Shadow work seems to be up for many of Us.
http://www.google.com/search?q=shadow+work&sitesearch=reconnections.net
It certainly is for Me. It is becoming increasingly clear to Me, that if I want a better world, I must recognize that All the things and people I see as wrong, unpleasant and even "bad" are Me. We are much more than We ever thought We are.
http://www.google.com/search?q=You+are+much+more&sitesearch=reconnections.net
On One hand that sounds nice and fluffy, but how about the ugly side?
There are at least three problems here: One is that I Am judging, the other is that I Am rejecting, and therefore denying who I Am.
It sounds nice to hear: "We are the Ones We have been waiting for." It's a little scary but nice. How about: "We are the Ones We have been running from"????? But if I don't own that, I deny My divinity, My power to change.
I want the monsters to change, but how can "they" change if I cast "them" out and call "them" less than "they" are and call MySelf less than I Am? De-nile is a nice place to live until it's not.
So, where do I start? I started by looking at those I feel are evil doers, those who reap huge profits while others go hungry. I said: "You are Me. I Am You."
After so many years of rejection, it is no surprise that "they" didn't come rushing in and thank Me for accepting "them". Not right away. But, compared to when I first started facing some of My rejects (a few years ago) it is going rather quickly. I have invited these rejects, to sit around a council fire and discuss who "they" are. To tell Me about these parts of "themSelves"/MySelf that I don't know or understand.
We have started a dialog and so far I Am mostly listening. I don't have much to say, because this is All new ground for Me.
I feel this is a crucial step in seeing, in projecting the change I wish to experience in My life.
This IS what We ARE doing
THIS IS WHAT WE ARE DOING (Picture found on Facebook, artist unknown)
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Dreams #57 (cont.)
Written 1/27/09
The message was about Oneness. I had chosen to travel back in time to see if I could introduce the message of Oneness in that era and see what effect it would have on the present.
I'll give some background on this:
Nearly 20 years ago I regressed MySelf (accidentally while writing a story) to what I thought at the time was the beginning. It was when We decided to play separation/limitation. In that regression I did not want to play but was forced to because the rest of Me separated.
A few years later I real-eyesed that was not the actual beginning, just the beginning of separation. I also real-eyesed what a great job We did at totally believing in separation. I knew that I too had chosen to play separation, yet My only memory was of being forced to play. I spent years trying to erase that memory.
Then, a few years ago I started to try adding another memory rather than erasing the first memory. I actually decided to try adding several. One was a world/reality where We separated but remembered from the beginning that We are connected. In that world We would still inhabit individual bodies, but We would know that what We did to an-other We did to OurSelf. In other memories We would wake at different stages of Our history/herstory and transition from totally believing in being separate to believing that We are One.
The message was about Oneness. I had chosen to travel back in time to see if I could introduce the message of Oneness in that era and see what effect it would have on the present.
I'll give some background on this:
Nearly 20 years ago I regressed MySelf (accidentally while writing a story) to what I thought at the time was the beginning. It was when We decided to play separation/limitation. In that regression I did not want to play but was forced to because the rest of Me separated.
A few years later I real-eyesed that was not the actual beginning, just the beginning of separation. I also real-eyesed what a great job We did at totally believing in separation. I knew that I too had chosen to play separation, yet My only memory was of being forced to play. I spent years trying to erase that memory.
Then, a few years ago I started to try adding another memory rather than erasing the first memory. I actually decided to try adding several. One was a world/reality where We separated but remembered from the beginning that We are connected. In that world We would still inhabit individual bodies, but We would know that what We did to an-other We did to OurSelf. In other memories We would wake at different stages of Our history/herstory and transition from totally believing in being separate to believing that We are One.
Dreams #57
Written 1/26/09
Last night I had My first dream about time travel.
I was in a war zone, it was some type of conquest or invasion. Sadly I was definitely One of the people killing people.
This was during the time when We believed Europe,Asia & Africa were the only continents and We were using single shot muskets/rifles as weapons. I was firing and someOne was reloading for Me. I Am fairly certain I was part of the invading force. I felt the horror of killing people, but on the battlefield I really didn't know what else to do but keep firing because even worse than the horror of killing others was the fear of being killed.
Then I changed into some type of emissary and at this point I knew I was from the future. It felt like I was from a future even beyond Our current time. I approached the tent of some commander and was allowed to pass by the guards, but it was night and when the commander came out of his tent he was aiming a musket at Me. I held up My hands and was saying: "Don't shoot it's Me."
We knew each other and I was carrying some message for him, something I knew that no One else knew.
Later, I remembered the message was about Oneness and reconnection. I had decided to go back and see if I could insert thoughts/beliefs in Oneness at that time and see what difference it might make.
Last night I had My first dream about time travel.
I was in a war zone, it was some type of conquest or invasion. Sadly I was definitely One of the people killing people.
This was during the time when We believed Europe,Asia & Africa were the only continents and We were using single shot muskets/rifles as weapons. I was firing and someOne was reloading for Me. I Am fairly certain I was part of the invading force. I felt the horror of killing people, but on the battlefield I really didn't know what else to do but keep firing because even worse than the horror of killing others was the fear of being killed.
Then I changed into some type of emissary and at this point I knew I was from the future. It felt like I was from a future even beyond Our current time. I approached the tent of some commander and was allowed to pass by the guards, but it was night and when the commander came out of his tent he was aiming a musket at Me. I held up My hands and was saying: "Don't shoot it's Me."
