Today "Attention" 5/30/12

05/30/12

Attention

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:57:15 AM

Good morning. Another busy night, got a lot accomplished. We are making much progress. I thought I might type up a night school but it just isn't happening. Part of it is that sooooo much is choice and has not been chosen yet. We are being given many opportunities right now. These intense energies are supporting whatever We choose.

One opportunity is to change Our thinking and along with that Our beliefs. I see this as very important, and simple but not easy. If it is not easy for those of Us who are aware of (at least some of) what is going on, how much harder for those caught unaware.

For eons the old paradigm and negativity and separation have had lots of support. Now, that support has been removed but it is up to each of Us whether to change or continue in the old familiar habits. Each of Us is choosing as the new thoughts and love, unity, equality, freedom based thinking comes to mind. Do We notice these new thoughts and “pay attention” or do We revert to the old familiar?

Today "Another day to be love" 5/29/12

05/29/12

Another day to be love

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:19:42 AM

Good morning. Another day of going within and sending love.

I read something, somewhere that describes what I Am going through, what I Am in. There were several good points in the article. It was talking about the flow, basically going with the flow. One point was that We tend to think that everything in Our lives is either ebbing or flowing. Actually, where One thing/area/focus/drive flows another ebbs. (This makes sense but We do tend to think in All or nothing terms.) When the flow supports Our endeavors “they” flow smoothly, imagine that. When We are trying to swim upstream, go against the flow or the flow simply isn't supporting Our efforts it is like walking in wet concrete. This can be a shock and frustrating when the flow was supporting those efforts yesterday, or even a minute (my-nute) ago. When We find OurSelves in this We simply need to find where the flow is flowing (what it is supporting).

This goes against much of current human nature or drive.

I did a few little things around home today, and it was very obvious this was not where the flow was going. I could endeavor to do simple tasks and keep My focus on sending love and things went smooth. However, even these simple tasks drained My energy very quickly. Also, it was easy to trip over My thumbs.

I know that what is important right now is to be love, send love and stay focused there.

Today "Another day within" 5/28/12

05/28/12

Another day within

Wizard's Log Star-date: 09:14:10 AM

Good morning. Incredible dreams. A bit hard to really describe. It was about what the world looks like, what it is when We remove Our limitations and expand Our thinking, acceptance. It is so different that I really don't know how to put it into words. It is certainly more, that is an understatement.

I continue to spend My time going within and sending love. This feels incredibly important at this time. I don't know quite how to describe it, like a tug-a-war maybe.

Today "All is well" 5/27/12

05/27/12

All is well

Wizard's Log Star-date: 10:02:56 AM

Good morning. I seem to be spending My days mostly going back to dream. The energies remain high. My dreams are intense but even what I do remember is hard to explain and borders on the unbelievable, for now. Soon it will be believable.

For now I need to be silent and go within.

And that is what My day has been.

Today "And the energy continues to amp" 5/26/12

05/26/12

And the energy continues to amp

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:36:56 AM

Good morning. I woke thinking about sending love. This is becoming more and more common unless there is something in particular from My dream that I wake with.

I went back to dream, and back to dream. When I was up doing things I wasn't really present.

There is something big going on and it is going on within.

Today "A dream day" 5/25/12

05/25/12

A dream day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:27:51 AM

Good morning. I got stuff about inner earth for the first time that I remember. Of course, since it is the first, I can't really remember it or how to translate it. But I do feel it is significant that I definitely remember experiencing dreaming about inner earth.

I slept in and the only reason I even got up was that I could not go back to sleep. I plan to return to dream soon. It seems to be a good day to dream.

Yes, a good day to dream and dream and dream.

I'm getting a lot of information but it's hard to translate. I know that as it becomes familiar this will change.

Morning Review: "A variety" 5/25/12

05/25/12

A variety

Morning Review (as I was waking)

I was not going to type up anything from My dreams, but I started remembering more and more.

As I was waking and going back to sleep I knew I was experiencing inner earth for the first time. At least the first time to bring it into 3D memory. It was definitely an introduction to inner earth, a getting familiar with something very unfamiliar. I don't have any clear memories, it is still too new. I Am certain, based on passed experiences that I will remember more as I become more familiar with inner earth. It is exciting but I also just feel content.

I remembered after being awake a while about My encounter around sending love and being love. There was a large and growing group involved in sending love and becoming aware of being love. Just like in My waking life this is becoming more and more the focus of many. We have been distracted by material needs and desires for a long time but more and more of Us ARE getting it that it really is All about love.

The relief effort has been so successful that We are now able to focus much more (and with All-most everyOne in every area of the world) on love. We are able to focus on individuals and really pay attention. Though We continue to make sure that physical needs are met, We can pay attention and let each person know that “THEY” matter. This is very important and is having a lot of results.

The theme of unity is now being introduced or expanded. Sending love and unity, unification. There is much healing (inner healing) going on. There are many carrying the infections for the world in an intense manner. Much love and healing is still needed.

I met with the entity who has been trying to convince Me to stop sending love. I finally recognized it as Me. It doesn't have much enthusiasm for it's mission but it remains mostly set in it's way. Fearing love and unity. Fearing progress.

I continued sending love and this was painful for the entity. I theel if it/I would stop resisting the pain would end.

I did a lot of pony hopping. There is sooooo much needs to be mended. And, there is still sooooo much resis-dance. We harbor much fear of the unknown. “Much fear I sense in him.”

Today "An energy day" 5/24/12

05/24/12

An energy day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:19:11 AM

Good morning. The energies continue to be intense. I felt/hope that “they” may have peaked last night. Incredible dreams. It certainly felt like the energy input subsided for a while.

And then it started in again and it was like someOne knocked Me off My feet. I went back to dream and I think when I got up I went back again. I really don't know how many times I went back to dreaming. That is how intense this wave was.

I thelt that it was a continuation of the eclipse energies along with something new. A bit like: “We are going to increase Your dose AND add something new starting at high strength. So, just relax.”

What else can I do? I could choose something else but I want this. So, I just relax. And relax, and relax. Deeper and deeper relax.

I have many friends around Me (in spirit form) calling Me deeper and deeper. I Am love, sending love.

Early to dream.

Night School "The hologram resolving" 5/24/12

05/24/12

The hologram resolving

(From night school last night)

Well I hope I can remember most of it. While this was an actual experience for Me (an alternate, concurrent reality) I also felt like this One is a foretelling of the immediate future. For Me this ties up some lose ends and I think it might explain some discrepancies We have seen in some messages We have been receiving.

