OurSelves. We love Us unconditionally AND We thank Us. We are free to be free.

We are reminded of Matt Kahn's saying: “Changing Our world, One I love You at a time.”

Lots of ideas, insights and reminders coming up. We are typing up and saving everything that We can. Joe Vitale strongly encourages “inspired action”. We ARE taking action on every inspiration that We recognize. However: ego action also comes to mind. We pony hop that too. Ego has its place and function but it is NOT inspiration. We bless and love Our ego. This is important to Us because We have tried to destroy and/or abandon and/or cast it out (along with so many other parts of OurSelf). That was another trap. Now, it is VERY important to reassure every single part of Us within and without that We are loving and integrating All of Us NOT destroying, abandoning and/or casting out anything or anyOne. And sometimes Our limitation 3D aspect(s) need to be reminded too.

We got Our fallen tree the rest of the way down and it was much easier than We anticipated. We KNOW that the inner process We are doing is a part of it being easier. Actually, it is THE cause of the project being easier. We ARE setting Our counter intentions and limiting beliefs and thinking free with love. This is very important to Us.

Since We got done earlier than expected We decided to go to town for Our usual visit with Our friends. We had a nice visit and great pastrami samiches for dinned. We kept pony hopping All day.

We keep getting insights and reminders and reflections into Our old limiting beliefs.

Our day disappeared

01/10/14

Today:

Our day disappeared

Wizard's Log Star-date: 03:11:40 AM

Good morning. Many worlds and realities and friends and games to play. We woke from a world where Shadow is much more spry and energetic than in Our waking world but still stumbly at times. We also met another new friend who is very playful. We are quite aware that We are phasing in and out of this world (whatever world this is). We real-eyes that it is a choice exactly which world We wake to. We have rarely felt this choice this strong. We may have been aware of the choice philosophically but not not this strong and real.

We open to love, We set free with love. We allow love across All time, dimension, space and reality. Return Us to pure love and so it is done. Thank You. We love You.

Something is going on with Our eyes that last few days and We are not sure what it is. We DO theel it is part of Our transformation and evolution. We are again aware of choice. We are reminded that it is clinging to Our memories and plans and intentions and resolutions that keeps Us locked (or appearing to be) in this limitation world. We set it free with love. We love You.

We are definitely feeling change within Us. Today's quote from Abraham-Hicks is particularly appropriate: “Someone has said, "the Universe has imagined it even better than you have." And we like to add to that: The Universe got all of its information about what you like from you, and it has remembered every piece of it and has put it together in perfect formation. And so, the things that are on their way to you are so much better than you even know that you want. And as you allow them, the essence all of these things that the Universe knows that you are wanting make their way to you and appear in perfect timing for you.”

We decided to download some more ho'oponopono information AND while doing this remembered that We also wanted to reorganize some of Our files (which We did). And now Our morning is pretty much gone by, bye. And it seems the day did the same.

Also, We are experiencing what We can only call phenomena. This is happening more and more often but to try and describe these incidents is beyond Us at this time.