We knew each other and I was carrying some message for him, something I knew that no One else knew.
Later, I remembered the message was about Oneness and reconnection. I had decided to go back and see if I could insert thoughts/beliefs in Oneness at that time and see what difference it might make.
Dreams #56
Written 1/26/09
I met with M several times in a waking dream/trance state last night. As I was first drifting off to sleep I asked how We could help. Soon I was sitting by his side, like You might sit beside a person in the hospital. He asked if I would assist him with the process/experimenting he is doing. This is very reminiscent of the first time We met like this. Again I had to give a qualified response. I told him that I was not willing to go to the extremes he is going. I don't feel that I can and I know I Am not willing. I told him I don't have someOne to care for Me like he does and I have My physical responsibilities to take care of. I also told him this is getting very hard for his mother and We need to find a way to lessen her load. It would be nice if he didn't go quite so far each time so that his mother doesn't need to be quite so concerned.
At some point I went into deep sleep and had many dreams. I even did some time travel for the first time that I Am aware of in dream time. I visited the past, around the time after the discovery of the Americas. In the dream I knew I was from the future and I was meeting with certain leaders. I have no idea if this was related to M or not. I woke several times during the night from different dreams and each time as I was drifting I met with M in waking dream.
Throughout the night We discussed helping him. It seems like a group effort is Once again needed to drain off some of the energy he is processing. No One of Us should attempt to take on his energy alone, We know what happened when We tried that at first.
It felt as I shared with M that it would be best if the dream team imagined OurSelves in a circle around M draining off some of the energy so he doesn't experience the extreme trauma he has been going through. His process is very important, We do not want to stop it or alter it, We just want to drain off the excess and help him to know when to slow down. This is the part he can't really handle himSelf. He gets in so deep, he doesn't know when or how to get out for a break. Initially this could be arranged at a certain time/day or it can be done at each One's convenience since time has no meaning at this level. I'm fairly sure this will need to be an ongoing process as M is gonna keep doing what he does.
He doesn't yet seem to know how to ask for help. He has been very resistant to accepting help. Perhaps he has felt that I will try to fix him or stop him. Fortunately his mom is able to say that she is at her limit and reach out.
Another thought I had just before I got up to write is interesting. In doing this each of Us will also be acting like a secretary to the uni-verse reporting Our experience/ view of this process. We will each experience a small part of the transmuting he is experimenting with. There is much being said about the changes the physical body must go through in order for Us to take it with Us in ascension. This feels to be what M is working on, finding what works and what doesn't.
I also felt that We will set an energy exchange that will begin to spin in a sphere shape between the many angles We form in this circle. Quite exciting really, but it has to be a group effort.
I met with M several times in a waking dream/trance state last night. As I was first drifting off to sleep I asked how We could help. Soon I was sitting by his side, like You might sit beside a person in the hospital. He asked if I would assist him with the process/experimenting he is doing. This is very reminiscent of the first time We met like this. Again I had to give a qualified response. I told him that I was not willing to go to the extremes he is going. I don't feel that I can and I know I Am not willing. I told him I don't have someOne to care for Me like he does and I have My physical responsibilities to take care of. I also told him this is getting very hard for his mother and We need to find a way to lessen her load. It would be nice if he didn't go quite so far each time so that his mother doesn't need to be quite so concerned.
At some point I went into deep sleep and had many dreams. I even did some time travel for the first time that I Am aware of in dream time. I visited the past, around the time after the discovery of the Americas. In the dream I knew I was from the future and I was meeting with certain leaders. I have no idea if this was related to M or not. I woke several times during the night from different dreams and each time as I was drifting I met with M in waking dream.
Throughout the night We discussed helping him. It seems like a group effort is Once again needed to drain off some of the energy he is processing. No One of Us should attempt to take on his energy alone, We know what happened when We tried that at first.
It felt as I shared with M that it would be best if the dream team imagined OurSelves in a circle around M draining off some of the energy so he doesn't experience the extreme trauma he has been going through. His process is very important, We do not want to stop it or alter it, We just want to drain off the excess and help him to know when to slow down. This is the part he can't really handle himSelf. He gets in so deep, he doesn't know when or how to get out for a break. Initially this could be arranged at a certain time/day or it can be done at each One's convenience since time has no meaning at this level. I'm fairly sure this will need to be an ongoing process as M is gonna keep doing what he does.
He doesn't yet seem to know how to ask for help. He has been very resistant to accepting help. Perhaps he has felt that I will try to fix him or stop him. Fortunately his mom is able to say that she is at her limit and reach out.
Another thought I had just before I got up to write is interesting. In doing this each of Us will also be acting like a secretary to the uni-verse reporting Our experience/ view of this process. We will each experience a small part of the transmuting he is experimenting with. There is much being said about the changes the physical body must go through in order for Us to take it with Us in ascension. This feels to be what M is working on, finding what works and what doesn't.
I also felt that We will set an energy exchange that will begin to spin in a sphere shape between the many angles We form in this circle. Quite exciting really, but it has to be a group effort.
Dreams #55
Written 1/25/09
I had a dream about a guy who was in a program for recovery from being a demon and I was his sponsor. That's All I remember, oh I think We had just started working together and he wanted to rush things.
I had a dream about a guy who was in a program for recovery from being a demon and I was his sponsor. That's All I remember, oh I think We had just started working together and he wanted to rush things.
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