I experienced the matrix/hologram breaking down (or looping). It was like a flaw in a DVD or game disk, and/or like the black cat scene in the movie “The Matrix”. I'm sure We have All seen this affect in One way or the other. But, to see Your world do this, well........................ it is a bit discomfiting. The thing I was re-assured of and kept holding onto is that it is a hologram, a picture, it is not the only thing, the only world, the only reality, the only dimension in which I live/experience. Our belief makes it real, but it isn't the ONLY thing that is real. If I die in this dream, I wake in another. Even tho I know that this (affect in the hologram) is NOT a catastrophe or disaster and it certainly will not kill Me, still it is comforting to know that: “if I die I will wake in another world”.

At first the (shall We call “them” ripples?) ripples were small and All-most insignificant. Then “they” began to spread and become more intense. Watching My world ripple and change was very odd indeed (can We say trippy???). My first thought was that My world (the hologram) was dissolving. I was told that it is re-solving. Fortunately as soon as any of it began, I knew it was My hologram not My only world/life/reality. Still, it was much like standing in a mudslide or avalanche. The nice thing was that I was the I/eye of the storm.

Of course, there were/are people who don't get it that it is a hologram that is rippling. This is where We come in. We will be able to tell and reassure others that this is not anything to fear. It is like watching a movie that was totally engrossing and hitting a flaw in the disc. It really is nothing more than this. UNLESS We choose to make it more. I don't even want to begin to examine or entertain the possibilities IF We put Our belief in what We see happening with these ripples. I know that there are and will be worlds where people believe what “they” are seeing. I want to be aware of these worlds but I sure don't want to fall into any the way I have fallen into limitation/separation. Enough is enough.

A big part of the instruction was about saying/thinking: “It's not real”. Obviously We are free to practice: “It's not real” if that is Our choice. What that does is like pressing “reset”. We don't advance to the next level or even the next move. We go back to square One. “It's not real” is a great practice, exercise in limitation/separation. It certainly IS real, We made/make it real. If We deny it, that does NOT make it any less real. It is NOT dangerous, but it is VERY, VERY real.

So, We will probably go through this ripple effect. We will probably experience it in Our every day (not so mundane anymore, huh?) lives and We are being prepared, each in Our own way. I Am glad to get this preview in dream/night school.

At One point, after the ripples had gotten extreme and very intense, I started to fall (and others were falling too). I was reassured it is okay. I said: “I'm not falling?” “Oh, You are definitely falling AND it is okay.” Remember the “kick” in the movie “Inception”? This is the “KICK” and now You know exactly why it is called the “kick”. Because it is a “KICK”. In case You don't remember that is how We wake.

So, Once again We can help those who are not aware, but We really can't tell “them”: “You aren't falling”. Because We will be falling. The thing is that We will also be completely safe. Instead of falling to Our death or some such We are falling into Our new and expanded lives. We are learning to fly. This is One time where “new and improved” really is NEW AND IMPROVED not just an advertising gimmick. We are safe and it is (and will be) very important to hold on to this and to share it with others. For those who go into fear, “they” will really be falling into something unpleasant. All the horrors “they” imagine will become real. We are living in a world/dimension of All-most instant manifestation. It is time to stop painting monsters in Our minds if We don't want “them” in Our world.

Meanwhile back at the ranch: I was in a very luxurious apartment which began to fill with leaves, wet leaves and the windows were not open. The hologram was open. Now, this is a great experience/example in perspective and “beauty is in the eye/I of the beholder”. It was not a big deal to Me, it was not My apartment. Even if it had been My apartment (as I Am today) I don't think it would bother Me. Ten years ago would have been another story. And, the owner of this apartment was Me ten years ago. Absolutely freaked out and that is just about the only way to describe it. Something about a $10,000 couch. Well, You shoulda spent money on feeding the hungry. Sorry, don't mean to be mean but................................

This was how I woke, nature was taking back buildings. Vines and trees were growing in and around the buildings and ripping “them” apart. It was what would happen naturally if nature was left unhindered for a few hundred years but it was happening in minutes. To Me this was/is refreshing and exciting (but then I All-ready live in a forest). To many this will seem like the apocalypse. This will be a disaster of epic proportions.

“Whatever will We do?”

“Leave the building would be a good start”.

It is All perfectly natural (if a wee bit fast) and nature is really beautiful. However, beauty is in the I of the beholder.

Many will need comforting and care. We will be there.

Today "A waking by going back to dream" 5/23/12

05/23/12

A waking by going back to dream

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:54:58 AM

Good morning. Busy night and it is rainy this morning. Thing is, I don't feel dreary like I sometimes do on rainy days.

The energy is still high, I may need to go back to dream. Instead I decided to collect some more sticks for My privacy wall. Wipe out (physical energy wise). My driveway is very steep, especially when pushing a wheel barrel full of sticks. I could have taken the pickup and now I know I will for the larger pieces. I had thought I might drag the big pieces up by hand, silly Me.

As I was heading out the door to collect sticks I remembered another aspect of My dreams. I had been focused on night school which was the second half of the night. The first half I spent dreaming about ways to frame in some portals around here. Good ideas, some will be fairly simple and others will require a good deal of work and time. Allowing MySelf the time is a real luxury that I Am greatly grateful for.

The weather is varying between rain, sunshine and cloudy.

I did eventually return to dream. I needed it. I got some things done on My projects and let most everything go. It is not important that I finish, it is important that I enjoy My moments. I Am seeing more and more the futility of how We have lived and believed for these many years.

It continues to amaze Me how We fell for the lies and betrayals. I speak for MySelf every bit as much as anyOne else. When We really think about it, I theel We will see that it really did have to be by Our agreement. The deception and absolute stupidity of struggle, slavery, lack and scarcity is really only possible if We agree to be blind.

Early to dream.

Night School "Help is here" 5/23/12

05/23/12

Help is here

(From night school last night)

There is more support, help and assistance present than We have ever experienced before. The thing is, if We are looking for it in the wrong place, We can miss it, even think We are abandoned which is the furthest thing from the truth:

A Shaman went on a three day vision quest to access the ethers and talk to the spirits about the condition of the world. On the second day he returned to the waking world. Those who attended him were shocked, even frightened as this is very unusual.

“What happened? Why have You returned early?”

“They were NOT there. No One was home.”

“You mean We have been abandoned by the spirits?”

“NO. I mean “they” are not in the ethers or the spirit realms. “They” are on the earth plane working and playing with Us and through Us. Some have incarnated into physical bodies, others still work and play as spirits, but “they” are here and very busy assisting and teaching Us.”

An adept from another culture tried to plead (with those who process requests) for intervention. This is what the adept heard: “Your call can not be completed at this time. All lines are busy, please hang up and try again later.”

“What????????????????” “How can everyOne, All the angels and masters be busy??????????????????”

He went directly to the office of: The Department to Process Requests. There was a sign on the door: “We are on a mission. Please try again later.”

The adept was very frustrated, maybe even angry. “How can anything be more important than the condition of Our world?”

“Where do You think Our mission is?”

“I have no idea.”

“It is in and on Your world. We are too busy (playing with the children and trying to convince the A-dults that “they” are free) to hear any more requests right now.”

I was shown many ways that We can (and many All-ready are) participate. Sending love is very important. Sharing a smile and laughter is very powerful. Playing is instrumental. That is exactly what the powers that were do NOT want Us to do: “PLAY”. Have You ever noticed that the whole world seems to conspire to eat All Your time so there is no time for “PLAY AND RELAX”? That is the way We designed the game to keep Us busy and locked into the game. No time to escape, no time to play.

This was about a two hour class.

Today "A nother reality" 5/22/12

05/22/12

A nother reality

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:23:41 AM

Good morning. I was going to type up the dream I remember clearly as night school but as I process this morning I decided to do a morning review, because that is what I Am doing.

I'm staying mostly in expanded state. This physical actually looks and feels kind of odd, a bit like it did when I first came into this world. Not as odd as it did then, but a taste, a slight remembering what that was like.

It seems that the energies continue to be intense. I feel like another reality(s) are becoming more real to Me. I'm not really spending any less time in 3D (as I might have “expected”) but I AM certainly spending more time in multi-D.

It is like other realities are coalescing around Me, gradually gaining substance. Maybe not material substance but substance All the same.

I went to get water at the spring before going to town. Looks like I got there just in time as the forest service arrived about the same time and more continued to show up. There was a fire helicopter circling and units from the forest service and three local fire districts arrived. As I finished and was leaving it was obvious that the fire service was going to take over the parking area and pump water from the stream that flows alongside the area. This is only about ten miles from town and that is not far for a forest fire to travel with winds and very dry conditions.

Later, as I was returning home from town I saw the fire units heading back towards town.

The energy remains on high and I Am going early to dream.

Morning Review: "An attack that did not happen." 5/22/12

05/22/12

An attack that did not happen.

Morning Review (as I was waking)

The only part of My dreams that I remember clearly was from night school. It was about something I Am feeling strongly in My waking life: Many of Us are asking: “When???” “When will Our world change? When will people wake up? When will We have peace? When will We have equality? When will We stop struggling?”

As I typed that I was reminded that We see what We project. We must be the change that We wish to see in Our world. WE are the Ones We have been waiting for.

Certainly We need help. We've dug OurSelves into quite a hole and no mistake. We need to change to meet Our help half way. Sitting in Our do will not be enough. We must stand and be, stand and feel, stand and care, stand and love.

We see what isn't happening that seems/looks like “business as usual” but We do NOT see or notice what is not happening, that which is being prevented. We do not see what IS BEING done for Us and even by Us, We only see what has yet to be accomplished.

In My dream I was with a group of scientists and nuclear hit men. We were in an operation that was many layered. Some thought it was a protest against nuclear power of any type, some thought it was a military type strike, some thought it was terrorism. We each had nuclear devices (bombs) that were relatively small (in order for Us to be able to haul “them” around). Together, it would create quite a sizable blast. We were stationed over a ground fault in the Hawaiian Islands. We had enough explosive power to affect something but none of Us knew exactly how much effect We might have.

Each of Us was quite happy and determined in Our cause and didn't really concern OurSelves with anyOne else's cause. When I got it that We weren't All (what I might think of as) good guys, I started looking a bit deeper into what We were doing.

From (seemingly) somewhere outside MySelf I got the thought that things were definitely not what “they” appeared. I spotted a truck approaching and knew that it was NOT bringing lunch. The others thought it was a supply truck. Somehow, I convinced “them” that this was not the case and that the truck was carrying even more nuclear firepower and it was meant to destroy Us and Our toys AND set off an even bigger seismic event/disaster than any of Us could imagine. The point was that with All of Us involved and killed it would be impossible to place blame or credit for this catastrophe.

I convinced everyOne to disarm “their” devices.

I talked to the truck driver. He was a terminal cancer patient and had been offered a huge sum of money for his family if he would be a suicide bomber.

I convinced him this was not the way to go and his family would probably never actually get the money. I knew someOne who had and could give him a cure for cancer. (Where did that come from? But I knew it was true) He did not know how to disarm the device in the back of the truck but some of My companions did.

In My mind I asked: “Air lift?” I heard (again in My mind) “Yes, this would be a good time for an airlift”.

We were All airlifted out of the area and apparently lived happily ever after. The nuclear devices were All dismantled by another team.

(The end or the beginning)

This is just One small (all-though major) example of what is being done on Our behalf and for Gaia as well. It may be symbolic and metaphor or it may have actually happened. You must decide which it is for You. Or, You can ignore it All together.

What? You never heard about it or read about it in the newspapers? I will admit: The headlines never read: “Nuclear disaster averted”. I've never read a newspaper article about an earthquake that didn't happen or was diverted to an uninhabited area. I've never heard of a volcano that failed to erupt, maybe spit a little smoke, passed a little gas but not the BIG One it was supposed to blow. I don't remember reading about an airliner that didn't crash. Never seen a headline: “Flight 101 arrives safely”. I've not heard it mentioned that little green men are mowing the Whitehouse lawn or trimming the roses at the Kremlin.

I have read that those who are helping Us are a bit sensitive when We whine and snivel because We never get Our way. We don't see the rosebud before it pierces the skin of the stalk and We say: “You are a very bad rosebush. You will never bloom and I will never see beauty again.” Or do We smile with anticipation as We walk the path through Our garden of life. Do We remove the weeds of fear and doubt and anger? Do We bless the weeds and send “them” on “their” way, perhaps to the compost heap or to another world where weeds are honored and nurtured as We Once honored and nurtured and fed on Our fears?

Today "After the dance." 5/21/12

05/21/12

After the dance.

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:25:36 AM

Good morning. I only remember My dreams from the end of the night. This is a continuation of My dream reality from the night before. There were different participants but the same type of home. I did ask for friends or objects from One reality to join Me in another reality and sure enough two friends from My default reality showed up to share My home in an expanded reality. Not quite what I had in mind but maybe it is My way of beginning to remember dream walking. Now, I would also like for friends and/or objects from My expanded realities to join Me in My default reality. I think this would help Me to expand it. I get the feeling that this new dream/reality is connected to the relief effort, taking it to the next level.

I think the rest of the night was downloading the new energies.

I read an article from an-other that said “they” were zonked by the energy of the eclipse. I concur. This is a good thing.

I did get a lot accomplished, and real-eyesed that Once again, My plan was NOT the best so was able to change before I had gone to far to retreat. How often have I said and seen that procrastination is intuition?

I got quite a bit added to My privacy wall. I got it that in some cases I was forgetting to let it All be play. I got it that I need to build a portal. I need to do it for Me, that kind of need. The portal(s) is(are) All-ready there I just need to frame it in. I have several ideas, One that ties into My privacy wall behind the cabin. I think this is another One. One that I will see and feel more often than I would the One behind the cabin. I have plans for a door under My tree-house and into My One sided fort (on One of the open sides) but even that isn't quite it tho definitely something I want to pursue.

And then it is dream.

Today "Annular solar eclipse and Alcyone alignment " 5/20/12

05/20/12

Annular solar eclipse and Alcyone alignment

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:57:53 AM

Good morning. I started waking while still in night school, still dreaming, still creating and expanding and experiencing My creation. I did not want to wake and leave My new reality. I got it that in order to make it real (to Me) I needed to wake, enter default and bring the memory with Me. I need to give permission and ask friends and objects to come into My default from My dreams to help Me to believe.

I feel the eclipse energies. I mostly figured it would be a day of relaxing and focusing inward. I did try to “do” a few things but it just wasn't in Me today. I did well at sitting there instead of just doing something.

I took pictures of the sun throughout the afternoon but at the time of the actual eclipse the pic was All-most just a blur. It was interesting that it clouded over completely about an hour before the eclipse after being clear, clear skies All day. But at the time of the eclipse it shows brightly through the clouds.

I felt drawn to dream several times through the day and laid out in the sun at those times. It was very nice.

Going to dream fairly early to download and process the energy that is still coming in.

Night School "Dreaming and creating: dreamcreating" 5/20/12

05/20/12

Dreaming and creating: dreamcreating

(From night school last night)

Two friends (who started out as strangers) showed up. “They” would hold Me, ground Me in My creation otherwise I would revert to My: “this isn't real” belief and either I would drift out of My creation or My creation would drift away. When that happens We can either return to Our default reality or create a new reality. Until We can “get it” that Our creations are real, this pattern repeats over and over and over. We need friends like these two to help Us stay in or ground in Our creation. Without friends to help Us an object brought from One reality to another can also help. Barring either We must build the believe by OurSelf. The friends and/or objects can not enter Our default reality without Our permission. Just like legendary vampires. All myths and legends have a basis in truth. This is a service that Our space friends and family can perform for Us, if We will give “them” permission.

At first I created a very exotic world and home. The home was like an apartment or condo but very elaborate, very luxurious a penthouse that can grow and change with thought. Well, of course it can, duh. But try holding onto that and bringing it into Your default reality. These two kept asking if “they” could stay with Me but said “they” would leave the minute I wanted “them” to leave. I decided “they” could stay “if” “they” were willing to stay. Immediately it was very apparent that this was “their” home also.

I asked the obvious, normal questions: “What about My friends and family and dog?”

“You have a transporter (actually a dreamporter) right over here”. By golly there it is, I had not noticed it right there, before. “You can dreamport to that reality and bring 'them' here 'if' 'they' want to come. If not, You can dreamport back and forth to visit 'them'. Because time is different in each reality 'they' will never know You left.” By this point We had All-ready experimented with time in My new creation and it definitely behaves differently than in My default reality.

Now We were a team of three. We dreamported back to My default and kind of adopted a track team that was visiting from out of town for a week long track meet. We asked “them” if “they” would like to visit Our home and then decide if “they” wanted to stay with Us or at “their” motel. We explained that each person was free to choose for “themSelves” and anyOne could change “their” mind at any time (either way). In fact anyOne could go back and forth with “their” decision as many times as “they” wanted. Freedom of choice, complete freedom of choice. “They” agreed to check it out.

We asked if “they” wanted to go to dinner first. Of course “they” did and We knew “they” wanted pizza. It doesn't take a mind reader to know a high school track team will want pizza.

When We go to Our home We pointed down the hall and said: “Your rooms are down there. There is a room for each of You and You each pick Your room.” We could tell “they” were surprised to find nine rooms and it was obvious to “them” which room each One wanted. What “they” didn't real-eyes was that the reason for this is that “they” were creating “their” rooms. When One decided to stay at the motel (kinda freaked out about the nine rooms each One perfect for it's inhabitant) then there were eight rooms.

We added a chauffeur and porter to make this back and forth easier and to expand the experience to more people.

We asked the team mates what “they” wanted to do, what time was “their” curfew and was this also light's out or was light's out later. Also, what time did We need to get “them” to the track meet the next day. We explained that although We don't do “rules” We needed to follow “their” coaches rules in order to have and keep permission and approval for “them” to stay with Us. We told “them” not to worry, there would be plenty of time to do whatever “they” wanted and still keep curfew and light's out. We did not (yet) explain that time works different here. We didn't explain (yet) that We were in a different “here”.

As “they” picked different things to do and the needed equipment was suddenly available (it didn't even go through a process of appearing, it was just there like it had All-ways been there, like just around the corner only there was no corner) “they” started to get it that something was going on. Of course, the first thought was that We are magicians. We explained that even though this was (in a way) correct, it is actually “themSelves” that are creating these things. “They” tried to deny it, demanding that “they” were not capable of such things etc. We asked if “they” really believed that We could read “their” minds that well to create what “they” wanted in perfect detail. “They” had to admit that the personal desire details did give “them” pause. “They” admitted that “they” must be participating/helping in some small way.

That is how it starts. A small admission like: “Okay, maybe a little. Maybe it is slightly possible.”

At some point, the chauffeur and porter asked about money (after All “they” were “working” for Us and giving Us “their” time). We told “them” to reach into “their” pockets. There was more than enough money to more than adequately “pay” “them”. We asked if “they” wanted or needed something. “They” replied yes. We said: “Look over there, is that it?” Of course it was. “They” asked: “How did You know?” “We didn't, You did.” Obviously, even though “they” had witnessed some of the creating by the team, each One has to learn for “themSelf” through experience.

In order for the belief in One's Self to take hold and be real, it is a process that can only happen through personal experience. There may come a time when the mass conscious and experience supports this, but for now, We each have to experience it for OurSelves.

Today "A day to be more than do" 5/19/12

05/19/12

A day to be more than do

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:55:45 AM

Good morning. Busy night and now I can't remember a thing. Well, that's not totally true. I do remember that the energy of this weekend is important and I dreamt about it. I dreamt of something I wanted to write about the energy of this new moon/solar eclipse. Too bad I don't remember what it is. But, the energy is high regardless of My memory. I do remember it was about creating whole new Pair-a-dimes. Exciting, even if I can't remember.

Well, I did remember, a lot if not everything. I even typed up a morning review.

Now it is time to go out and enjoy a gorgeous day in nature.

I did a few things but mostly sat there, meditating. It's not easy, even for Me, to learn to be.

Morning Review: "Creating New Pair-a-Dimes" 5/19/12

05/19/12

Creating New Pair-a-Dimes

Morning Review (as I was waking)

At first I couldn't remember anything from dream, now it is coming clear. Remembering who and what We are is a big part of waking up. I Am talking about each day and each moment and life in general. What We call ass-ention is remembering, returning to what We are.

Here is something from My dreams: “Don't just do something.................. Sit there. Meditate.” It's important.

There was information about Our new reality. One thing that keeps showing up is dissension. We are programmed to fight about Our differences and that programming still kicks in. With seven billion of Us (accounted for on this planet alone) there are gonna be differences. If anyOne wants to keep Us separate (and that is what We designed this game/drama to do) All We have to do is teach Us to fight about Our differences. Our strength is in Our diversity. Unity consciousness is about honoring Our differences.

Most of Us are aware of the battle strategy: “Divide and conquer”. It is highly affective.

There was more information about Our thinking and beliefs which We tend to think of as immutable laws. It was All designed to keep Us stuck on the game-board of separation/limitation. It works, it works very well. And then, when We begin to see through this We have (pre-installed) doubt and Self-doubt. When We begin to band together to support each other and overcome this doubt then Our differences show up and We begin to fight amongst OurSelves. It is a very effective system. We did well. And mixed in and throughout it All is BLAME. We do love to blame and if blaming someOne else isn't adequate (to keep Us locked into the game) then We can blame OurSelves. Yes, We did a very good job of designing this game.

Now, We are the masters of game design and We can alter Our game. We can create new pair-a-dimes to play in. We can learn to live as One, We can live in love. To call it a game does not mean it isn't real. Our belief makes it real. Just because We are ready to move on does not make Our world unreal or false. The only thing unreal or false is Our belief that it is All there is. It is NOT “the only game in town”.

Here is another trick We use on OurSelves. If the world We created is not real, then We are not “Great Creators”, We would actually be failures. So, when We get to the point of waking, We call our creation unreal and an illusion and therefore negate every bit of headway We have made: “We are failures. Yes, We are God, but We failed at being God”. A modern term is: “epic fail”. How apt.

“Oh the cleverness of Me” We hid it All right in front of Us. We wrapped the lies in truth. We buried Our gold in the midden heap.

Again, All of Our accepted belief systems are designed to keep Us prisoner in the game of separation/limitation. To remember what We are is to awaken and it means We will change Our way of thinking and believing completely. Here is another tool We designed to trip OurSelves up. Outer change is a result of inner change not the cause or means to an end. If We change Our outside (to look like what We think it should/will look like) then We can circumvent changing Our inside. We can create an imitation of who/what We really are. We have been using this method for years as another method to perpetuate the separation/limitation game. We live in a knockoff world, We are knockoff beans. We are sooooo good at this. We truly are masters of the game.

Thank All the little gods that We set an alarm clock before We went to sleep. Of course We also installed a “snooze” button on Our alarm clock.

This new moon, solar eclipse with an alignment to Alcyone is part of that alarm clock. It is One of the many reset buttons along the path of remembering.

“On May 20, 2012, a rare solar eclipse alignment will happen between the Earth, the Sun and, our central Sun, Alcyone in the Pleiades Constellation. It takes earth 26,000 years to travel around Alcyone.”

Then, in early June We will have a full moon, lunar eclipse followed shortly by the Venus transit (Venus will eclipse the sun). More reset buttons, more alarms on Our pre-installed alarm system. We can wake or We can hit the snooze button. The thing is that like any alarm with snooze features, after hitting the snooze enough times the alarm gives up and goes away for another cycle.

My suggestion is: “Don't just do something: Sit there, meditate”. It is time to enter the paradigm of human being(s) rather than human doing(s). Remember the truth is hiding in plain sight.

Today "Confirmation and creation" 5/18/12

05/18/12

Confirmation and creation

Wizard's Log Star-date: 05:07:36 AM

Good morning. Lots of other realities last night.

I Am reading and feeling more and more that We are beginning to find Our true roles and assignments. It seems that this is what is going with Me. I'm in training, and right now getting so much and so new in dream that I have yet to translate it into mere words. I feel that as I create with My projects (which are also a lot of recycling) I allow an inner process that I have been blocking for a while.

A busy day creating My space. Now I know why God rested on the seventh day.

Dream time.

Today "All around day" 5/17/12

05/17/12

All around day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:17:17 AM

Good morning. I woke with the thought: “spaceship Earth”. This is not a new concept to Me but I do think it is significant.

I received an email about this newest version of Open Office that I downloaded. It mentioned issues so I'm in the midst of reporting that I can't access the thesaurus. Many hoops to jump through but it doesn't feel as frustrating as usual. Maybe because I'm not really here, or not totally here or here AND there?????????

Getting/having a sense of what is important and what is snot. Much that I felt was sooooo important is really just a trap into old fear programming. Interesting to be in and observe the changes.

I continue to find others saying the same things that I Am feeling/intuiting. There are an amazing number of people moving from vengeance mentality to love mentality and living. We are changing, Our society and Our world are changing. Just as I Am experiencing being in more than One reality at a time so are many others.

Love is affecting All of Us. The process of integrating love into Our hearts, Our world and Our others takes time. It would seem easier and faster to just eliminate everything and start over, but where is the fun in that? Where is the learning and growth in that?

Another beautiful day. It seems the mosquitoes have come to life. We had a few discussions about Our agreement that I get the area around the cabin and “they” get the rest of the forest. It seems these are immigrates and don't feel bound by old agreements. Hopefully We will learn to live in harmony, before I have to begin killing “them”.

I'm very happy with the way My privacy wall is coming along. I got a lot done on the front porch and steps redo. Once I started I had to get quite a bit done in order for Shadow and I to be able to use the front door. Shadow is a bit confused. He can't see the point, All that work and commotion and he still has to climb those front steps. I need more pallets to finish the pallet steps and I was too wiped out with the redo that I did do to even start on the new pallet steps.

I'm re-watching “Inception”. There is so much to it that I just did NOT get the first time. I Am getting some details that make it clearer this time around.

And then there is dream.

Today "A Fae day" 5/16/12

05/16/12

A Fae day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:40:13 AM

Good morning. Once again My dreams were about the changes We are creating. I continue to dream about growing Our buildings and living in harmony with Gaia.

I feel the fae very strong today. I feel creative and excited.

It is nice weather again and I Am spending most of the day outside mostly playing with creating My new privacy wall. I'm happy with how it is progressing. Dragging the dead-fall through the forest is a bit tiring. I also began the clearing out that I wanted to do to start moving and re-doing the front porch and steps. Wanna take it slow so I get it set up to make building/growing the soon to be front deck/entry as easy as possible.

It is interesting being in multi-D and still functioning in 3D. Not what I expected. I definitely feel the influence and playfulness of the fae as I play home improvement. It feels like a ship that is teaching Me how to be here AND there, how to learn and play.

Today "Another day of play" 5/15/12

05/15/12

Another day of play

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:08:10 AM

Good morning. Dreams of alternate realities and experiencing the changes WE are making in Our world.

Another drifty morning here. When am I?

I thought the rain was moving in, but it I was wrong, it was hail.

I find that as I am playful and colorful with the things I do around My cabin that I connect again with the feeling of growing Our buildings and living in tune with nature. I don't mind saying that I know I really have no clue what that will be like. My imagination is farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr short of what is possible. I feel the fae and other elementals attracted to what I Am doing and joining in with the play and decorations. We are preparing for a party. It will be a party that happens every day (and night) and lasts until the 12^th of never.

Time flew as I was having fun. I went to dream early, don't know if I slept or not. I got up around 9PM and did some reading online until time for My 11:11 love send and then went to town to collect pallets for My new front steps. This will be to accommodate Shadow as he sometimes has trouble going up and down conventional steps and it will (hopefully) be a step towards easily building the front deck/entry that I have All-ways wanted. It will enlarge My current front porch and make it a little more private and My plan (which keeps evolving) is to be able to start building/growing the new deck around the existing porch and steps and easily move sections of these steps and reuse “them” for the steps to the new deck/entry.

I had no trouble going to dream after the pallet run but I did keep getting input about how to do the pallet steps.

Today "Another 5/5/5" 5/14/12

05/14/12

Another 5/5/5

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:14:37 AM

Good morning. Well, I think I gave MySelf something close to a black eye yesterday, feels really odd today. I was using a brace to hold up a board and it slipped. Need I say more?

I'm experiencing some frustration with My Open-office writer. I installed the newest version, will I ever learn? My old version had an easy to use thesaurus. Now, it shows I have One but I can't figure out how to access it. I got a link to Roget's online, better than nothing I guess.

Another beautiful day outside. Another 5/5/5.

Lots of time outside playing. Lots of time drifting. I love My worlds. I love creating. I love when I'm not in fear.

Night School "Exploring options, choices and possibilities" 5/14/12

05/14/12

Exploring options, choices and possibilities

(From night school last night)

It seemed like I spent more time awake than asleep. Lots of stuff going on, let's see how much I remember.

I was shown and explored many options and possibilities for My future. This was mostly a very near future. In fact it was so near that I could palpably feel it as “now”. I explored multilocating, being in and out of body, being light-body, being focused on One reality and being focused on many realities. I explored many, many ways of living.

When the question was asked: “What do You want?” At first I could only think of what I don't want and that is to live in limitation ever again. Then, I got it that I want it ALL. Simple really. It will take (is taking) a bit of getting used to but that really is what I want. I want to be aware of ALL even if I don't actively experience ALL. In fact there is much of ALL that I really don't want to experience but I still want to be aware of those parts.

I want to continue with My previous dream choices, working with and living in the areas where We experienced the relief effort and being willing to do whatever is needed that I Am qualified for. I want to be able to be here AND there.

We experienced leaving Our bodies. There are many options when doing this: One can leave “their” body partially animated. This is not recommended for extended periods of time as someOne else tends to be required to care for Our body in Our absence. A complication that tends to set in with this option is that a person intends to return to “their” body shortly but forgets or changes “their” mind due to enjoying being out of body. A person can donate “their” unused body to the local, galactic thrift store where spirits waiting and wanting to incarnate can bid on it. We can leave Our body hanging in the closet. This is really an excellent option as then the body does not require a caretaker but remains easily accessible if We choose to return.

Leaving the body, knowing that We can leave Our body and doing it at will is very helpful. Many/most of Us don't quite fit in Our bodies, after All a body is quite limiting. We over-relate to Our bodies really. We identify All-most totally with/as Our body. In class We got to experience how much We are so much more than Our bodies.

One potential choice laying before Us is to continue to identify as only Our body. This is/feels safe and comfortable for some people. Being more than Our body is unfamiliar but far more appealing to Me. Therefore My choice is to be (and be fully aware of being) more than a body. I think light-body is a good term but I really don't know if that fully encompasses All that I want to experience.

An option that I definitely want in My contract is the option to change My mind and explore other things freely.

I want to continue with and expand My experience of love and sending love. I want to live in a world of love. I want to be aware of other worlds that exist, and I may want to visit “them”, I Am willing to aid “them” if asked but I do NOT want to EVER get stuck in One world, reality and/or identity EVER AGAIN. I think that is fairly clear.

I want to continue to aid and assist My others and to recognize easily and freely and regularly that “they” are ME.

There was information about and exploring unity consciousness. I checked “YES” on My questionnaire. I also checked “Oneness”, “connection”, “limitless”, “expansion” and “MORE”.

I know that there is more to come.

Today "Another day of play" 5/13/12

05/13/12

Another day of play

Wizard's Log Star-date: 10:10:22 AM

Good morning. I woke earlier in a somewhat distracted state or something else. I figured I would go back to dream and guess what? I don't remember any of My dreams from the night or morning but I know full well that I traveled and explored. This time I woke focused on sending love. I like that.

It is sooooo important to be focused on love. There are many who recognize that We need change in Our world and that is a good thing. However, many are focused on outer change without inner change. I real-eyes there may be some of that in Our transition BUT no change will be real, effective and lasting without love. Anything aside from love will just be more of the same. Is that what any of Us want?

I spent most of My day outside, in the fresh air and nature. I was playing at different things I wanted to do. I also was very aware of going in and out (mentally/spiritually). Walking in different worlds. Perhaps I Am becoming familiar with this, perhaps not. I have been focusing on a bit of bringing things across the veil between My realities. Sometimes I miss things that I had in another reality.

I checked out a webinar but wasn't really interested. Started watching “The Adventures of Tin Tin” with My dinner. I'm enjoying it.

Early to dream.

Today "Another multi-D day" 5/12/12

05/12/12

Another multi-D day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 07:36:59 AM

Good morning. I woke with the thought: “Thank You that I can live multidimensionally”. One difficulty with living multidimensionally (which I have mentioned before) is that many realities are so close, so similar that We usually do not real-eyes that We have slipped into a different reality. When We carry a very distinct memory from One reality and are in another (with a different whatever in relation to that memory) it can be very frustrating, nearly (or completely) driving Us insane. We have All experienced the “Where did I put Me ???????” syndrome. We would rather think that We are losing Our minds than believe that We slipped into another reality. We have done such a great job of setting up a world that supports limitation.

Today I Am dealing with: “Where did I put the lid to that bucket?” I know it does not seem like a life threatening question, but it is ALL about: “Will I accept that I live in multidimensionally or will I demand My limitation with My coffee?” Perhaps simply admitting that I Am facing this question is a good beginning.

I don't mind saying that right now choosing between worlds is a bit of a quandary. I wanna play here, no I wanna play there. I forget that I can do it All. Because I Am only just beginning to experience having awareness of more than One reality at a time, this is still frustrating and difficult. I have never been good at learning anything. I either can do it from the start (at least well enough to enjoy and then I can improve with repetition) or I leave it for someOne else to do. So, developing a skill is no easy task for Me. Either I have it or I don't. Of course I know I have this One, I just can't remember where I buried it. If I really thought that I would have to practice, practice, practice I would probably cash in now. There is a huge difference between practice, practice, practice and play, play, play. Even though One can be the other as long as We don't tell OurSelves.

I played right into dream time AND got some things accomplished playing. Play time leads to dream time and dream time leads into play time and that leads into dream time. What a One-re-full world it will be.

Night School "Creating Our New Earth" 5/12/12

05/12/12

Creating Our New Earth

(From night school last night)

We were All over the place Once again. First there was a project going on to beautify the planet, cleaning up some of Our mess. There was discussion, debate and even argument about graffiti art. I was/am a proponent but there were many who demanded We uphold the existing laws. I asked to what end and for what purpose. It was mainly to maintain control and order and discipline. I went off. “That is exactly what We do NOT need/want to do. We legally destroyed and made a mess of the earth. Now You want to keep it illegal to decorate Our damaging structures?” There was the legitimate question of what was/is to be considered art and what not considered art. This is a tricky One since art is certainly in the eye of the beholder. I suggested a panel(s) (One panel for whatever size area seems reasonable and each local area shall decide for itSelf) made up of volunteer graffiti artists. Who better to decide this issue? It was generally agreed that One word would most likely not be considered art and that rather than spending the effort (which would mostly be a waste) to try and clean up/erase the existing graffiti (that is not art) it would be better to commission artists to turn that into artwork.

An interesting point: If it takes that much work and discussion to decide something like graffiti how much there is to be done. There will be plenty to keep Us busy when We are done playing.

I know there was more but I Am blank right now. Perhaps I will access the memories (or return to that reality) later.

I do remember that there was some information that I wanted to add to The Circle of Love page. I hope I do that.

There was discussion about the laws and restrictions of living in this current limitation 3D versus what it takes to build a new world. The thoughts, doubts and fears that come up. I sent love. Yes, those things are true IF I wish to remain in the old, but I wish to create the new and that takes new ways. Repeating the old will NOT build the new. “but You still need.......” “Yes, We are in transition”.

There was information about how WE may be expecting something (an event, Our future, some sign) to look a certain way and if it happens (but different from Our expectation) We can totally miss it.

Now, it is like a flood of information is coming in and I can't possibly type it All out.

The relief effort is alive and well and I Am in many different places participating. It is happening at many different levels depending on the need of an area. It's not about bringing it into My physical, waking reality. It is NOW about bringing My awareness into more realities.

I was given a lot of information and a lot of choices. It really is about NOW. When and where do I choose to be/participate NOW?

Today "Adventure" 5/11/12

05/11/12

Adventure

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:09:45 AM

Good morning. Up early again today. It didn't seem like I slept much last night but I did get a lot of dreaming done. I woke up with pony hopping on My mind.

It is very windy and cloudy today. We seem to be getting more wind than usual.

I Am certainly feeling/being more creative lately.

Odd weather today, a bit of this and a bit of that. Very windy and the power was out for a few hours. Trial-run??????? We get a lot of power outages which is why I have heat the does not require electricity. Of course this time of year We don't need heat or even lights. When the power went out the first thing I did was take a nap.

You know the ol' saying: “When the going gets rough, the tough take a nap”.

It seems like a good idea to return to dream land early.

Today "A nice day" 5/10/12

05/10/12

A nice day

Wizard's Log Star-date: 06:35:45 AM

Good morning. I really don't know exactly why I got up this early. I woke with a real sense of two (or more) realities being present, or Me being present in, living in and being aware of two or more realities. This is stronger and more real to Me than previously.

Once again I Am focusing on sending love energy and being in multiple realities.

The weather was nice enough to spend most of the day outside playing and making progress on some different projects.

The leaves are really starting to open on the trees.

Many realities to explore.

Night School "Many themes and topics" 5/10/12

05/10/12

Many themes and topics

(From night school last night)

We look for and expect to find proof and evidence in what We see. We rarely look for the proof, the evidence in what We DO NOT see.

There was a lot of information and experience and it was All over the world. I'm not even gonna try and get it in order.

One thing pointed out (or noticed) is the difference between night school and Our current school and/or educational system. We are familiar with an instructor or teacher giving/feeding information about the way IT IS to students. Interesting thought popped in here: “One belief/perspective being fed (All-most force fed) to twenty to forty (or more) students”. In night school there is information given but it is much more experiential. We are shown things and We are given options and possibilities rather than absolutes. We learn by playing rather than learn by rote.

I spent most of class multi-locating.

I was on ship, actually two ships. For some reason the crew on One ship was having a lot of difficulty keeping up with necessary tasks. We decided to abandon/sell/give away One ship and combine the two crews onto One ship. There was the question of loss of an entire ship and it's capabilities and it simply did not matter. One ship with a double crew could actually be more efficient. We doubled up and began to build camaraderie. It was a very pleasant experience and not the overcrowding One might have expected. There was much more companionship and assistance in doing tasks.

I was in many different relief camps. Now that people are no longer starving or in dire straights We can begin to show “them” methods and opportunities for living a life of freedom, equality, prosperity and abundance. Now it is really getting to be fun. We are experiencing using new toys (technology) that involve using Our minds as well as Our hands. We get to play with these toys with Our new friends and be a part of the fun and joy and pleasure.

I remembered TV shows and movies where there were pictures of One person appearing in different places at the same time and/or appearing the same in pictures taken decades apart. I real-eyesed that if anyOne is taking pictures of Me (or any of Us) in these camps it would be the same affect.

There (of course) is the question of people thinking We are gods and/or that We are doing magik. This is why the inner work must also be done. We spend much of Our “down” time sending love energy and even visions to the local people. We can not determine what “they” will do with this but We send and let it be. We play with the toys, the technology and learn how to use it with “them” rather than “teaching” “them” from some (seeming) higher level. We work and play, eat and sleep side by side with the locals.

As the love takes hold and begins to show it's affects in the land (such as the parched ground becoming moist) it is not seen or exploited as Us (the outsiders) doing it or making it happen. We celebrate it as the result of Our connection and growth together, as a result of the love which it is.

Assigning deity or magik to individuals (or accepting that assignment) is old energy, old paradigm and soon will not be an option or a problem. We are still in transition and care must be taken to avoid this until the new energy, new paradigm, new earth has fully taken hold in Our hearts and minds and experience.

We truly have no full idea or concept how much affect separation/limitation thinking and belief has had on Our world. We just do not see (or get it) how much Our thinking and Our beliefs cause disasters, war, famine, poverty, scarcity, lack, etc. We think that We are victims of the very things/circumstances/situations that We have created. As love takes hold and spreads many, many (times many) things that We have accepted as laws, absolutes, and the way it is will change drastically. More than We can well imagine. “I can well imagine a lot” “And You'll get it”.

In place of the normal fear and doubt that I often feel, I feel hopeful and confidant.

The world requires balance but this does not demand extremes and opposites. That is polarity. Our polarity is changing if We allow it.

Today "More expansion" 5/9/12

05/09/12

More expansion

Wizard's Log Star-date: 08:29:07 AM

Good morning. It's interesting, usually as a person wakes dream memories fade. Today, as I wake My dream memories are returning. The beginning of My dreams last night was: “It is time to reclaim Our love nature”. Now I can start My morning review.

I got My morning review typed up. Not totally happy with it but that may be because I'm not really here.

Still focusing on bean love and sending love and walking in more than One reality. This I Am happy with.

I do find that I Am still struggling with/against many of My old thoughts, feelings and beliefs. Much of this has to do with time and time constraints. I really don't have any and I don't know how to handle that. Having to keep some type of schedule, must get this done by ….... and gotta be there at...... and on and on is sooooo familiar. Being free is new, even for Me.

Another thing that ties to this is being goal oriented. I Am. It is still easy for Me to get focused on the goal rather than focused on the doing/playing/journey/now.

And I see that I still get hooked into thinking My journey/path should be everyOne's journey/path. It just ain't so. As I have said before (and must keep reminding Me) “It is no longer a One size fits All world” (if it ever was).

Morning Review: "It is time to reclaim Our love nature" 5/9/12

05/09/12

It is time to reclaim Our love nature

Morning Review (as I was waking)

That is how My dreams started. Love is our nature, it truly is who and what We are. It is the energy that binds everything together. We have forgotten love, real love that is. We have misused and abused love to the point that it is barely recognizable. We have kept the word and abandoned the spirit, to a great extent. Fortunately, not completely.

There are beings who took on the role of helping Us immerse OurSelves completely in separation and limitation. Forgetting love was a major part of this. When We are separate from everything it is easy to forget love, to not feel and experience love. Love is what binds Us. To feel separate and love at the same time is like feeling cold and hot at the same time. It does happen but it is not a common experience.

Now that many of Us are remembering love, accepting love and sending love those beings whose job it was to help Us experience separation and limitation are working overtime. I spent a lot of the night talking with One (maybe more) of these beings. As before there were threats and offers of bribes. I got to see another reason behind My current conditions in My life. It would be quite easy to sell out. Well, it would appear that it would be easy to sell out.

I was shown how many people in the world still act and live as if “they” are separate and without love. The reason for this was that if threats and bribes don't work, discouragement is another powerful tool. I was encouraged to give up, I was fed hopelessness. It tasted foul and I spit it out. I can see the road that lays before Us. I can see that even as Our physical transforms and transitions there will still be a great amount of opportunity for growth left. We will still be able to spread love and hope and joy. Changing Our conditions will help. Removing the shackles of negativity from around Our throats will help. But, each person must still decide for “themSelf” whether or not to live in love.

I can see/feel that some of the discouragement did sink in and take hold. It is hooked up with judgment. I still choose to persevere, to remember that I AM LOVE and to send love. Sending love into the grid is creating a feedback loop and in My opinion this is a good thing.

I got it too that We are creating vortexes of love. Swirling energies, somewhat like whirlpools in a river. Pulling things in and sending waves/ripples out. I understand this is also how black holes work.

I keep being reminded that it is ALL ME. Even the entity I was talking to who was trying to deter Me with threats, bribery and discouragement. That is Me as much as I Am Me.

I Am love, I send love and that needs to be and is My focus.